How Do we Convince Ourselves?
It was a very interesting day, much of it not very pleasant. Had my first migraine in years, but I finally feel like the man who has had some sort of supernatural hold over me is gone and I’m not even sad, just relieved.
I let that fucker get way too comfortable as I was always available like a proverbial dog waiting at the window waiting for their human.
Yeah, he was nice to me...yeah, he was handsome... And? And? And? Unavailable... There is no way Ill be a second choice. Besides, there’s a cute musician out there that says “I’m his...” :) Of course I believe all the pretty words, I’m such a cliche.











