#flowwithoutstopping

[lonecat-kenma]

flow--withoutstopping

Scary movies were not high up on the list of things that Kenma and Kuroo would want to spend the night watching. It wasn't a genre they really wanted to get into since, even though it was not spoken of, they were both great wimps and couldn't handle them. Complet and utter scaredy cats. So why now were they deciding, in the middle of the night, that switching on 'The Conjuring' was at all a good idea? "If you're 'not scared', then look at the screen. It's starting."

[lonecat-kenma]

"The surrogate changed her mind. She wants to keep the baby."

Of course

Of course she wanted to keep it. They would have to wait, and wait, and hope and keep trying over and over again just like they did before they found a surrogate if they wanted a family. A child of their own. Kenma can remember Kuroo mentioning how eager Kenma looked, and that it was so nice seeing him excited about this. But they've just spend so long waiting and tried so hard that this whole experience has gone right from exciting to depressing and now they're back at square one.He stayed silent, staring at Kuroo unblinking and looking half filled with disbelief and half filled with the most bitter acceptance. He stared like he were expecting some explanation, a reason. Like he were waiting for Kuroo to do something else or say something else because it was obvious Kenma was going to stay silent for some time now even when there was so much to be said he couldn't even find the words. 'What?' or 'I'm sorry' or just straight 'Okay'. It was hard news to take, and probably even more difficult to tell. Kenma turned away, after all the work they'd been through Kenma wasn't even sure if he wanted to try again. Of course he wanted a family, they both did, they were both so eager but it was just so... So hard.

[archivexsilenciis]

–– ◤  ♖  ◥ ––

❛ don't you have like … a house? ❜

he didn't mind the other's intrusion but it was odd for akaashi to find kuroo instead of bokuto. the teenager slowly approached the older, dark hues shifted again the bowl with cereal, then back to the other. watching him eat every bite made––akaashi was done––so there was no point in trying to kick kuroo out of his house at this point. 

the younger sighed and moved to the refrigerator to find something to eat himself. 

[lonecat-kenma]

"I will always wait for you."

Kenma didn’t want to admit it, but Kuroo going to college was probably one of the most stressful things he had buzzing in his mind. The situation itself and all the thoughts that came with it.

Kuroo was going to forget about him.

Kuroo was going to make new friends.

Kuroo was going to fall in love.

Kuroo was going to forget about him.

Tetsurou was going to forget about him

It was terrifying. Kenma didn’t have many friends, and he only had one friend like Kuroo. Someone who has always been there, someone he trusts completely, someone he is truly comfortable with. The thought of Kuroo forgetting about him was a fear he tried to ignore his whole life until now. Now, when Kuroo was leaving in mere days— The fear was on it’s way to become a bitter reality.

Kenma didn’t know when the topic arose or when they started talking about it. Kuroo was pretty good at reading Kenma, maybe that was it. Kuroo knew he was upset-- And that was enough to start making some assumptions. Kenma wouldn't call it a fight that they had-- It wasn't a fight. They were just trying to figure each other out. Kuroo more so trying to guess why Kenma was so upset, so irritated and frustrated and everything else that appeared in his bitter silence.

It took two hours for Kenma to finally spill everything.

Afterwards he said nothing. Staying silent yet still thinking about all those ugly thoughts. He let Kuroo pull him close, he let Kuroo whisper those words, he let Kuroo think that that was going to make a difference. 

Tetsurou was going to forget about him someday. And Kenma wasn't going to blame him for that.

[tcmpete]

whispers Natalie. Nataliiieee

[defensivespecialist]

flow--withoutstopping replied to your post: flow--withoutstopping asked:[ Kur...

[ this is 68% straightspike’s fault, in my defense ]

I fuckin knew you two were in cahoots with each other

[defensivespecialist]

[ Kuroo is Lev's sugar daddy B) ]

I'm assuming this is in relation to that lie meme but it's such a true statement that I really have nothing clever to say

[swansets-archive-blog]

[ flow—withoutstopping ]

{ !! }

♔ } “How did you get your hair to stand up like that?!”

{ obviously, he isn’t going to mention that it actually looks pretty nice. or that he looks like a rooster with that hairstyle }

♔ } “Seriously, should I be awed or scared?”