#figured

[paunchjournal]

Ed again

[stranger-avenue]

sorry last one with jack box 😭

[squidinkarchives]

Emil Schuelke’s Penguin Cocktail Shaker

Source:

Carter’s Guide to Antiques

[insaneshits]

discovering sexualities that I've never heard of before is fun, especially when one suddenly links to me.... I've always been kind of confused about my sexuality - being very open about sex and talking about it to everyone, yet the mere mention of me having sex with someone makes me want to run away. i write erotic short stories and fanfics, yet i can never imagine myself in those situations. i thought that these sexual urges would appear at some point and that my body just wasn't ready for it, but they haven't appeared. in comes aegosexuality. hits the nail on the head with my thoughts and feelings. its liberating to have a name for this, especially because i went around believing that I'm just a "voyeur" - i am not. i just cannot imagine myself in sexual scenarios.

alongside this, we have lithromantic. also hits the nail on the head for my thoughts and feelings. as soon as someone makes their feelings for me known after i confess, everything in me drops - i have an instant urge to run away. I've never been in a relationship before, and the longest lasting "thing" was 1 week (and that was with my best friend at the time). i continued to like him after breaking up with him, but i was very content with that. I've gone around claiming to have "commitment issues" despite no reason for having them. my friend mentioned lithromantic to me, and i paused everything to research it - and it's the exact situation that i experience with every crush.

I'm so happy to finally have "answers" for my "issues"

[peculiary]

Marauders #16 December 9, 2020

[minideathmagnet]

These cute figures of Shinichi and Ran I got at con over the weekend!

[blue-da-ba-dee]

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