#flowerstrickensunlight

[sweatpantsandsportsbras]

Okay so fun fact that I think you'd appreciate: one of my roommates went to high school with Halsey

ok honestly im just trying to have a relaxing monday evening i cant believe 

[stonehardbeauty]

poppy, locust, and peony! :)

PEONY: What’s your favorite hot beverage?

Coffee probs!!!

POPPY: What color was your childhood home?

This is appropro because my parents are selling the house and I’m sad about it. It’s white and black with a red door :)

LOCUST: What was your favorite book as a child?

Oh man, Harry Potter and Bridge to Terabithia probably. BtT was the first book that really made me cry and it is to this day probably my favorite book because it made such an impact on me.

[stonehardbeauty]

i liked flowerstrickensunlight‘s selfie and tumblr said her other selfies are also worth my time!!! and don’t you know it, for once tumblr is absolutely right!!!

<3 ur selfies

[latefrequencies]

flowerstrickensunlight replied to your post “sasha-clara-riddle replied to your photo “speciesofleastconcern,...”

I'm from Jersey, so I can definitely speak to the fact that being tan is seen as a very good thing haha

Thank you for your addition.

[saysholly]

Do all 30 to celebrate the fact that WE WILL BE REUNITED THIS WEEK

I love you and YOU’RE COMING TOMORROW HOLY JESUS I’M GOING TO CRY I’M SO EXCITED PREPARE YOURSELF FOR SUPER COOL FUN TIMES CAUSE HOLY CRAP WOMAN I CAN’T. 

if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to? 

Read: 1984, Brave New World, Harry Potter, Game of Thrones. Watch: Pan’s Labyrinth, Donnie Darko. Listen To: any shitty pop punk/emo band from 2004-2008

have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?

eh. 

list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.

using my skip here. 

do you like your name?  is there another name you think would fit you better?

I love my name so no. 

do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?

what the fuck does this even mean? 

are you religious/spiritual?

nah. i’m a deist, we just kinda chill. 

do you care about your ethnicity?

does ginger count? 

what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?

see question 1. 

are you an artist?

filmmaking counts, yeah? 

do you have a creed?

work hard, make good shit, take no shit. 

describe your ideal day.

sleep, wake up, drink some good coffee, go to work making a film i’m in love with, repeat. 

dog person or cat person?

such a dog person, holy shit. 

inside or outdoors?

outdoors

are you a musician?

nah. 

five most influential books over your lifetime.

Harry Potter, 1984, Grimm’s Fairy Tales, Inheritance Cycle, Inkheart

if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?

300%. the school district i grew up in is completely responsible for the cynical bitch i am. 

would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?

eh probably. at least the weird nerdy shit and rants. 

what’s your patronus?

fox.

which Harry Potter house would you be in? or are you a muggle?

Gryffindor, loud and proud. 

would you rather be in Middle Earth, Narnia, Hogwarts, or somewhere else?

don’t do this to me. but probably Hogwarts cause reasons. 

do you love easily?

depends on the love. friend love is the hardest and will take literal years (hi jess, kelly, diane, bates). relationship love: i think i experienced it once and it ended badly. family love is weird. i consider my best friends more family than some actual family. 

list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.

working, attempting to sleep, doing camera things, attempting to get my life in order, general internetting. 

how often would you want to see your family every year?

if my mom wouldn’t shit the bed, probably once a year. 

have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone?

there’s a reason my boss doesn’t like mahgpie and I working together. 

could you live as a hermit?

depends on how long. forever, no. for a while, yes. 

how would you describe your gender/sexuality?

f/s

do you feel like your outside appearance is a fair representation of the “real you”?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i’m either in ripped dirty clothes or a little 1950s hipster pin up i have no fucking idea how to answer this. 

on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?

5.

three songs that you connect with right now.

“adventure” be your own PET, “five years” david bowie, “dance music” mountain goats

pick one of your favorite quotes.

“Have fun stormin the castle!” 

