Hey any friends who followed me for writing purposes: would you be interested if I started posting my shelved fantasy romance novel aka “Bear Book” as an original work on Ao3?? I’m in a bit of a block and the stimulation/encouragement might help...
I started it way back in 2013 but the majority time I worked on it was from 2017-2020, more or less concurrent to when I wrote and posted my BotW Zelink fanfiction. In my opinion, they have had major stylistic influences on each other, especially the way I describe settings and the theme of finding agency within the shackles of fate.
I’m quite certain that I will never trad or even self publish it because I’ve now recognised that a) it is probably the only pure Fantasy book I have in me so I can’t build a career on it and b) I have no Eastern European background/connection whatsoever despite the story drawing so much from it so it just doesn’t feel right. But it’s still like. Many years of writing and workshopping and editing and even a few queries. No matter how my life works out, this book was an important one that I learned a lot from and will always remain dear to me.
I’m still on the fence about this though because again... it’s original work! That had 7 years put into it! That’s been sent out to lit agents! Even now I’ve written this post I’m starting to get nervous about revealing so much of me... even if Hold Your Destiny has even more words, technically. So, some feedback first. Please leave some here, thank you!! ❤️❤️











