I’ve finally been catching up on the masterpiece that is For Unity by @babycharmander and @jaywings! it’s absolutely heartbreaking, horrifying and hilarious all at the same time, so. as you can see I’ve been focusing on the latter to cope
Rating: T
Genre: Friendship, Angst
Characters: urGoh, skekGra, skekSil, skekSo, skekTek, skekVar, urVa, urSu, urSol, urZah, possibly others…
Warnings: A LOT OF VIOLENCE.
Description: One was as vile and repulsive as his brethren. He murdered, and maimed, and reveled in it. The other was as slow and indirect as the rest of his brethren. He hated his dark half as much as the others did theirs. But who they were did not matter, for Thra saw its moment, and seized its opportunity.
Beta Reader: ThePrairieNerd
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Chapter 8: One, That Became Two, That Became One Again
Summary: In which the Wanderer takes the first steps.
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His hand was empty.
As he made his way through the Dark Forest, guided only by the light of the Sisters, urGoh found himself rubbing his thumb over his calloused palm repeatedly; the shard he'd carried for only a few days had felt almost like a companion to him. And yet it had shattered beneath his fingers, leaving nothing but sparkling dust in his hand—gone in a mere moment.
And what a strange moment it was.
The shared memory threatened to return, but urGoh pushed it aside. Dwelling on it would do nothing but fill him with an unhelpful, unreachable ache of longing. Instead he focused on the absence of the crystal shard, reflecting on just why it had taken that exact moment to shatter. Had the connection he'd felt extended to the shard, and corrupted it, causing it to break? Or... had the shard served its purpose?
The more urGoh thought of it, the more it seemed to be the latter, and the more unsettled he felt.
It wanted them to unify. Not just the tiny shard—the Crystal. All of Thra. A Mystic uniting with a Skeksis... who ever thought of such a thing?
The idea of working alongside the Conqueror was not something that brought urGoh any comfort, no matter how Thra urged them to. He would, he would certainly try, but he did sometimes question the wisdom of this world. After all, could a creature who had killed so many others truly decide to stop within a matter of days? Could such a monster actually change his ways, and so quickly?
"You better... have a good idea... of what... you're making us... do," he grunted to a passing tree, which merely shuffled its roots in response. "This meeting could end... very badly."
The idea of a Skeksis conversing with a Mystic was absurd to begin with, but to willingly bring the most vile of their kind so close to the Valley to meet again? What a terrible idea! Why had he agreed to this?
But at the same time... he couldn’t shake this feeling—that moment, when they both recalled the same campfire, with the same Gelfling telling the same story, because they...
The sudden ache in his chest made him stumble, and he shook his head, keeping his gaze trained forward. No—he couldn't keep rethinking this. His path had been decided, and there was no turning back now.
As urGoh walked, the first rising sun cast strange, flickering shadows in the trees, winking in and out of view and slipping through the leaves as though they were following him. One shadow broke away from the rest, twining serpentlike partway down the trunk of a tree before a shape landed in front of him with a thump. UrGoh backed up a step, squinting hard.
The first Brother was at his eye-line, and he could not see the figure that confronted him, save for a looming, spiked silhouette. For a heart-stopping moment he thought it was skekGra, having changed his mind and abandoned all sense, returning to attack him again.
“A plod-stomping urRu,” the figure rasped in a low voice. “In the Dark Wood.”
It had to be a Skeksis, but urGoh didn’t immediately recognize it. Sunlight glinted off the edge of a wicked dagger it gripped in its claw.
UrGoh raised a hand to block the light and attempted to duck to one side in order to clear his vision, but the creature simply moved with him with a fluidity that he did not expect.
“This looks like valuable pickings,” it went on. “A Mystic’s floundering tongue would be the trophy of trophies. And the head of a Skeksis would come freely with no miserable squabbling.”
“You are… bluffing,” urGoh said. No Skeksis would purposely bring harm to another Skeksis, surely? Especially by attacking their Mystic counterpart. They seemed to prefer open confrontation.
A beaked, reptilian head was suddenly thrust in his face, eyes narrowed under a mask made from the skull of some unfortunate creature.
“Am I?” the Skeksis spat.
UrGoh shuffled backwards, his tail dragging through the leaves, still trying to get a good look at his aggressor. The mask had revealed the exact identity of this Skeksis, though it was someone he’d never met—nor, truthfully, had wanted to meet.
“How did you… know I was here?” he asked, hesitantly. Had this creature caught sight of skekGra?
