Ny'Ari of Clan Alerion

indie. highly selective. inquisition soldier. ancient elf. Please read Code of Cond and Dossier before interacting.

[nighttimefriend]

Introduction

My name is Dani. I’m 30+ on CST time. I don’t sleep well. I’m slow to reply. I’m married with a dog and a husband who take up a lot of my time. My muse randomly dies, but I love Ny’Ari and I love writing. 

Some introduction links--

Rules and Dossier -- Please take a look before interacting. I have very few rules, and I don’t required a password. A lot of relevant things regarding Ny’Ari are here. 

[inimicai]

Am I still alive? Sure the fuck am.

Where have I been since 2023? Burying my little brother, completing his probate, another 2 rounds of IVF, two major surgeries, publishing a novel, and working.

Does that mean you can copy/paste my character, slap a different name on her and call her yours? Sure the fuck don’t,

You know who you are. You should be fucking ashamed.

[inimicai]

                          II They made you into a weapon;

                               and then told you to find peace. ||

[inimicai]

                          II They made you into a weapon;

                               and then told you to find peace. ||

[inimicai]

                          II They made you into a weapon;

                               and then told you to find peace. ||

[inimicai]

                          II They made you into a weapon;

                               and then told you to find peace. ||

[inimicai]

                          II They made you into a weapon;

                               and then told you to find peace. ||

[inimicai]

                          II They made you into a weapon;

                               and then told you to find peace. ||

[cowboahs]

quotes that broke me starters

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

quotes taken from random sources or tiktok. i claim no ownership whatsoever.

❛   i’m supposed to be the one who protects you from monsters. i’m not supposed to be one.  ❜  

❛   if i could make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places.  ❜  

❛  no one heard our screams for a long time.  ❜  

❛   i know so many last words. but i’ll never know hers.  ❜  

❛   there is a home for every departed thing.  ❜  

❛   it reminded me that i will never truly know you.  ❜  

❛   i also buried a part of myself alongside them.  ❜  

❛   after you died i could no longer hold a funeral. so my life became the funeral.  ❜  

❛   you don’t have to be awake to cry.  ❜  

❛   forgive me, for all the things i did. but mostly the things i didn’t do.  ❜  

❛   the human eye is the loneliest creation of all.  ❜  

❛   fairness is for happy people.  ❜  

❛   the things we lost will always be heavier than the things that stayed.  ❜  

❛   perhaps it is the greater grief, to remain on the earth when another is gone.  ❜  

❛   you stain the pages with yourself.  ❜  

❛   tears will not wash away the sorrow.  ❜  

❛   beautiful things grow a certain height and then they fall and fade off.  ❜  

❛    who in all these centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?  ❜  

❛   i have scars on my hands from touching certain people  ❜  

❛   despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart.  ❜  

❛   you tried to change, didn’t you?  ❜

❛   you can’t make homes out of people. someone should have taught you that.  ❜  

❛   i hid my deepest feelings so well, i forgot where i placed them.  ❜  

❛   we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace.  ❜  

❛   i didn’t leave because i stopped loving you. i left because the longer i stayed, the less i loved myself.  ❜  

❛   at every moment in our life, we have one foot in a fairytale & the other in the abyss.  ❜  

❛   there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.  ❜  

❛   it’s strange, i felt less lonely when i didn’t know you.  ❜  

❛   things change, friends leave. life doesn’t stop for anybody.  ❜  

❛   it takes a lifetime to die, and no time at all.  ❜  

❛   i am deathly afraid of almosts. of coming close to what i want and then falling just a little short.  ❜  

❛   i felt your absence.  ❜  

❛   what do we do now, now that we are happy?  ❜  

❛    you honestly thought anybody would love you? purely and truly love you?  ❜  

❛   don’t stop looking. he deserves to know someone saw his end, that someone noticed him.  ❜  

❛    i can bear my pain so long as it has meaning.  ❜  

❛   i dont have a single friend - not one.  ❜  

❛   i’ve had more than enough pain in my life, what’s a little more going to do?  ❜  

❛    it would have been you if i met you first.  ❜  

❛    i really thought he was going to be my forever.  ❜  

❛    maybe in the next life it would work.  ❜  

❛   in spite of everything, you’re still you.  ❜  

❛   the dead have it easy.  ❜  

❛   there’s an ocean of silence between us, and I’m drowning.    ❜  

❛   there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

❛   don’t look at me! i don’t … i don’t want you seeing me like this.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood.  ❜  

