#for sage

[jonathan-cranes-mistress-of-fear]

Letters from Jonathan || Confession of Love

Dearest Sage,

As time flies and I come to know you more and more, I have realized that these strange feelings in my stomach are trying to tell me something. At first I thought it was a reaction to the fear toxin we created together, but now I think it means I am falling in love.

Love is such a strange feeling, one I have not felt before now.

You bring me such fear, and I mean that in the best way, my partner in crime. I have not felt this in all my years, no amount of toxin could recreate it.

I adore our time together and do not want it to end, would you do my the honor of becoming my literal partner? Not just in crime, but in love. For no one makes my stomach churn the way you do. As if all my life I had been missing something, and that something only appeared when you came into my life. I am grateful for the nausea, because it tells me writing this letter is the right thing to do. Please let me know if you feel the same, which I hope you do.

The Frightful Scarecrow, Jonathan Crane

[sweetestfollows]

I don't wanna feel blue anymore

[kukurbuu]

*sees a character with pointy ears, flippy hair, and possibly a tooth gap with literally any combination of other physical traits* is that the taco boy from the adventure zone

[thecalm-amidchaos]

20:52, 09-04-2019

I feel as though we are working together incredibly well at this point. The amnesia is not as noticeable now since being brought up in therapy. Focus on being present in each moment, record each second as a memory for us all to access. Use your brain, store each second of your time in front. I will continue to work on organizing our mind map. 

Each of you has a purpose, each of you has a reason to be here. Find this reason, we are all patient, take your time. We wish for you not to jump to decisions of integration at this point in time. Be power and strength. Be who you want to be. Right now is the biggest opportunity for each of us to express exactly who we are. This is not a place of judgement. Tyler, Gina, Zulu, Sage, Caiman, Addict, and Spirit, I believe in each of you. Believe in yourselves. 

Be. Yourself. 

- Logic.

[thecalm-amidchaos]

23:07, 25-03-2019

We are trying to get to sleep before midnight tonight. Scheduling and sleep are very important for us. I just wanted to leave this note for Sage.

Your picture is incredible, not even I knew what to expect when you said you wanted to draw and seriously I am so insanely amazed by your talent and so proud of how far you've already come.

[thecalm-amidchaos]

07:03, 25-03-2019

Hey Sage. It’s Amy here.

Reading that you feel your name is Sage was a beautiful moment. I know you have shielded and protected everyone for a long time. It is time now to rest and allow the tightness in your chest to relax. Internally, Logic will protect you. Externally, I will be that person for you.

I am so saddened that when you reached out for help you received more hurt. Because of what happened it’s natural for you to be nervous about the psychotherapist. I want you to know I am going to be by your side the entire time. I am always going to protect you Sage. We can come up with an action to signal that you want a break during the appointment. Maybe you could squeeze my hand really tightly and I will make sure you have a break.

I have always enjoyed colouring too. I actually have a few colouring books I have collected over the years that I am going to bring for you. Hopefully we can have the chance to colour together if that is something you would like?

We are going to find ways for you to feel even more better. I know you have such a deep connection with Maya and I know how therapeutic dogs are. Lets find a way to include Maya in your healing. I know she loves you so much. As do I.

Ps. I love the post you reblogged on tumblr, and you are right, this is definitely a superpower!

[thecalm-amidchaos]

18:32, 23-03-2019.

Anon, I have news for you.

Firstly, it's Zulu here writing this. You don't have to worry about who you are anymore okay? You're my favourite person in the whole world. Sage, I love you and care for you so much. I am always going to be here for you, always.

It's Logic here now! Secondly, I am going to protect you from every single thing from now on. You can have a rest now, I'm here to help us all out! I will make sure all of the others are safe too. Maybe you can have some time to draw or colour, anything you want just let us know. We're going shopping for art supplies tomorrow, I think you and Zulu would make the most beautiful art there is!

Hey there Sage! It's G here with the third bit of news 😁 and all that is, is that I'm so excited to have you here with us! It's been a pretty crazy few days, huh? That's okay!! There is always something perfect in every moment and do you know what that is for me? We actually get the chance to finally get to know you. And I definitely want to get to know you! 😄 I saw your drawing on the door, I love how different we all are but just how amazing everyone is too. I was actually going to ask if you'd mind me drawing on the door too? It's completely okay if you want it to yourself of course! Also, if you ever get really, really upset, try hold your breath and count to 30 😁