The Hunter hissed through jagged fangs. “I followed your lumbering footsteps for miles. The blundering Mystic disturbed the rakkida pack I was tracking.”
“Oh. I am… sorry,” urGoh said uncertainly. He didn’t have much love for rakkida, vicious as they could be, though the thought of more deaths attributed to the Skeksis gave his stomach a sickening lurch. “Perhaps if you go after them now… you will find them again.”
“But they’re no longer a worthy prize,” the Hunter sneered. “They were scared off by a Mystic.”
He lunged suddenly, faster than urGoh could have prepared for, but withdrew with a snarl almost within the same second. A large arrow had sprouted from the ground at his feet.
“Leave this place, skekMal,” the deep, resonant voice of the Archer rang out, as the Mystic stepped into view. He had strung his towering bow, another arrow nocked loosely in the string but not yet pulled taut. “The forest is not yours to command, much as you think it is.”
The Skeksis clicked his teeth. “All who trespass into the Endless Forest beyond their piddly settlements invite death from the shadows.”
“I see no shadows,” urVa growled. “You stand in the light of day.”
UrGoh could see a shadow, however: the one standing before them, cloaked in death.
As they were speaking, the sun had risen higher, now leaving the Hunter in plain view. He stood up straighter, rattling the morbid trophies that hung from his belt—skulls and pieces taken from previous victims that urGoh did not immediately recognize, and he tried to look away, for fear he eventually would.
"I am a Lord of the Crystal, and master of these woods, in light or in darkness," skekMal snarled. "I can hunt what I wish, whenever I wish, hidden or not!"
"I see." UrVa returned his arrow and unstrung his bow. Then, his eyes always upon the Hunter, he marched forward until he had situated himself between skekMal and urGoh. He lifted his head, a challenging gaze piercing his other half's eyes. "Hunt me, then."
For a long moment, the three of them stood silently, skekMal and urVa both eerily still, each a corrupted reflection of the other. Only urGoh moved, glancing back and forth between the two, wondering which of them was truly mad enough to make the first move.
SkekMal suddenly lunged his head forward, letting out a vicious howl, and charged. While urGoh cringed back, urVa stood his ground, and the Skeksis bolted in a wide arc around them, rushing into the depths of the Dark Forest. UrGoh kept an eye on him until his form melted into the trees, while urVa regarded the situation with an almost detached calmness. Finally the Archer turned away, his long bow thudding against the soft ground as he moved on without comment.
"Um... thank you," urGoh said, blinking and trailing after urVa. "I wasn't sure... what would happen there."
"SkekMal is a dangerous creature," urVa said plainly. "His actions can be unpredictable, even among the Skeksis… But even he would not be fool enough to attack..."
UrGoh waited for him to finish; when he did not, he merely followed, keeping an eye on the path ahead.
"You have been wounded," the Archer said suddenly, and urGoh gingerly touched the scratches on his snout.
"My... other half," he mumbled, and urVa gave a quiet hum. They walked in silence for a few minutes longer. It wasn’t an uncomfortable silence, but nor was it much of a companionable one, and it inescapably put him in mind of their previous journey toward the Valley together. It felt like countless trine ago. Had it really been only a few days?
"For what reason do you take the path through this forest, urGoh?" urVa asked.
"Hm. Other than... my being... a Wanderer?" UrGoh slowly turned his head, giving his companion a wry smile. But urVa did not spare him another glance; he didn't seem to be in such good humor this morning, and urGoh sighed. "I am... returning... to the Valley."
UrVa stopped, lifting his head as he faced urGoh at last. "Again? Your wandering path rarely leads you home. What brings you back this time?"
Glancing back the way skekMal had fled, urGoh frowned. "I have... something important... to discuss with urSu."
"A better conversation would be had with the mountainside."
UrGoh cast his gaze downward. "Perhaps. But... even a mountain may eventually give in... if it is worn down enough, or if something large... should impact it."
"Hmm." The Archer closed his eyes. "I see you are still concerned with the plight of the Gruenaks. If the Master has already given his verdict on the subject, I fear nothing but the voice of Thra itself may change his mind, my friend.”
“The Gruenak devastation… has… passed.” UrGoh could not keep the bitterness from his voice. “I return with… a different matter.”
Briefly urGoh considered telling everything, and glanced down at the forest floor to contemplate his words. But the light cast by the first brother upon urVa created a looming, dark shadow behind him, and he shuddered. No. He could not speak here.
"I see." For the first time that morning, a smile crossed urVa's muzzle. "I am keen to see what you believe can move a mountain."
