#finally getting over it

[its-kall-the-clown]

gonna finally get off my ass and write the next chapter of "Needing Repairs" its been ages and its about time it gets updated.

see ya on the other side gamers

[akimakesthings]

Covid sucks, everyone. Getchur vaccines lol

[spotlees-trash]

ok so whatever illness the preschoolers were passing around is rough bc I haven’t gotten Sick like That in a long time

[asanasterisk]

I would get sick for an entire week when I'm trying to post every day.

[annabellsr]

A year ago I learned my everything wasn't good enough when I caught you cheating on me. Today I learned you are now with that girl. I wish you would have sent me away before ever cheating on me. I wish you never destroyed me in that way. I wish I haven't spent the past few hours crying. I wish the pain in my chest didn't make it hard to breathe. I wish you'd see that girl is no good for you. I wish I didn't feel like I've been slapped in the face. I wish you'd know how disrespected I feel. I wish I could tell if these emotions are genuine or if I'm just speaking out if hurt and spite. I'm pretty sure I'm letting my emotions get the better of me right now but give me the benefit of the doubt for just one moment. Put yourself in my shoes and relive the past two years. Now try and tell me you wouldn't be crushed while wishing them well with the girl they cheated on you with. Try and tell me you wouldn't feel disrespected when they are with the girl they lied to you about. Tell me you wouldn't look in the mirror and feel disgusted knowing the girl is half your size, younger, more outgoing, prettier. I just needed to get all that out. I feel better now. Kinda. He's my best friend. We worked all this out already. So i won't speak an bad word against them or her. I will actively wish them the best of luck. I genuinely want happiness for everyone in my life. Even those from my past who did me wrong. I wish them all well. Sometimes though I just need to angry rant.

[yves-chanel]

so he called a few nights ago when I first got back. he wasn't drunk completely sober and he needed to talk. in a way he apologized not being the best to me whist being together. he actually said it a couple times and just with that I was completely happy. then he needed to vent and talk about a girl he's liked for a while. not everyone doesn't get the fact that I'm fine with that. people are saying he's an ass for telling me about the girl. but in reality I don't mind. I want to be a person where he goes to it he wants to vent or needs someone to listen, I want to be a friend to him. I don't hate him and I'm not hold a grudge over him bc of what he did to me. I want nothing but the best for him and he told me many times that night he wants the best for me. now having that conversation with him I can officially move on and get over him. it is still hard but for some reason it's easier now. so with that I thank you j.

[the-kangaroo-with-a-bowtie]

It's actually a miracle but no one mentioned multi 21 today, yet, did they?!

[feriferfer]

15. I haven't bitten my nails for over a month and a half.