❛   the future should know the mistakes we made.  ❜  

❛   of course you have. you feel guilt. you want redemption.  ❜  

❛   i’m here because you can’t accept what you’ve done. it broke you.  ❜  

❛   even now, after all you’ve done, you can still go home.  lucky you . ❜  

❛   you’re all that’s left, and we can’t live this lie forever.  ❜  

❛    prometheus gave us light, and warmth, and eternal damnation.  ❜  

❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜  

❛    i know i ruined your life. i suffer for it every day.  ❜  

❛   don’t let yourself get killed for… for pride. i’ve seen it kill too many folk.  ❜  

❛    you and me, we ain’t decent… but those folk… they were.  ❜  

❛   we’re more ghosts than people.  ❜  

❛   despite my best efforts to the contrary… it turns out i’ve won.  ❜  

❛   i gave you all i had … i did.  ❜  

❛   this whole time, I’ve blamed myself for that decision.  ❜  

❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜  

❛   i don’t want to break their hearts all over again. it’s better if they never see me.  ❜  

❛   please leave me alone. i can’t come back. i just … can’t, okay?  ❜  

❛   no matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing, you refused to hurt anyone. ❜  

❛    people like you don’t ever want to be happy.  ❜  

❛   i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❜  

[promptfairy]

𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐘,   𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐊   &   𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋   (   𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟑   )   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝟏 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 :   𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 !! some lines modified to be more usable.     change any gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“   put  on  your  war  paint .   ” “   you  are a  brick  tied  to  me  that’s  dragging  me  down .   ” “   dance  alone  to  the  beat  of  your  heart .   ” “   doesn’t  it  feel  like  our  time  is  running  out  ??   ” “   i’m  gonna  change  you  like  a  remix .   ” “   the  world  is  just  a  teller   &   we  are  wearing  black  masks .   ” “   no ,   i  think  it  looked  a  little  better  on  me .   ” “   the  war  is  won  before  it’s  begun .   ” “   be  careful  making  wishes  in  the  dark .   ” “   i’m  just  dreaming  of  tearing  you  apart .   ” “   you’re  the  antidote  to  everything  except  for  me .   ” “   burn  everything  you  love ,   then  burn  the  ashes .   ” “   my  childhood  spat  back  out  the  monster  that  you  see  .   ” “   i  don’t  know  where  you’re  going ,   but  do  you  got  room  for  one  more  troubled  soul ??   ” “   i  don’t  know  where  i’m  going ,   but  i  don’t  think  i’m  coming  home .   ” “   i’ll  check  in  tomorrow  if  i  don’t  wake  up  dead .   ” “   this  is  the  road  to  ruin ,   and  we’re  starting  at  the  end .   ” “   let’s  be  alone  together .   ” “   it’s  not  my  fault  i’m  a  maniac .   ” “   it’s  not  funny  anymore .   ” “   my  heart  is  like  a  stallion ;   they  love  it  more  when  it’s  broke-in .   ” “   i  don’t  believe  a  word  you  say ,   but  i  can’t  stop  listening .   ” “   i’m  not  gonna  go  home  alone .   ” “   i  know  i  expect  too  much   &   not  enough  all  at  once .   ” “   you  got  me  all  fucked  up  on  love .   ” “   i  looked  for  your  name  on  the  ouija  board .   ” “   you   &   me  are  the  difference  between  real  love   &   love  on  the  tv .   ” “   let’s  fade  away  together ,   one  dream  at  a  time .   ” “   anything  you  say  can   &   will  be  held  against  you .   ” “   i  know  i’m  bad  news .   ” “   letting  people  down  is  my  thing ,   baby ,   find  yourself  a  new  gig .   ” “   this  town  ain’t  big  enough  for  two  of  us .   ” “   i  don’t  have  the  right  name  or  the  right  looks ,   but  i  have  twice  the  heart .   ” “   if  i  spilled  my  guts ,   the  world  would  never  look  at  you  the  same  way .   ” “   i  can’t  stop  it  when  there’s  chemicals  keeping  us  together .   ” “   oh ,   how  the  mighty  fall  in  love .   ” “   if  you  ask  me ,   two’s  a  whole  lot  lonelier  than  one .   ” “   we  should’ve  left  our  love  in  the  gutter  where  we  found  it .   ” “   you  think  your  only  crime  is  that  you  got  caught .   ” “   i’m  either  fucking  or  working ,   so  the  grind  don’t  stop .   ” “   don’t  panic ,   no ,   not  yet .   ” “   i  know  i’m  the  one  you  want  to  forget .   ” “   it’s  time  for  me  to  fall  apart .   ” “   sometimes ,   before  it  gets  better ,   the  darkness  gets  bigger .   ” “   the  person  that  you’d  take  a  bullet  for  is  behind  the  trigger .   ” “   i  am  the  best  you’ll  ever  have .   ” “   i  wanna  see  your  animal  side .   ” “   let  it  all  out .   ” “   you  can  wear  the  crown ,   but  you’re  no  princess .   ” “   we’re  gonna  die ,   it’s  just  a  matter  of  time .   ” “   i’m  either  gone  in  an  instant ,   or  here  ’til  the  bitter  end .   ” “   what  i  got  will  make  you  feel  more  alive .   ” “   tonight ,   the  foxes  hunt  the hounds .   ” “   come on ,   make  it  easy ;   say  i  never  mattered .   ” “   are  you  ready  for  another  bad  poem ??   ” “   remember  me  as  i  was ,   not  as  i  am .   ” “   you  need  to  lower  your  standards .   ” “   it’s  never  getting  any  better  than  this .   ” “   i  need  more  dreams   &   less  life .   ” “   i  cried  tears  you  will  never  see .   ” “   fuck  you ,   you  can  go  cry  me  an  ocean   &   leave  me  be .   ” “   you  are  what  you  love ,   not  who  loves  you .   ” “   wherever  i  go ,   trouble  seems  to  follow .   ”

