200:My crush’s name is: Nick, I have been in love with him for four years, even though he isn’t here I am still in love with him. I don’t want to feel that way about anyone else but him. Nick is my soul mate.
199:I was born in: 1996
198:I am really: unmotivated
197:My cellphone company is: AT & T
196:My eye color is: blueish green but usually greener
195:My shoe size is: 7 1/2 to 8
194:My ring size is: 7 to 8
193:My height is: according to doctors 5’1.5” but I think I am closer to 5’3”
192:I am allergic to: pollen and anything with fur
191:My 1st car was: answered
190:My 1st job was: I am a hostess at an Asian restaurant
189:Last book you read: reading Fellowship of the Ring
188:My bed is: where I spend most of my time
187:My pet: (s) are all lovely individually and I adore them all but all at once are pains in the ass
186:My best friend: (s) don’t really seem to like me all that much. I barely ever know what is going on in their lives and I have lost two best friends this year and it sucks
185:My favorite shampoo is: herbal essences has the one called drama clean that smells like berry tea, but currently I use stuff to thicken my hair
183:Piggy banks are: super cute, my lion bank has no cork so I can’t use it.182:In my pockets: are things I forgot I even had or gave up on finding. random money too.
181:On my calendar: is nothing, I am too disorganized to even own one
180:Marriage is: a beautiful thing that should be available to everyone not just straight couples. But also is not necessary for a committed partnership.
179:Spongebob can: be really funny at times, even though that is embarrassing to admit
178:My mom: has good intentions, but can be really mean and obnoxious
177:The last three songs I bought were? haven’t really bought individual songs in forever
176:Last YouTube video watched: I watched like 8 movie trailers when I couldn’t fall back asleep at 5:30 am
175:How many cousins do you have? 7, all 21 or older
174:Do you have any siblings? Brother who is 20 and super rad, step-sister who is almost 16 who is way cooler than me and then an older step-sister and older step-brother I hardly know..
173:Are your parents divorced? yup, since I was 7
172:Are you taller than your mom? no she is one of the tallest girls in my family
171:Do you play an instrument? a tiny bit of guitar and a tiny bit of piano
170:What did you do yesterday? I honestly don’t remember much except for being in a bad/ out of it mood, working, going grocery shopping and being irritable.
[ I Believe In ]169:Love at first sight: I believe in potential love at first sight. Like you see someone and you know that if you got to know them you would fall for them.
168:Luck: ehh, I guess to a certain degree
167:Fate: yes, some major events are fated to happen, but not absolutely everything happens because of fate.
166:Yourself: nope not at all
165:Aliens: seeing as our universe is infinite it is really impossible for their not to be some other life form out there, but they are either too behind or too far away to communicate with us.
164:Heaven: I would like to believe it but I cannot.
163:Hell: nah
162:God: no, but it is possible there is some sort of higher power(s)
161:Horoscopes: too a certain degree yes, but not the stuff in the tabloid/ gossip magazines
160:Soul mates: yes yes yes. Nick.
159:Ghosts: yes, I believe they are ghosts stuck in limbo not able to move on for some reason
158:Gay Marriage: yeah it should just be called marriage
157:War: only as a very very last resort
156:Orbs: sure why not?
155:Magic: the magic of love, yes.
[ This or That ]154:Hugs or Kisses: hugs if they are really really great
153:Drunk or High: haven’t ever fully been either, but I will guess high
152:Phone or Online: online or skype
151:Red heads or Black haired: red heads
150:Blondes or Brunettes: depends on the person
149:Hot or cold: cold
148:Summer or winter: summer
147:Autumn or Spring: autumn
146:Chocolate or vanilla: depends on the mood
145:Night or Day: night
144:Oranges or Apples: apples
143:Curly or Straight hair: wavy hair
142:McDonalds or Burger King: neither
141:White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk chocolate
140:Mac or PC: PC
139:Flip flops or high heals: flip flops
138:Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor
137:Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
136:Hillary or Obama: Hillary Clinton
135:Buried or cremated: Preferably buried in a biodegradable casket so I can become one with the earth. Cremation freaks me out, you are burning a corpse like, leave that to Sam and Dean Winchester. Also cremation is a waste of perfectly good soil nutrients.
134:Singing or Dancing: dancing
133:Coach or Chanel: idk I don’t really care
132:Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: huh?
131:Small town or Big city: big city if I am living alone, for sure
130:Wal-Mart or Target: Target for clothes, Wal-mart for everything else
129:Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Adam Sandler
128:Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure
127:East Coast or West Coast: I love the Carolinas but I also love the Pacific Northwest so idk man
126:Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas because I get to buy people stuff
125:Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate because flowers die and that makes me sad
124:Disney or Six Flags: neither
123:Yankees or Red Sox: don’t care
[ Here’s What I Think About ]122:War: It should not be nearly as common as it is. So many innocent lives are lost and I hate it.