"As... am I." UrGoh blinked. The Archer’s wording had struck him. “You wish… to join me?”
“I will. Perhaps it is now time I returned to the others, as well,” urVa said. “But please… no poetry.”
“No,” urGoh said mournfully. “I… lost it all… in an unintended swim.”
“Ah. That is certainly a shame.”
The two resumed their journey, urGoh confident in knowing that it would not split at the Valley entrance this time. He felt that a weight had been lifted from his shoulders—but was almost immediately replaced by another one as the enormity of his task set in. The thought of trusting any Skeksis was still a rather foreign concept to him. How in Thra’s name might his brethren be convinced?
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He looked like an idiot.
He certainly felt like an idiot, especially among the other Skeksis who probably hadn't set foot outside the Castle in who knows how many trine. SkekGra was uncomfortably aware of the mud on his claws, ashes on his armor, the cuts on his face, and the myriad of twigs and leaves clinging to his robes. He could feel the burn of their stares. Would there be a time when he wouldn't traipse back to the castle drenched in all manner of filth?
SkekGra had hoped to return unnoticed, but he should have known otherwise. It was getting too late in the day, and the castle was far too busy. He managed to climb back up through the catacombs unnoticed, but was spotted by guards as soon as he reached the first of the more populated floors of the castle. Now he could only trudge through the cold stone halls like a Podling before the Deturge and hope he wouldn't be questioned.
And also, once again, to make the choice between food or sleep. His cramping stomach suggested which one should take priority. Hastily, he brushed off the worst of the grime and headed for the Banquet Hall.
"So... the murdering scourge of Thra... is afraid of me..."
The deep, slow voice, the chirping of desert insects, and the crackling of a fire echoed in his head.
"The Crystal is fractured... It felt like pain, emptiness, incompleteness... Have you not thought... that it needed to be healed?"
An image of the great Crystal, once a pure, shining white, now bled a deep violet. The memory of the Crystal of Truth dragged down to the Scientist's lab in heavy metal claws, pulsing against the cruel restraints.
"It never occurred to me..."
Someone prodded at his side, hard, and he picked up an urgent, whispered, "Lord Skeksis-ah!"
SkekGra jerked upright, blinking in alarm, his warrior's instinct fighting to take in every aspect of his surroundings. He was seated at his place at the banquet table. Several Skeksis around him were croaking with laughter. There was an upturned bowl of soup in front of him. And his face was dripping.
A Podling face looked up at him anxiously—the one who had poked him awake, no doubt. SkekGra waved him away, heart shriveling slightly in embarrassment as he mopped up his face with a dry part of the tablecloth. Irritably he noticed the others were still cackling. What were they laughing about? He could do an entire series of paintings about the stupid things each and every one of them had done. And whom at this table hadn't ever buried their face in a bowl of soup?
Too bad his own stupidity seemed to be coming more frequently as of late.
After shaking off the mortification, shoving some amount of food in his mouth, and regaining some strength in his limbs, it was of course time to attend the Ceremony of the Sun once again. He stood at his place in the circle, his gaze unwavering, letting strength flow into him that he knew was never theirs to take, and spoke to no one. He did not catch skekTek's eye, ignored any jeers presented by the others, their own insults forgotten as soon as they garnered no response.
"Lord Conqueror!"
A voice called out to him in the corridor as he made his way to his chambers, and he finally stopped, looking down to see a Vapran Gelfling rush up to him. He gave a start as he recognized this one.
"Conall," he greeted, the name slipping out before he even realized that he knew what it was. Strange... he'd never cared much about learning their names.
The Gelfling dipped forward in a bow as he reached him. "My lord, I've just returned from the battalion of Gelfling sent back to the Caves of Grot to rout out the Gruenak stragglers. They told me that no one had reported to you about it, so I immediately sought you out. We..." He swallowed nervously, as though unsure how skekGra would take his next words. "We- we didn't find anything, my lord. And the Grottans swore that they had offered no further protection to the traitors."
Again, the voice returned to his mind: "You spared two. Two of the hundreds... that fell by your swords."
He swiped his tongue over his jaws, and gave his response in almost a trance. “Let them escape…” he muttered.
Maybe they did escape, he thought. Maybe they left those foul caves and found a place to settle, far from conflict.
The Vapran, meanwhile, quailed away from him, face paling and ears flicking back. "N-no, my lord, we did not intend to, but we had orders from Emperor skekSo to return. I'm so sorry, my lord. We won't give up. Every time we're sent out again, we'll keep a watch for them. We'll track them down eventually, and make them pay for eluding the army of the Castle of the Crystal!"
