May 16, 2025
Guess who just graduated university
#wild how I've been on tumblr since my junior and senior year of high school#and now I've graduated university like wow#finally tbh#I'm happy about graduating and even got more excited for the ceremony as it got closer (initially didn't care)#but tbh the ceremony was a little bit...blah#like it was nice but my school is so ginormous I couldn't even find people I knew to sit next to and people were talking so much I couldn't#hear the speakers and blah blah blah idk and then I got my period during the ceremony which made me hyper-uncomfortable and sensitive and#I ended up crying thinking my parents were upset with me because they couldn't find me as we got out#(my school does the ceremony in a stadium it is THAT huge)#and THEN I felt like a buzzkill for being upset/sad at an event that is supposed to be happy idk we talked it through and I feel a bit ok#I have one more ceremony for my major specifically which I hope will be better#I think I was just overstimulated with everything#basically if you are mentally ill and neurodivergent none of these traditional experiences will ever turn out normal ig#if you read this far HI how are you? lmaoooo thanks for checking out my rants </3#shoutout if you also felt/feel overstimulated at your graduation or crashed out at any event that is not supposed to be unhappy#squack