[justmorerpmemes]

Extremely Exhausted Starters Part 2

“You’re nodding off… hey, come on, you need sleep.”

“I can’t… you’re going to have to carry me.”

“Hey, you passed out. Do you remember what happened?”

“No more today, you’re at your limit.”

“I’m can’t move… I’m too tired…”

“You’re starting to ramble, you need rest.”

“What was that over there…? Did you say something?”

“Nap… please? Nap with me?”

“My subconscious isn’t exactly allowing me to get some damn sleep.”

“I can’t lift it without shaking…”

“You’re too weak to stop me from stopping you.”

“I don’t even have the energy to be defiant… I must be messed up.”

“Standing up is about all I can do.”

“You can tell me all about how tired you aren’t while I carry you to bed.”

“It’s been three days… does it make sense now?”

“Whatever you need me to do so you’ll stop and rest, I’ll do it.”

“Don’t force my hand. This is your last chance to stop yourself.”

“Your health is deteriorating. Take a break or I’ll make you.”

“You’re wrong, I’m fine. I know I’m fine… I’m fine…”

“Telling yourself that you’re okay doesn’t make it true. We need to get you safe and rested.”

“Yes, you did it and you’re alive, shut up. I was worried half to death you idiot!”

“Tired enough for cuddling huh…”

“You shush… shhh… shhhhuuushhh…”

“Oh great bed rest warden, may I be allowed freedom from my prison today?”

“You’re shaking, and sore. I can see the exhaustion in your eyes.

[rp-helpdesk]

anonymous impressions

☁︎  I was intimidated by your disposition/afraid to follow/send an ask to

♨︎  you seem really chill and I can’t wait to start writing with you!

♕  I’m impressed with your writing! 

✘  I don’t like your writing

✁  we used to write together, but we don’t anymore.

♋︎  I feel like we’re really similar and would get along well.

♡  I have a tumblr crush on you

☯︎  you’ve helped me improve my writing 

₪  I still haven’t had the courage to send you an ask/reach out to you

℥  I envy you for _____ reason

∞  I hope we write for a really long time!

∅  you annoy me

☛  I have something I need to tell you in IMs

❤︎  you are my favorite writer of your muse

❉  I’ve followed you for a long time

▼ I’ve heard bad things about you

▲ I’ve heard good things about you

[magnoliamemes-deactivated201906]

Send ✵ and my muse will answer the following.  