SkekGra's stomach wrenched. "Yes. See that you do."
“And I… I wanted to warn you, my lord…” the Gelfling wrung his hands. “The guards have been saying strange things. Things… about you.”
SkekGra gave a sniff. “I think I can handle a few Gelfling rumors. Now, attend to your duties, Vapran.”
He took his leave from the young guard and, in a haze, found his quarters and loomed in the doorway like a dark shadow.
Oh, Thra, it was a disaster in here. Someone would have to take care of this.
He crossed into the room, placed his weapons carefully beside his wardrobe, and promptly turned to collapse face-first onto his bed.
"You feel... guilty, Conqueror."
Another sickening lurch to his insides.
Vaguely he grasped at the tattered wish for a sleep with no dreams, no visions, no haunted words, no drowning Mystic idiots or cries from the Crystal to rip him from unconsciousness. He wasn't built for this nonsense.
Oh. And I promised another meeting with the Wanderer in some Thra-forsaken corner just outside the Dark Wood.
Eyes tightly closed, his tongue snapped a sharp curse and one fist beat against his bedcovers. When had this become his life?
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It was the phrase that skekGra fell asleep to, and blearily woke several hours later with it still running through his mind. He pushed himself to his feet, and finally exchanged his sodden robes for clean ones—the others had been through a lot, he noted, as he laid the forlorn-looking clothes out flat on the bed—and sheathed his weapons back in their proper places before strolling from the room.
Not wanting to have to navigate another conversation or lecture from anyone this time, he took back ways around the Castle, slipping unseen into the Scrollkeeper's library to swipe a map, and then retreating down through the catacombs to undergo another unpleasant crawl out through the Teeth of Skreesh.
An unexpected scent hit his nostrils before he reached the way out, however, and he tensed. Gelfling? He could have sworn he caught a hint of stale Gelfling scent. But that was impossible—Gelfling had always been forbidden from coming down here. Anyone who broke that rule would be thrown from the Castle, along with any members of their family, and with such a black mark on their record would likely never be able to find civilized work again.
He shoved the matter aside and continued on his way.
It would be nice, he thought, to not have to leave the castle like this again. But at least it was secretive, as no one considered that anyone in their right mind would use this path.
"It's been a long time since I've been in my right mind," he muttered, swatting a dangling branch out of his face. Consulting the map he'd borrowed, he pinpointed the unlikely spot for the Wanderer's planned meeting with whatever Mystic he could drag out of its hole, and started off on a path southeast from the Castle.
Was he ready to meet another Mystic?
His teeth clicked. The tips of his fingers twitched. There was a prickling at his back as his spines rose.
He didn't fear the Mystics. What was to fear? The Wanderer himself had stated that anger was not natural to them. And aside the Hunter's strange counterpart, he doubted that they even had a concept of weaponry.
It was the wrongness of it all that unsettled him so. The knowledge that he would have to look into some creature's beady eyes and see the distorted, meandering reflection of someone he knew. Which one would it be?
And why did he dread this decision more with every step?
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The third Brother barely broke over the horizon as urGoh and urVa neared the Valley. The Archer paused as they drew closer, and for a moment urGoh feared he would turn away again.
However, urGoh quickly spotted the reason for it, and could only stare as urSol the Chanter approached them along the trail, stopping in front of them.
“...Chanter,” urGoh said, unable to keep the surprise out of his voice. “You have… left the Valley.”
UrSol inclined his head, a slight smile on his face. “I have taken four steps beyond the border. Hardly a long trip when compared to the Wanderer.” He looked up, his eyes shadowed. “Did you find what you were looking for, urGoh?”
UrGoh paused, his neck dipping slightly as though weighed down.
“...No,” he said after a moment. The Chanter blinked in sympathy, and urGoh went on. “But I did find… something else.”
UrSol's gaze turned to urVa, regarding him with a tipped head. "You found... the Archer."
"...Yes," urGoh said. "But that is... not all. I must speak... with urSu."
At that, the Chanter heaved a sigh. "I may speak in many voices... but none of them can reach Master urSu." Yet he smiled at urGoh, and continued, "But that does not mean the Wanderer will not succeed." With that, he resumed his original course, passing the other two Mystics and heading up and away from the Valley.
Though urGoh knew he could not delay long, curiosity overcame him and he turned to face the Chanter. "Where do you... go?"
