#for ri

[ri-boo]

Ri wanted me to let you all know that he’ll be home and back tomorrow. He’ll take a few days to get back to life things and then he’ll most likely post more and finish some chapters. Please be kind to him. He’ll need it.

-Aggy

[maidskirt]

For ri.

Ri, i don't know if you will ever see this. If you will ever look here again. But I am making this anyway. Let me start off with the fact that I am not asking for another chance with this. I don't mean to guilt you or make you feel like such. I never have.

I'm sorry I hurt you. I do not think I knew I was, but if you felt hurt by me then who am I to say you were not. I did not know I was doing so. I thought I was sending you stuff you liked. If you had said otherwise I would have stopped. If you had told me I was doing harm. I would have tried to fix myself I swear. The last thing I want to do is hurt those I care about. And I care about you.

But if blocking me helps you then I am okay with it. I only wish you had told me something. That I was making you uncomfortable. That I was being hurtful. Or just a goodbye. But I don't know what caused your panic attack or how bad it was, so I can't judge you for not saying anything. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for not being a better friend. For not being able to recognize when I was doing harm. Perhaps you said I was and I did not see. Or I did not comprehend. I do not know. But I can't say I remember you telling me anything. I can't fix something if I do not know it is wrong. But I still am sorry. I am a fool, and often have issues with telling things (such as if i am being rude) unless I am told. I can recognize sometimes but not often. But I was not good at changing my behavior before, I know. I am still working on it. I need reminders every now and again but I am willing to try I swear. I told you as much I think. I even asked multiple times for you to tell me when I am doing wrong, when I had done wrong but not realized it. I even told you that if you wanted me gone, you could tell me and I would leave. But you did not. And I am sorry for not being good enough for you to feel okay to do that.

Even though the way you left hurt me a lot, I hope you have a better life from here. That it helps you. That you're okay now. I appreciate you giving me so many chances. And it is my fault for messing them up. Thank you for letting me know you, even if it wasn't for that long. I still care about you. Take care. I miss you. But I hope you are able get better without me. I'm sorry we parted like this.

[ri-boo]

An update from Ri, typed up from a letter. -

“Hey guys! Feels weird delivering this message to Aggy through a letter for you guys but hey, weird shit happens sometimes am I right?

Anywho I really hope you are all doing very well and I hope you are all drinking your water! Have you been listening to good music? I really miss music right now. Can’t really listen to much music in rehab but as they say, absence makes the heart grow fonder and I will indeed greatly enjoy some amazing music when I get out lol.

I know you’re all waiting patiently for next chapters and updates and I am extremely grateful for the support even while I’ve been away. It’s seriously awesome how some strangers on the internet have become friends and acquaintances all because I decided to post something I wrote on the interwebs. I love you all so much!

Anywayssss I am continuing to work on the next chapter of Intelligence Is Not His Forte. Or Is It? and let me tell you, it’s weird writing so much on paper when I’m so used to typing everything like a fast paced maniac lol. A big thanks to Aggy for going through the process of printing all of the story and binding it so I could have it here with me while I write. (Seriously though, Ags you’re the best I love you. <3) I will have them type, edit, and post the next chapter when it’s finished for you all.

Thank you guys again for the support and love from the beginning till now because it has genuinely made me happy and helped me through some stuff. You guys have no idea how much you and your comments, kudos, asks, and kind words mean to me. Really, y’all are the bomb and I LOVE YOU!!!

Remember lovelies, drink your water, listen to good music, take a minute to just be and breathe if you can, eat something, don’t forget to take your meds, and most of all, give yourself a pat on the back for being here. You’re amazing, I’m proud of you, and I appreciate you so much.

Till next time~ Ri”

[ri-boo]

Hey Riboos friend

Is he ok? Did something happen? I hope he’s not hurt or anything

Tell him we miss him and are waiting patiently for more of his fics

-a reader

Hello reader.

He is alright. I’m not sure if he wants me to give any details because he might want to when he gets back. I do know he is fond of the way he’s truthful and open with his readers and followers on here so I will say he’s in a good and positive place right now for some help.

I will let him know you miss him and I think he’ll appreciate your support immensely. 💛

[roseandbee]

Harry handwriting request

I could have sworn there was a post going around where Harry had written something from Sign of the Times. Does anyone know what I'm talking about or does anyone have a way to get it (nicely, though- no stalking and/or hounding)? Thank you in advance. 💕

Please feel free to add on posts or message me. 😊

[rorychan1215]

Hokku

[mycenaae]

i want there to be a hawkeye movie and it's advertised as all about clint barton and then SURPRISE IT'S A MOVIE ABOUT KATE BISHOP

clint's in like 10 scenes maybe