Their first impression of your muse:

Current impression:   

Are they attracted to your muse?:  

Something they find frightening about your muse:

Something they find adorable about your muse:  

Would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?:  

Would my muse go on a date with yours?  platonic/romantic:  

One word my muse would use to describe yours:  

Would my muse slap yours if they could?: 

Would my muse hug/kiss yours?:

[tsukaretame-blog]

colorful headcanons.

[nighttimefriend]

( send me a copic color for a headcanon )

frost blue: does your muse enjoy the snow and cold? or are they the type to enjoy summer more?

peacock blue: is your muse honest? what sorts of lies do they tell, if not?

lapis lazuli: does your muse prefer the idea of exploring the depths of the oceans, or the boundless expanses of space more?

reddish brass: how likely is your muse to step up and take the role of a leader? are they willing to take the challenge, or are they more apt to being a follower?

burnt umber: how stable is your muse, mentally and/or emotionally?

champagne: does your muse drink (alcohol)? are they a heavy drinker, if so?

tea orange: what is something that your muse is fascinated with?

malachite: has your muse ever done anything that they winded up feeling incredibly guilty for in the end?

olive: is your muse prone to feeling envious of others? if yes, what is it that they typically feel envious over?

vermillion: is your muse courageous, or would they consider themselves to be more of a coward?

coral: what is your muse's romantic and sexual orientations?

bougainvillaea: would your muse consider themselves as blunt, or do they beat around the bush instead?

currant: what's something that absolutely disgusts your muse (can be a person, place, thing, ect)?

crimson: how passionate is your muse about the things they love most?

raspberry: what food and/or drink can your muse not get enough of? do they indulge in it often, or is it something reserved for special occasions?

baby blossoms: does your muse have a favorite scent? what is it, and why?

mallow: what sorts of things might remind your muse of those close to them? any scents, objects, sounds?

aubergine: does your muse prefer the day, or are they more of a night-owl?

acacia: how much does it take for your muse to hate someone?

cadmium yellow: what subjects or topics does your muse avoid, because they bring up harmful / painful memories?

honey: when your muse loves someone (whether it be romantic, platonic, or familial love), how do they show it?

chartreuse: if you had to describe your muse with a color, what color would it be and why?

anise: when it comes to self-care, what does your muse do to take care of themselves? do they take care to spend time on it, or do they feel they don't deserve it?

new leaf: what message would your muse send to their past self, if any?

moss: how easily does your muse adapt to any new situations they're thrust into?

silk: does your muse care about appearances much? do they spend a lot of time on their own appearance, or do they just go with the flow each day?

sanguine: does your muse typically have an optimistic, pessimistic, or some middle ground outlook on life?

atoll: if your muse could go anywhere, without any restrictions whatsoever, where would they go? why would they go there?

cool grey: if your muse could ensure one thing for certain in their future to come, what would it be?

black: does your muse have a 'bucket list?' list some things your muse wants to accomplish before they die.

[leneemusing]

what’s the first thing your muse noticed about mine? 

tell me what it is about my muse that drew yours in. physical attributes, mannerisms, appearance etc. 

[rp-memes-cafe]

Tell my muse why you hate them

Be as honest or biting as you please. It’s time for a confrontation!

[splattermemes-deactivated202007]

training turned tension starters

Or more specifically, “two characters who have been sparring or in combat training together and almost kiss at the end of their practice fight”. As requested ! Feel free to make any changes.

“Is that the best you can do?”

“I won’t go easy on you.” / “I’ll go easy on you.” / “Quit going easy on me.”

“Hit me with your best shot.”

“You need to do better if you want to meet your goal.”

“I’ve been wanting to kick your ass all week.”

“Is this necessary?”

“Try again.”

“You’re pissing me off.” / “If you’re mad, why don’t you use your anger? Beat me at least once.”

“Here, let me show you how.”

“Woah! [falls on top of __]” 

“Nice moves.”

“[pins __ to floor]” / “[pins __ to wall]”

“You’re…really close right now.”

“G–get off of me.”

“You’re heavy.” / “You’re crushing me.”

“Sorry–are you okay?”

“You’re really red right now.”

“…Do we always end up on top of each other?”

“Are you still panting?”

“I told you, it was an accident.”

“…Why don’t you just kiss me?”

“I’ll consider kissing you if you can beat me.”