121:George Bush: bad president, but seems like a very kind hearted man
120:Gay Marriage: should just be called marriage, there is no difference
119:The presidential election: it has become more about which party is better than which candidate is better suited for the job. It’s not even about politics anymore.
118:Abortion: should be available to all women until it is unsafe to perform, not saying all teen mothers should get abortions, but for some situations that is the better choice for the mother and the ‘child’ (I say child lightly for it is really an embryo with no thoughts or feeling)
117:MySpace: fun to make fun of
116:Reality TV: dumb but so entertaining
115:Parents: good intentions, not always the best actions
114:Back stabbers: despicable, why would you ever do that to another person?
113:Ebay: don’t really have an opinion on it
112:Facebook: good for staying in touch with distant family and old friends but over used and for me triggering
111:Work: I love my job, hate working.
110:My Neighbors: my neighbors are all crazy but they are a lot of fun
109:Gas Prices: insanely expensive but it is liquid dinosaurs so that is cool.
108:Designer Clothes: nice but if I can find clothes I like for cheap I don’t really care what the tag says
107:College: for me personally it is very important for my future but I know it isn’t for everyone and every future path and I can respect that, I think everyone should at least consider it as an option though
106:Sports: unless it is roller derby, hockey, dancing, riding, fencing or archery I probably could care less
105:My family: they are crazy and piss me off a lot of the time but I am luckier than most because they are a lot more liberal and accepting than a lot of parents
104:The future: I used to think about it all the time but I don’t even know if I want one anymore. It used to be go off somewhere with Nick, go to college, get married, build a life with him, have a career I was proud of and maybe have kids, but that is all gone now.
[ Last time I ]103:Hugged someone: My grandma when she left to go home this morning
102:Last time you ate: at like 1 when my brother made us noodles
101:Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: My Grandma when she got here on Christmas Day
100:Cried in front of someone: That has been a really really long time. I don’t remember.
99:Went to a movie theater: two days after christmas I think, went to see American Hustle, which was amazing.
98:Took a vacation: We went on a mini road trip to the mountains in Tennessee, it was beautiful
97:Swam in a pool: That same trip, we swam in my Uncle’s pool
96:Changed a diaper: don’t think I have yet
95:Got my nails done: September maybe?
94:Went to a wedding: I have only been to one and I barely remember anything, I was younger than 6
93:Broke a bone: miraculously never have
92:Got a piercing: a little over a year ago (ears)
91:Broke the law: I drank champagne like three times with my family last week
90:Texted: hour ago Cam (childish-cambino), we were talking about cats
[ MISC ]89:Who makes you laugh the most: probably my bros on sound crew
88:Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Zoey, Luna and my bed
87:The last movie I saw: American Hustle
86:The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: finishing my Junior year, Kris and Brianna’s baby being born
85:The thing im not looking forward to: most other things
84:People call me: Lainey
83:The most difficult thing to do is: get out of bed every morning without him
82:I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope
81:My zodiac sign is: libra
80:The first person i talked to today was: my grandma
79:First time you had a crush: I had a crush on Legolas when I was little, or this kid I knew named Charlie I went to school with. He gives me weird looks in the halls now. But Nick is the only real crush, all the others were just me being confused, except maybe Legolas…
78:The one person who i can’t hide things from: was Nick, idk anymore.. I guess Cam
77:Last time someone said something you were thinking: probably my brother earlier but idk
76:Right now I am talking to: my brother kind of, he is on the same couch as me.
75:What are you going to do when you grow up: never growing up I am Peter Pan yo. But uhm I want to do something that will help people, or just be a cat lady
74:I have/will get a job: I have one
73:Tomorrow: I have a shit ton of stuff to do
72:Today: my allergies are shit and I miss Nick
71:Next Summer: I will be going to look at colleges to apply to
70:Next Weekend: we are taking my brother back to school and I am getting tattooed
69:I have these pets: answered and it is very long
68:The worst sound in the world: snow crunching under your feet
67:The person that makes me cry the most is: Nick, Dina or I cried over this dumb guy Adam.
66:People that make you happy: Cammy (childish-cambino), Georgie, Jenny (committed2rollerhockey), Dina, Tommy (youcannotfightthehomestuck) and a bunch of other sweet tumblr users
65:Last time I cried: I don’t remember, I usually can’t cry when I feel like crying, I just feel the pressure behind my eyes and I want to cry. I have shitty tear ducts apparently.
