Tired, couldn't go on. Was like hope was slippin away from my fingertips, maybe i should just give up here and probably avoid all that nonsense. Maybe this entire thing was an illusion that I have to get through just to see what was on the other end, sort of like traffic school. Is it because I screwed with one and karma is kicking me in the nuts? Fuck that, the reason I came this far was because i didn't give up. Giving up is for the weak, and those who leave without an explanation. Jesus, why are there people like that; alright ill understand if that's how you are, but screw up even more after that, that's just inhumane. Probably wish I was blind whenever I feel your presence. Just so I can avoid all the shit. And all your shit.