à«ź(â âž â )á ;; your husband, satoru gojo, who canât help but pout at the fact that his newborn baby girl sobs whenever sheâs placed into his arms! ââ âŠâđŒ.Ë
itâs been weeks of this â weeks of satoru tenderly trying to lift your frail newborn daughter from your arms, his tall frame hunched over her and his touch agonisingly gentle, only for her to burst out into tears. he just canât comprehend it!
âit isnât fair,â he mumbles, slumped over on the couch after yet another failed attempt at picking her up. âi mean, she has my eyes! in fact, she has all my genes, yet she wonât let me pick her up!â
his tone is scandalised, a hint of betrayal seeping into it; but beyond the usual dramatics, thereâs a subtle sense of vulnerability in it too. itâs barely there, hidden behind the light-heartedness of his voice so that you almost miss it.
thatâs the kind of skill that satoru has mastered by now: being able to feign confidence in the form of borderline obnoxious mock-arrogance. or rather, being able to divert any concerns you may have with a kind of ease and fluidity thatâs got to be at least a little bit concerning.
but you donât miss it this time. not with the way his smile doesnât quite reach his eyes as he stares at the floor, lost in thought. not when he looks so worn down, eroded of his usual playful demeanour, an unfamiliar tiredness written all over his body.
you can see the way his shoulders are lowered a fraction in exhaustion from the situation, and even despite his joking demeanour, you both seem to have noticed the way his voice lacked its usual charm earlier.
âhey, toru..â you murmur, sliding onto the couch next to him. your daughter is still clinging to your shirt, having only just been lulled to sleep by you. sheâs finally finished bawling her eyes out at the sight of her own father. âdonât be like thatâŠitâs nothing. sheâll grow out of it.â
âno, you donât get it sweets! she must know somethingâŠâ he grumbles, running a hand through his hair in frustration. âi mean, whenever she looks at me with those huge blue eyes, itâs like sheâs staring right through me. she must know something i donât!â with that, he drops his head into his hands with a groan.
youâd laugh at the irony of his words if it werenât for the defeated look on his face. of all things, youâd never expected to hear satoru gojo complaining about the unsettling nature of the piercing-blue eyes that sheâd inherited from him. nonetheless, you gently move your free hand to stroke his back, your voice soft as you rub soothing circles.
âhey, noâŠsheâll come around soon enough.â
âbut what if she doesnât?â he looks up, pouting once more. âwhat if iâve done something wrong? maybe i messed up my first impression or something!â
ââŠtoru, donât be silly, i donât think newborns care about first impressions.â
he sits up slowly, assessing your words as his eyes fall once more upon the baby in your arms. her snowy eyelashes flutter slightly as she snoozes, tiny hands curled up against her body. one of her chubby cheeks rests against you as she snores, her tiny chest rising and falling with each inhale and exhale she takes. tentatively, satoru brings a hand to run over her small leg, fingers running over the soft fabric of the fluffy bear socks on her feet courtesy of his impulse buying.
he snorts sadly at that, remembering the way he had been so excited to spoil her. heâd ran around, desperate to find only the very best for his sweet daughter: bags of baby toys, soft socks, cute baby outfits and pacifiers. heâd spent hours researching the quality of each, scrolling through reviews, diligently ensuring that his daughter would receive only the best â only for her to sob at the mere sight of his face.
itâs a kind of irony satoru canât bear. because ultimately, in the eyes of the newborn in your arms, heâs no longer satoru gojo. heâs simplyâŠnothing. stripped of being the strongest, stripped of his usual defence mechanism of feigned-confidence, stripped of his ability to win her over with expensive toys and clothes. heâs left vulnerable, stuck with the discomfort of it all. maybe he isnât cut out for this. maybe he isnât cut out for fatherhood.
you study his face, frowning at the way his brows are pinched and his features have melted into something much more vulnerable, tired. he looks deep in thought, barely registering the fact that one of his legs is tapping anxiously. he just stays sat there, eyes absentmindedly resting upon your daughter, zoned out.
your heart aches a little. itâs a strange sight, to see your usually-bold husband reduced to this unfamiliar state, hands tensed in his lap like heâs not sure what to do with himself.
so, you decide to take action yourself.
tenderly, you lift your daughter and quietly place her into satoruâs arms, silently willing her not to wake just yet. youâre not quite sure how you or your poor husband will cope if she does â and the idea of having to lull her back to sleep whilst simultaneously looking into satoruâs face of pure disappointment is one youâre not particularly fond of.
the second the baby is in his arms, satoru tenses up, thrown off-guard for a moment at the sudden action. however he then slowly begins to pull her closer to his chest, arms cradling her more securely now. itâs a bit awkward at first, because for once your poor husband hasnât had a chance to prepare himself to hold her: no half an hour pep talk in the mirror as usual, no rubbing vanilla baby lotion into his hands before attempting to hold her â after all, apparently the scent of vanilla is soothing to young babies. hours of extensive research and a couple of youtube tutorials on how not to make your newborn daughter cry have taught him that much, at least.
much to his surprise, though, despite his total lack of preparation this time around, she seems to warm up to his touch immediately. despite being fast asleep, she nuzzles her tiny cheek against his chest a little, angling her head just a fraction inwards towards his warmth.
sure, maybe theyâre just baby steps, if you can even call them that. but for the first time since his sweet daughter was born, satoru has actually been able to hold her without being subjected to sobs and screams. he tries to fight a tiny smile, and your heart flutters at the sight.
he stays stood there in silence, eyes crinkled in fondness as he peers down at the sleeping girl in his arms, cradling her like sheâs precious. and after a few minutes of standing like that, a single, tiny tear begins to form in the corner of his eye, not quite falling yet. it stays there for a few seconds, clinging to soft dove-white lashes before the salty water finally rolls down his face, just barely brushing over the edge of his cheek.
with a tiny sniff, gojo quickly manages to recover his composure, letting his typical confident grin return back onto his features and simultaneously trying to pretend that his eyes arenât currently going blurry with the threat of fresh, brand-new tears.
âahâ i knew it, so you do like me..!â he chokes out a weak laugh as he addresses the sleeping newborn, his voice half-subdued in a poor attempt at being quiet so as not to wake her. he dramatically crooks his head downwards, his ear right up next to your daughterâs face as though trying to ensure he can hear her better before he speaks up again. ââŠsoo, this means that iâm the favourite parent, right??â
the nerve of him!
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