"To seek new songs outside the Valley," the other said without turning around. "And new company. But I will not be gone long. Perhaps a few trine."
"Avoid the forest," urVa said, eyeing urSol seriously. "No song is worth an encounter with the monster that lurks there."
UrSol paused. "I fear not the shadows," he said, and did not stop again.
With the departure of the third Mystic, the two made their way further into the Valley, watching as the slow life of their fellows went on as usual. UrZah the Ritual Guardian did not look up from his sand painting, though the Weaver waved in greeting as urGoh and urVa passed by. While urGoh was glad to see the other urRu again, his mind dwelled on other matters. "Where... do you suppose..." he began, but trailed off when he saw the Archer had stopped. UrVa's gaze was turned upward, and urGoh followed it, blinking in surprise.
UrSu stood on the ledge above them, regarding him with an expression urGoh could not read.
"Wanderer," he said. "You rarely return home without purpose." He did not question urVa's presence, and urGoh's mane prickled.
"I have come... to show you something," urGoh said. "Something... of great importance..."
"And what have you brought to our Valley?" urSu asked.
"I did not bring—" urGoh nearly said “him,” but caught himself just in time, "—the… important thing... with me. You must come with me... beyond the Valley."
The Archer snapped his head toward urGoh alarmingly fast, eyes wide. Every other urRu within listening distance did the same, their heads raised and snouts pointed almost accusingly at urGoh. UrVa opened his mouth to speak, but urSu was faster.
"It is one thing for other urRu to leave the Valley," he said. UrSu's gaze had an uncharacteristic hardness to it. "I have permitted some to leave... against all counseling, whether from clouded judgment and dissatisfaction, seeking perpetual solitude, or a futile wanderlust… the Storyteller, the Swimmer, and the Monk, passed beyond our sight... the Archer, living alone, the Peacemaker… the Chanter, ever guided by his ill-formed emotions, storming off after another argument… And to say nothing of you, Wanderer, as it’s in your very name.” His gaze never left urGoh. "But to ask for me to pass beyond the Valley’s borders…”
"He would be killed," urVa said plainly. "A Skeksis would surely seek him and swiftly kill him. To take his power."
UrGoh looked him in the eye. "But you... have faced your own dark half, and driven him away."
The Archer regarded him for a moment before humming and turning aside.
"Master urSu," urGoh went on, facing his leader again. "This is of... vital importance. Thra itself... demands it."
UrSu heaved a long sigh through his nostrils. "Thra has not spoken to me of such things."
"Thra... has spoken... to me."
The Valley went still. Without looking, urGoh knew the others were staring at him, and he knew how absurd his claim sounded. But he continued to stare into urSu's eyes, his own gaze serious, pleading. If urSu would not at least see what he was going to propose, there was no hope of his ever listening.
The Master returned his gaze for an agonizingly long moment, and urGoh held his breath. But slowly, slowly urSu turned away, his heavy steps plodding across the wooden walkway. Heart suddenly heavy, urGoh lowered his head, shutting his eyes against the sheer frustration and sadness welling up within him.
A better conversation would be had with the mountainside, indeed.
"Show me, then."
Straightening, urGoh spun around as quickly as he could, almost falling over himself, to find urSu watching him again and leaning heavily on his staff.
"Show me what Thra has shown you, that it has kept secret from me."
UrGoh blinked stupidly, his mouth falling open and throat producing no sound.
"Then I want to see as well," urVa said somberly, shifting the walking stick that doubled as his bow. "Lead the way, Wanderer."
The knot in his chest loosened itself a little, the burden easing, and urGoh nodded. "Yes... right... away."
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What was he doing?
Every step brought deep dread seeping back into his bones, displacing the relief he’d felt, his jaw set with his teeth clenched together.
Not one of them spoke. The calm camaraderie that urGoh had felt with urVa on the trek back to the Valley had vanished, replaced by a cold fragility, three slow-moving figures set on a single destination, all lost in their own reveries and none too happy to be going.
This was a mistake. The thought wound itself through urGoh’s head and felt heavy on his tongue, as though desperate to be spoken aloud to send the others home. He glanced behind him to see urVa’s face set in grim determination, his eyes slowly roving from side to side as though to watch for threats. UrSu by contrast had his gaze set straight ahead, watching neither urVa, urGoh, or their surroundings for that matter.
This was a mistake. I am leading both of them into a Skeksis trap.
UrGoh slowly shook his head, tossing out his mane. A trap? No. SkekGra could not restrain and capture three Mystics at once, particularly when one of them was the Archer. And he certainly couldn’t kill them without harming himself, along with a highly revered and feared Skeksis in the Hunter, and his own Emperor.