[asongofmyself]

If your life is a shitty YA novel, mine is a weird ass indie film flowerstrickensunlight

[saysholly]

blink-182, fall out boy, my chemical romance!

blink-182: memory you want to keep forever.

ugh, probably all those nights spent starting at a house, then to a car with some cool jams, then to inkwell or some food source, then to ocean ave, and then ending on the beach. also that time we got drunk with my brother and played monopoly. 

fall out boy: what motivates you?

constant fear of failure and being swallowed up by the darkness. also burritos. 

my chemical romance: have any of your relationships ended badly?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH prostitutes, try that one on for size. or that time that kid smashed his head into a locker and ran away crying after i said i wanted to be friends after three days of “dating.” oh boy do i have a wealth of bad breakup stories. 

[stonehardbeauty]

All the odds! :)

Hey you! :)

1: Biggest pet peeve?

I have so many pet peeves I have to divide them into categories, but one of the biggest is probably when people walk into the coffee shop and immediately demand coffee.

3: Best date story?

Hmmm…I have tons of great date memories with Maddie, like when we laughed at this painting in the Yale Art Museum for ages, or when a group of boys walked into a diner, sat behind us and filled the entire building with the smell of pot while everyone whispered and they had no clue. 

5: Favorite song at the moment?

The Land and the Sea, obvi.

7: Favorite TV shows?

Omg so many. The Fosters, Parenthood, Parks and Rec, Broad City, I love Lost Girl only cause I watch it with Maddie, How I Met Your Mother, Orange is the New Black, Mad Men…probably more.

9: Turn offs?

Just overall inconsiderateness and rudeness I guess.

11: How you were asked to be a girlfriend/boyfriend?

I was the one who asked, and I said Maddie’s full name (after asking her middle name) and asked if she would be my girlfriend, and she just laughed and kissed me which I assume meant yes.

13: Nicest compliment you’ve ever received?

Hmm I’m not sure, but whenever anyone compares me to my mom or compliments my writing is the best.

15: Best physical feature of the person you like?

Omg how do I choose!! I love her eyes and I love her hair - whenever anyone sees a picture of her they remark on how cool her hair is - but I think most of all I love her smile. It makes me giddy and weak in the knees.

17: Best breakfast to have?

Ugh I LOVE BREAKFAST FOOD. Okay so probably French toast, an egg over medium, bacon, and hashbrowns. 

19: Baddest thing you’ve ever done?

Uhhhh. I guess just hurting people while I was hurting.

21: Do you play any instruments?

No :(

23: Sweetest text you’ve ever received?

Well Maddie sends me sweet texts on a daily basis. Trying to think of a recent example…she did just call me beautiful :)

25: Meanest thing you’ve ever told someone?

Oof. I don’t know :/ Prefer not to think about it even though I probably should!

27: What do you wanna be when you grow up?

Omg I hate this question but I am studying Marriage and Family Therapy so presumably my future will involve that

29: Something you can never live without?

Probably the Internet let’s be real

31: Any special jewelry?

I have a gold locket my dad bought me that I love and wear all the time. And just other necklaces my mom has bought me.

33: Naughtiest thing you’ve ever done?

Uhhhhhh. I don’t know??? Have sex where I shouldn’t?? 

35: What/Who do you miss the most?

Maddie of course.

37: In your opinion, the worst thing about love?

Hm. Worst thing? I suppose the vulnerability. To love and be loved most purely and genuinely you have to open yourself up and that’s scary.

39: Most inspirational thing you’ve ever been told?

I’d have to really think about this, but something I think about a lot is when my mom told me that no one is ever watching and looking at me as much as I feel like they are. Hahahaha

41: Any fears about the future?

Uh tons? Like everything?

43: Regret anything?

Of course. Not sure if I would change anything, though.

45: Best way to your heart?

Make me laugh.

47: Most fun thing you’ve done this past year?

As in 2015? This trip to Atlanta with my mom has been pretty great! And my trip to Ohio was a fucking blast.

49: Do you believe in love at first sight?

No I don’t.