your girl has just finished her first session of therapy 👏🏻

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your girl has just finished her first session of therapy 👏🏻
i love when men start thrusting into their hand while they jerk off 🤤
I can’t wait to get drunk 💕
Today I woke up feeling wonderful and then proceeded to nail a job interview. I'm finally starting to see some growth within myself. 🌻
i think im finally getting there. i think im finally healing. i dont miss you as much anymore, and i no longer feel as broken as i did the day you left. Yes it still makes me sad - everything that happened - but i dont long for you anymore, and its getting increasingly easier every single day. ive grown more as a person during these last 5 months than i ever did while we were together. You leaving was tough, but im tougher, and finally feeling ok again.
Healing is a beautiful thing.
And now, An update on my mental health.
Things have been so draining for me over the past month, and it's the reason why I've barely posted on here, not on bluesky, Pinterest or anywhere else. I recently found out that I have ROCD (Relationship Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and when I realized I had it? It hit hard. The symptoms and the intrusive thoughts had me questioning who I was and who I cared about most, and it was so scary. Because it mostly centered around Henry, who has done nothing but help me heal. It's been a rough patch for me and my ass mental health for a while, but I think I'm finally combating it. I truly hope so, because it's been so rough on me and so terrifying.
Note: I'll be on a hiatus for the rest of the month, or maybe longer. Just until I get my ROCD sorted out.
Edit: nah, it got worse. But I know how to make it go away.
Simple comforts
My garden bed
A phone call
A kind voice in my head
Reassurance after
Days like these
I had to beg
Practically on my knees
The illusion is shattered
Never again
My heart is healing
By my garden
With my best friend