I wish there was a how-to guide on figuring out what to do with your life/career path. Pursuing creative writing (to write books) at a university primarily focused on film and TV writing has been a mistake. Unfortunately, I didn't realize this until it was too late and dropping out makes no sense in my junior year. Nor do I have the resources to start paying back my cursed student loans. My love for writing vanished, my experience with college hasn't been good. It discourages me from ever going back (different degree) since I'm barely scraping by in my classes, in addition to working full time. I get so excited about things in the beginning, and then my interest fades, as does my work ethic. I thought copywriting and marketing, based on my first internship, would be a good career path. Now at my current job doing social media, some blogging and a lot of editing for a marketing firm, it's been three months and I'm losing it. I wish I had it in me to be a nurse. I'm doubtful I could handle not only all the stress from those several years in school, in addition to potentially gross injuries in unsightly places. I admire my mom for her ability to be an amazing nurse. I just don't know what to do with my life, nor do I know what I'm truly interested and invested in. Enough to pursue a career in it, at least, without burning out as per usual. It feels like a quarter-life crisis at 22.