Unless the death of Emperor skekSo was the point.
UrGoh glanced again at urSu, with urVa following in his wake. This was why the Archer had come along—to grant the Master all the protection he could offer. But skekGra did not even know that urGoh had planned to bring urSu to the meeting place. UrGoh hadn’t told him.
“And he’s… changed,” urGoh said aloud, as though speaking the words might make him believe them.
“What did you say?” the Archer said evenly. UrSu said nothing.
“I said… so much... has changed,” urGoh said, his fingers curling.
UrSu spoke up then, still gazing ahead. “Eternity does not change. The stars, the planets, they sweep across the sky in an endless rhythm. We are nothing to the great expanse of the universe, the creatures who dwell here even less so. Our lives are a whisper that makes no impact, until we are called to act by a mediator of the cosmos.” He tilted his head to look straight at urGoh. “So what is it, Wanderer, that you wanted to show us?”
The Master’s response had drawn the small party to a stop—uncannily close, urGoh realized, to the meeting spot he had set up with skekGra. UrGoh drew in a deep breath and slowly, slowly, turned to face the others.
“We are here,” he said simply.
“And there is something… waiting for us?” UrVa’s face had darkened, though his expression was not altogether readable.
UrGoh hesitated. “I am… not sure yet. I… will go check.”
He turned quickly to avoid the looks in their eyes and pushed through the bracken and curtain of leaves up ahead, coming to a stop when he reached a clearing and a strong, sour scent hit his nostrils.
The forest here was silent, as though nothing wanted to reveal its presence.
There was no doubt. SkekGra was here.
As he had this thought, a nearby branch shifted and suddenly the Conqueror was there, slipping out into the daylight, eyes bright and accusing. He tilted his head up, taking a sniff of the air. With a jolt urGoh remembered how much better senses of smell Skeksis had than most other creatures he knew—certainly better than Mystics.
“I thought you were bringing maybe one Mystic,” skekGra growled. “What kind of trickery is this? Was this a trap?”
UrGoh stretched his neck higher, looking the Skeksis straight in the eyes. “Those I have brought… fear a trap from you.”
The Conqueror went rigid, his eyes aflame with fury and horror. “How many others did you tell about me?!”
“None… yet.” He held unwavering eye contact. “I have told them… nothing. But we discussed... that we should share our revelations... with the Mystics. So I… have brought them.”
“What, all of them?” SkekGra shook his head hard. “We didn’t discuss anything! This was your idea, which you simply flung at me while I was in a hurry—”
UrGoh interrupted. “It is… time.”
Before he could change his mind, he turned and let out a low note from deep in his throat, the sound reverberating through the trees and causing the leaves to tremble. SkekGra cried out and flung his hands over his ears, baring his jagged fangs.
Before urGoh’s call had faded, urSu and urVa strode through the trees and stood behind him, the disheveled Skeksis in full view.
Neither Mystic betrayed any hint of surprise, though the worn, spiralling creases in their faces had hardened. SkekGra, however, looked alarmed; in a flash of sunlight he had drawn three blades—a short sword along with two daggers clutched in his secondary arms—and dropped into a defensive stance.
At some point, out of urGoh’s sight, urVa had nocked an arrow, though he did not yet draw it.
No one spoke. No breeze blew, the atmosphere heavy and taut as if the air itself were the Archer’s bow. UrGoh felt as if the slightest movement would snap the fragile strings holding them all at bay and the clearing would erupt into chaos.
He made the tiniest gesture toward skekGra, his eyes on the two Mystics.
“Here… is what I wanted you to... see,” he said, his tongue lame in his mouth. He half-expected the Archer to run him through with an arrow where he stood, perhaps not even bothering to loose it first.
"...A Skeksis," urSu said, and urVa tightened his grip on his bow.
"Yes," urGoh replied, twitching his tail in a vain attempt to rid himself of the excess tension in the air. "This is the skekGra, the Conqueror... my other half."
"This was a terrible place to meet it," urVa said, his voice a strained growl.
"Why?" skekGra asked suspiciously, and if it were possible, the tension only increased in the small clearing. Something was going to snap. "If you're worried about the Hunter, I don't think he comes out this far."
"He... hmmm." Slowly urVa lowered his bow, but only by a fraction. He doesn't, was probably what he had been planning to say, but he'd evidently thought the better of it, not wanting the Skeksis to know what he was actually worried about.
