Preview of Chapter 16 of IASWASB
Hey, you guys! I’m back with a preview of Chapter 16 of It All Started With a Smut Binder (IASWASB)! This chapter is basically the aftermath of the events that occurred in Chapter 14 from Mika’s perspective. The chapter will be uploaded shortly, but for right now, enjoy this preview:
"Okay, so hypothetical me is a huge douchebag that loves breaking other mens's hearts. So, what else?" Ferid asked.
"So, you continue to toy with his feelings and string him around. You give him the best sex of his life. But then...but then, he asks you to basically rape him. Now, you may like messing with him, but a request as crazy as that is something that would make even the biggest douchebag players think about what is considered right or wrong. After some hesitation, you go along with it and after all is said and done, you feel hollow. You begin to see him in a whole new light. He's not a source of entertainment anymore. He's not a male fucktoy that can satiate your curiosity anymore. You now see him as an actual person with feelings. You don't want to bring harm to them ever again. You don't want to manipulate their feelings anymore. All you want to do is protect them, treasure them, and make them happy. You want them to be happy all the time and if they feel pain, you want to take that pain away from them as soon as possible. But, it's not just that. You begin to feel warm and fuzzy just by looking at them." he began to think about Yuu, images of the boy flitting through his mind. "Their every action makes you feel warm, their smile makes your heart race, every single expression they make is so damn adorable that you just want to hide them away so that they can keep those expressions for you and you only, their laugh makes your heart skip multiple beats, just...everything about them is so amazing and beautiful and just so breathtaking." Mika said.
"Okay, the way you're describing this is making me think that this really is something you're dealing with." Ferid stated.
"And like I said, it's not! This is totally hypothetical!" Mika stated as he finished off his Hot Pocket.
"Sure." Ferid bit into his Hot Pocket. "Continue." he said.
"So, what exactly is that feeling?" Mika asked.
"You know, the answer is actually quite obvious." Ferid stated after a few moments of silence.
Mika swallowed.
"What do you mean?" Mika asked.
"Doesn't all that mean I have fallen in love with the boy in the midst of it all?" Ferid asked as Mika reached for his mug and he began to sip on his coffee.
Mika nearly choked on the liquid, causing Ferid to watch him with concern.
"Mika? Are you okay?" he asked.
"Y-Yeah! I'm totally fine!" Mika replied as he put the mug back down on the coffee table. He coughed a little as various thoughts swirled around in his mind.
Was that what it was?
Did he really fall in love with Yuu?
LOL, Mika now has a name for his indescribable feelings XD
Wanna check out the story? Come read at this link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/10778430/chapters/23907237