64:My friends are: super rad but don’t usually talk to me first, and never invite me to hang out. I don’t blame them though, I wouldn’t either.
63:My computer is: my baby
62:My School: has amazing teachers but some really mean people
61:My Car: is named Ziggy and is pretty rad
60:I lose all respect for people who: put others down to feel better about themselves and people who cheat on their significant others
59:The movie I cried at was: P.S I Love You
58:Your hair color is: I like to call it black cherry
57:TV shows you watch: Doctor Who, Sherlock, Supernatural, Adventure Time, Bones and basically anything on Investigation Discovery
56:Favorite web site: answered
55:Your dream vacation: preferably somewhere with mountains and lakes and trees
54:The worst pain I was ever in was: a minute after my mom told me about Nick (it took me awhile to register and believe it)
53:How do you like your steak cooked: medium
52:My room is: a total fucking mess
51:My favorite celebrity is: Jennifer Lawrence
50:Where would you like to be: with Nick
49:Do you want children: I did with Nick but idk anymore
48:Ever been in love: yes, I was lucky enough to meet my soulmate at 13 and I have been in love since
47:Who’s your best friend: Cam (childish-cambino) and Dina. but I am getting close with Jenny and Georgie again, still miss Ben but it’s alright
46:More guy friends or girl friends: I guess girls?
45:One thing that makes you feel great is: washing my hair after multiple days of it being gross
44:One person that you wish you could see right now: NICK
43:Do you have a 5 year plan: nope
42:Have you made a list of things to do before you die: a long time ago I started one, but I gave up on it
41:Have you pre-named your children: well if Nick and I had had kid(s), I liked Tessa and Kodah
40:Last person I got mad at: my mother or myself
39:I would like to move to: Amsterdam
38:I wish I was a professional: cat sitter
[ My Favorites ]37:Candy: twizzlers
36:Vehicle: 1969 turquoise T-bird with a tan convertible top
35:President: Teddy Roosevelt (I have no real reasoning)
34:State visited: Oregon or Tennessee
33:Cellphone provider: idk
32:Athlete: don’t have one
31:Actor: Robert Downy Jr.
30:Actress: Jennifer Lawrence
29:Singer: Benjamin Gibbard
28:Band: Third Eye Blind or Death Cab for Cutie
27:Clothing store: Gap
26:Grocery store: whole foods
25:TV show: Bones
24:Movie: The Princess Bride
23:Website: answered
22:Animal: dude I really like tortoises and bearded dragons, or bush babies or cats
21:Theme park: Universal
20:Holiday: Halloween
19:Sport to watch: Hockey
18:Sport to play: would be Roller Derby if I got to play
17:Magazine: don’t read magazines really
16:Book: Brave New World by Aldous Huxley15:Day of the week: Thursday used to be but I guess now Tuesday
14:Beach: Only really been to Ocean Isle Beach
13:Concert attended: Landon Pigg or Aerosmith (just because Nick was there)
12:Thing to cook: Raspberry marinated chicken
11:Food: noodles, banana waffles or meatballs
10:Restaurant: Firkin (it is in Libertyville, IL) or Code del Pesce (Isle of Palms, SC)
9:Radio station: chicago Q87.7
8:Yankee candle scent: Coffee (if you could find it) or apple
7:Perfume: Hippie Chic by True Religion
6:Flower: Sunflower
5:Color: Cranberry/Black Cherry/Wine, Forest Green, Turquoise and Purple
4:Talk show host: Ellen!
3:Comedian: Bo Burnham
2:Dog breed: Belgian Shepherd
1:did you answer all these truthfully ? yeah I think so
okay well I am really bad at committing to thing so there are a lot of collections I have started but never kept up with. So I sort of collect collections…. I have a pin collection that is pretty good and I guess I collect journals and pens without trying to. Oh and books I have lots of books.
50. do you believe in magic
in some ways yes and others no. I do not believe in fantasy magic like harry potter and what not (though I wish I could). But I believe in the simple magic of people and nature and of our world. I think the fact that we even exist is magical. Plus I believe in souls and spirits and tarot so you can call that magic if you wish. I mean I wish on stars and dandelions and I talk and write to my dead boyfriend. I don’t know if I believe in that stuff but I have hope invested in those things. But I do believe in the magic of mankind, of the kindness we can show, the amazing things we can do and the love that we can give.
91. you accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. they were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! what is that power?
I have always wondered what super power I would want. First thought is mind reading but I don’t think I could handle what people really think of me, so invisibility. I want to be able to disappear. That is what I would pick I think. Or laser eyes because lasers are cool.