"Can you stop pointing that thing at me?" skekGra demanded, glancing from urVa to urGoh. "You’ll end up hurting him too, you know."
"Your weapons are still drawn," urVa retorted.
At that, skekGra pulled back slightly. "Listen, I don't know which ones you are, but..." He ground his teeth furiously. "...But my Emperor would have my head if the others found out I attacked you. I'd be attacking one of my own."
UrVa did loosen the pull on his arrow upon hearing that, lowering the weapon in surprise, but urSu's gaze hardened. "I do not believe it. No Skeksis has honor."
"This again," skekGra growled, but slowly sheathed his weapons. One talon, however, rested on the hilt of his sword.
"What does it mean, again?" urVa questioned, this time turning to urGoh.
"SkekGra and I met yesterday," he admitted. "It was then... we decided... to speak with you."
The Conqueror clicked his beak sharply. "Oh, yes, this was truly something we agreed upon, with full understanding of each other."
Slowly urSu turned his gaze upon urGoh. "Is this... what Thra spoke to you of?"
"Thra... spoke to us." UrGoh took a small step, merely shuffling his feet, realizing moments later that he had moved slightly closer to skekGra. "Both of us. We... were given... visions."
There was silence for a moment.
“Thra does not give us visions,” urVa said. “We are not truly a part of this world.”
"Any vision received by a Skeksis is sure to be one of corruption," urSu said, finally looking skekGra in the eye. Apparently the Conqueror could see a certain something in the Master's eyes, for he took a step back.
"I... I did see corruption in my vision," skekGra admitted after a moment. "Thra itself falling apart at the seams. Death everywhere. Even the Skeksis..." He swallowed. "We rotted where we stood." His gaze grew distant for a moment, before hardening, as he looked at urSu accusingly. "I'm sure the same was happening to you lot as well."
"It was... a warning," urGoh said quickly, before a fight could break out. "Thra showed me... that the Crystal... needed healing."
For a moment urVa and urSu were silent, the two turning their gazes upon each other. UrSu's face was unreadable, but urVa raised an eyebrow in interest. "Yes," he agreed. "The Crystal... does need to be healed."
"But not by one of our own," urSu said. "That is not our destiny."
"So what do you propose we do?" skekGra snapped. "Sit around and hope someone patches a bandage on it?!"
UrSu glared at him. “Nor is it a task that the Skeksis will accomplish. We must wait for the Crystal... to call."
"That is not... what Thra... told us," urGoh said. "It said... we must strive... for unity. All of Thra. The Gelfling—"
"The Gelfling have Aughra to aid them," the Master interjected.
"Aughra yet slumbers." UrVa said. His head lowered, but only for a moment.
"It is not our call."
"Oh, listen to yourselves!" skekGra snapped, teeth bared in a hiss. "Do you Mystics ever do anything other than mumble, walk in circles, and chant nonsense? When are you going to do something about all this?”
"A Skeksis would lecture us on taking action?" UrVa’s gaze was piercing.
The Conqueror’s eyes flared. “If even one of you bitter, long-necked sloths would stand up and act, you could march up to the Castle of the Crystal itself, and—!” He faltered.
UrGoh stared at his dark half. What?
He shook his head—it wasn’t important now. "What the Conqueror means,” he said, “is that... we are taking steps... to solve... the problem."
"The only steps we must take are the ones that will lead us when the Crystal calls us," urSu said simply.
"Thra... has told us otherwise." Looking between the Master and the Archer, urGoh curled his tail around his legs, mentally preparing himself for what he would say next. "Thra... wants us to unify... not just the rest of Thra... but the Skeksis... and the Mystics... together."
UrVa lifted his head, his eyes wide, while urSu's expression did not change. More alarmingly, he raised not only his head, but his entire body, his four hands braced against his staff. At his full height he towered over skekGra, and the Conqueror's feet dug into the dirt as though he wanted to be swallowed by it.
"It... is not... our... time."
The words hung heavily in the air, the solid weight of them bearing down on the shoulders of everyone in the clearing. UrGoh felt they would crush him, and nearly sank to the ground.
"Do you believe it, Wanderer?" urVa said, finally breaking the deafening silence. "That we should unite with our dark halves?"
"...Yes," urGoh replied, and froze at the look urVa gave him in return. Only then did he remember the encounter with the Hunter, a Skeksis who showed none of skekGra's fear of harming his own kind. "Um... Thra... told me..."
"Was it indeed Thra?" urSu stared down at him; he had not lowered himself in the slightest. "Or was it a product of your endless wanderings?"
