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“Worry not dear, the only ghosts that exist are the skeletons in your closet of unspoken sincerities to your loved ones.” He opts to take Mioto’s arm, giving a firm squeeze as he peers at him - his usual, nonchalant smile curled onto his lips. He seems eerily calm, quite at ease for someone about to go into a haunted house - though his facial expression betrays nothing, oddly enough: he’s excited. “Ah, are you afraid? The only monsters that exist are in the crowd all around us. You have nothing to fear in there. Just remember that what you should truly fear is underneath the costumes!” 

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@firedesired asked: [ FRENCH KISS ] + [ WALL ] (okay last one for now xoxo) / 𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘  𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 [ FRENCH KISS ] ― your muse kisses my muse with tongue. [ WALL ] ― your muse pins my muse against the closest wall.

The two had barely made it two steps inside when Vash felt his back shoved hard into the wall and Kimiko's lips shoved equally as hard into his own her arms around his neck and her nails digging ever so slightly into his back.

The two had spent all day working on a music project together and there had been some playful teasing and brief touches here and there as they worked. It started out as just that at first but it slowly snowballed into something more needy and hungry and the two decided to call it quits for today and opted to head back to Vash's home as it was closer.

His arms hooked tightly around her waist as his tongue wrestled with her own one hand leaving her waist to rest on the back of her head to keep her lips locked with his own and the other hand slid a little lower grabbing a handful of her ass.

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@firedesired asked: ❛  do you see how wet you’ve already made me ?  ❜ / 𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘  𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆

"Mmm.. I do." Vash nodded as a soft little hum left his lips before his sharp canines began to gently graze and nip at her neck teasingly. Whilst Kimiko did the topping most of the time and he leant more into the submissive role more often than not he wasn't against taking the reins for a change and sometimes he just wanted to make her feel good.

His hand slid down her body two fingers gently pressing down against her soaked sex and rubbing up and down his palm pushing down to put some pressure on her clit whilst he sunk his teeth into her neck, making sure not to bite down too hard and hurt her but enough to leave a mark on her beautiful body so everyone knew she was his. "I guess I better help you with that then." He purred deeply his tongue flicking out against the spot he'd bitten into.

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@firedesired asked:  i’m wearing some nice new lingerie for you.  ❜ / 𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘  𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆

Vash stretched his arms up high above his head, a soft groan leaving his lips, he was just coming out of a nice little nap when his blurry eyes roughly made out the shape of his lover. Quickly reaching his hands up to rub at them he noted the sly smirk on her lips and the twinkle in her eye and tilted his head a little.

She didn't leave her boyfriend curious for too long and quickly let him know about the surprise she'd picked out just for him hiding beneath her outfit. His eyes flicked from her face to her body and he felt heat creeping onto his cheeks.

"Yeah? So that must have been what you were doing when you went out with Meryl... right? Picking this out for me?" He asked with a small grin playing on his lips a hand reaching out to grab her wrist and gently pull her closer.

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" Do you think if I put a picture of myself with like 10 breads in my mouth that'll show people like my stuff is delicious or some shit or do you think that'd just be weird ?"

“Hmmm, I’d say it’s effective advertising. Though ten might be a bit excessive...” His head inclines just the slightest to one side, finger tapping his chin as he hums in contemplation. “Maybe a couple different poses - a variety to showcase your delicious works and your enjoyment of them? Alternatively, you could just shove a bunch of bread into your mouth - just try not to stuff your cheeks full like a chipmunk. People are gluttonous but won’t admit it, they don’t like seeing that aspect of themselves showcased..”

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❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something ! ❜

“How admirable.” Such is stated with sarcasm or any biting connotations, rather words spoken with an utmost honesty - the genuineness shown through the softening of his gaze, the small upturn of the corners of his lips into a bittersweet yet tender smile. 

“I think I’d have to agree. Those things make us who we are, don’t they?” A pause, a hum to follow as he falls into a contemplative pause. “Are you familiar with the French existentialists? Beauvoir said we are having a hard time living because we are too busy outwitting death. Nothing has meaning, things only have meaning if we give it meaning. There is freedom in that - liberation even. I hope you keep that in mind, in moments where you think the pain lacks meaning. Man creates the world, the world does not create us.” 

“Your existence as it is, has plenty of meaning, to me anyways. I hope you think the same for yourself.” 

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When I die take whatever you want from my carcass ! Eyes , brain ! Whatever ! You know , that is if I'm not already a nice piece of toast ! You gotta burn the rest though ! That's the only way I want to go !

“Ah.... The thought saddens me terribly... but it is inevitable. Don’t worry, you can be certain that your eyes will be treated with the utmost care. I’ll be sure to preserve them just right, for it would be a shame to let them be scorned with the rest of you. Thankfully your time is not now. I can enjoy your gaze on me still.... I much prefer it that way.” 

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