#first loss

[seriouslysarahsstuff]

At this point of my life I am scared of feeling, cause all i feel is pain and betrayal and loss.

Now I just wish to stay numb for as long as I live.

[unofficialpoet]

coming home feels like ribs by lorde. feels like relief. feels like laughing at the dinner table. feels like string lights in the backyard. feels like riding your bike in an empty parking garage. feels like parking your car at the top of a hill and watching the city lights twinkle in the darkness. feels like the quiet melancholy that permeated your teenage years. feels like kyoto by phoebe bridgers. feels like going back to special places after they’re not special anymore. feels like leaving all over again.

[thelogicofpeanut]

"If I was scared the first time, it was because I didn’t know I could survive such pleasure. I thought maybe I was trading my life for this. To feel my teenage desire escalate to inhuman proportions. To look down on my own body and know that falling would mean dying not just once but many times."

No one belongs here more than you, Miranda July

[udontseem2care]

I know I will love again… I’ll get butterflies in my stomach and I’ll trip over my words when I look at her, we'll listen to cheesy love songs calling them ‘our songs’ , give each other nicknames, I’ll put my fav picture of her as my Home Screen , I’ll tell her all my secrets and stories…

Just like we did

And I’m afraid I’ll search for you in every inch of her , desperately trying to find that feeling I had with you years ago.

I know I will love again … but I’m afraid I won’t be able to love her as much as I loved you.

[yildizli-gece]

don't want me to forget all the things we had,

make out under the stars, smell of your neck,

all those precious moments that couldn't make you stay.

do you remember the night we lay on the sand?

or the instant decision go into the water with holding hands,

kissing at that moment still makes my heart melt.

I’ve tried to make some memories that we can never forget.

I’ve never thought I’d remember those with heartache.

the first love, first heartbreak,

I’ve tried to give everything I have,

even though all the things that we said,

a part of me still hopes maybe you’ll come back.

[beingliverpool]

The Inquest. YNWA!!

Jurgen Klopp shook hands with all the Watford players before leaving the field. He felt Watford were deserved winners as Liverpool suffered a first Premier League defeat of the season with a 3-0 loss. 

We were wounded. No one players were in form. No clean sheet and rarely on target... the darkest day of our “winter break”.

A wakeup call. “you learn more from defeats than easy wins. Liverpool's Watford hammering can be positive.” 

“A monumental upset.” 

[b331687]

Kim won the scrabble game😔

[seriouslysarahsstuff]

I know she is lucky cause she got you while i got all the memories

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