“for all the fucking good it did,” he hisses, hand buried in his growing locks. his mother would be ashamed at how LONG he’d let it grow.
“how many soldiers did we lose at adamant? how many fucking… PEOPLE?! i don’t think i can DO this, bryce. i can’t do it. there has to be a way to remove the mark. give it…give it to my brother… or… or someone who is BETTER than me.”
he looks up at the spirit of virtue, tears glistening in his fade kissed eyes. “i never deserved this power. i never…i was… not meant to lead. i cannot….SEND people to their death. i can’t do it. i WON’T.”
Bryce shook his head slowly, sighing softly as he crouched down to the youthful man sitting and burying himself in guilt. Gently he took the Inquisitor’s hands in his.
“You did not send anyone to their death. You sent them to fight for the future... and that sometimes brings sacrifice. But it was the farthest from your intent.” Bryce knew. He knew as he watched James grow into his role more and more, struggling with it but still marching on.
“You are GOOD, James. That you doubt is the best proof of that. Those without virtue never question their actions, never doubt themselves... so listen to me. Spirit of Virtue and old man.” Bryce had become less of a statue with the time spent with the Inquisition, had become more Bryce again, as proved by the fact he had shared his old name.
He leaned a bit closer, pressing a kiss against the marked man’s forehead, one hand moved from his hands to the neck of his back to hold him there.
“Imagine how many more would have died, suffered without you intervening. You did good, James.”