[udontseem2care]

you are the keeper of my heart

you have a hold on me like no other

[bellafleurz]

[disorderedolly]

Am I really ever clean if it’s all I’m thinking about?

[midnight-walkerx]

me continuing to google the same four foods because my brain is barely functional

[saint-icide-deactivated20250610]

idk how to explain this but I feel like being skinny would make my mental illness more...socially acceptable?

[udontseem2care]

Everytime you text me it makes me sad, because i just miss you so fucking much, i was doing so good! Finally i was thinking of myself and not you. I missed you, just not all the time, I thought about you, it just didn’t hurt as much. .i was doing good when you wanted nothing to do with me so why all the sudden you want to talk again? I don't mind but I guess I kind of do

'

[udontseem2care]

I know I will love again… I’ll get butterflies in my stomach and I’ll trip over my words when I look at her, we'll listen to cheesy love songs calling them ‘our songs’ , give each other nicknames, I’ll put my fav picture of her as my Home Screen , I’ll tell her all my secrets and stories…

Just like we did

And I’m afraid I’ll search for you in every inch of her , desperately trying to find that feeling I had with you years ago.

I know I will love again … but I’m afraid I won’t be able to love her as much as I loved you.

[htvpgenny]

"I always knew you weren’t mine to keep. That’s why I kissed you an extra thousand times and told you it was just an old habit. That’s why I always gazed an extra few seconds before I looked away and that’s why I stayed up all those nights to watch you sleep instead of getting any rest myself. I tried to memorize every curve and mark on your body so that when you left I would not forget. I listened extra carefully when you spoke because I knew I needed to replay your voice when I was alone. That’s why I told you I loved you as much as I did and I always held you as close as I did. You pressed your body against mine and I knew someday your scent would linger on my sheets but you would not be there to hold me close anymore. I knew one day I would wake up alone. So I took in your warmth and cried in your arms, but you never knew what it was about. I ran my finger through your face and moves my hands back to your body to cherish every inch of your skin. I watched you dream and knew I would never get to watch you change and grow because sometimes in life things are only built to break. I cherished you all I could but you still left and I’m starting to wish I never memorized you."

[udontseem2care]

this made me cry. Reminded me of how I was with her , it’s been 4 months now and I find myself struggling to even remember her voice.

[1m-totally-fine]

it’s not deep enough until i think “shit what have i done?”

[djosph-keery]

fuck

[landathefree]

I still can’t believe I lost you. I loved you more than you’ll ever know, my dear.

[a-song-about-apple-pie]

If it takes forever, I will wait for you.

For a thousand summers, I will wait for you.

[sh1tstuffabmylife]

I'm not afraid that I won't be able to love again, but that I don't want to love someone who isn't you.

-W

[guardianofpeace]

Missing you became a daily routine for me.

[it-never-gets-better]

“we talked like lovers and laughed like best friends. how can I ever replace that?”

—

[aretherestarsinhell]

what does it mean, that i still miss you?

what does it mean, that i still want to be yours?

what does it mean, that yours are the only eyes i dream of?

what does it mean, that i would do anything to go back and time and fix what we lost?

what does it mean, that i cannot fathom anything more painful than never again being yours?

what does it mean?

-what did any of it mean, really? c.r.

[i-wish-we-never-met]

you left scars but I got myself to blame.