"It's true!" skekGra blurted. "I saw it too. Thra won't leave us alone about it!" He gestured toward urGoh. “Show them the thing you had last night, that little glittery crystal shard! That looked important.”
“I… can’t,” urGoh said dolefully, glancing down out of habit at his empty hands. “It… shattered.”
“Oh. That’s helpful.”
UrSu stared at skekGra again, unmoved, and the Skeksis visibly balked. "I do not believe a Skeksis would be granted such a vision. Thra... has not said such to me."
"I wonder why," the Conqueror snapped, regaining his composure at once.
UrSu slowly dropped back into his normal posture. He looked wearier than urGoh had ever seen him. "A Skeksis is not to be trusted," he said finally, and turned to urGoh. "You must never again speak with your other half."
"What?" urGoh said, stunned.
"UrSu is right." UrVa took a step forward. "Was it not you yourself who spoke of the evils this creature has done? The blood he has shed?"
Even without looking, urGoh could feel skekGra's gaze upon him. His toes dug into the grass, his tail curling tightly. Once again, he saw the two Gruenaks huddled in a corner deep in the Caves of Grot, still mourning their lost family member. Even more, he could still see the shoreline of the Silver Sea, drenched in red with more than the light from the setting suns. "I... did... speak of such things."
"Our shadows... have reveled in bloodshed." There was nothing accusatory to urVa's voice; it was steeped in sorrow. "We should not wish to join with that."
UrGoh shook his head. “We… would not—”
"Nghhh—you’re missing the point!" skekGra cried. "You think I'm glad about the things I've done? Will none of you cretins believe me? Thra is... it's... look, I don't want that future it showed me, either! All right?"
UrSu and urVa's stares were upon him again, boring into him for a long while, until even urGoh felt uncomfortable. It was urSu who broke the silence: "Even now... you prove that the Skeksis act only in self-interest, and can do nothing good."
Something bolted up from the tip of urGoh's tail and all the way up his spine, and his chest burned. "At least... he does... something!" he snapped, glaring at the Master. When urSu stared back at him, he was tempted to back away, but held his ground. "We have done... nothing... to help Thra... for hundreds of trine. What does it matter... if something is done... in self-interest... if it is done at all?" His tail lashed, and he did not wait for a reply. "SkekGra... has decided... to join the cause... of Thra itself. That, I believe, is good. What... have you done... Master?"
Silence hung in the clearing. It was broken not by speech, but by a strange, soft crooning sound that emanated, to urGoh's shock, from the Conqueror's throat.
The Skeksis stepped forward, leveling himself with urGoh once again.
"There is one more thing we could try," he said lowly, and urGoh wasn't sure if it was meant for everyone to hear or for him alone. SkekGra looked down at him, the corners of his beak folded in a grim line.
And he held out a gloved hand.
"...Ah..." urGoh couldn't keep the single word from escaping with his breath. Icy claws like his dark half's talons pierced his heart, driving deeply into it. His eyes locked on the offered hand, and all it implied, and he couldn't move. The other two Mystics were like statues as they watched the proceedings.
"UrGoh?" skekGra prompted, and urGoh wondered if this was the first time the Skeksis had used his name. "UrGoh—take it, will you? This doesn't look good."
He felt as though he were drifting away on the tide, at the mercy of the waves. To take that hand was to offer alliance—friendship—to this creature that had slaughtered hundreds, thousands, and relished their suffering. To sever himself entirely from his own kind and tie himself even further to this shattered perversion of a being that differed from himself in every way. All in a bid to save this world from darkness.
He reached out and took skekGra's hand.
A great surge of feeling erupted through him, a warmth, a light as brilliant and blazing as the Crystal of Truth had once been. UrGoh took an astonished breath. This feeling… he hadn’t felt like this since—
In an instant he was jarred from the vision as skekGra pulled his hand away and the world returned to normal. Dazed, urGoh forced his focus back onto urSu and urVa. What had they seen?
“There!” the Skeksis said beside him. "You want unity? There's some unity!"
UrSu blinked at them slowly. “I did not see unity,” he said. “I saw hesitation—a lack of conviction. And a desire for selfish victory rather than benevolence.”
UrGoh bristled; next to him, skekGra cried, “WHAT?”
He went on, “I held a Mystic’s grubby hand and this is your reaction?! You only see what you want to see!”
UrGoh shifted uncomfortably. “We’re… working on it,” he said.
The Master shook his head, slowly, as though sorrowful. Finally, he turned away. "You... neither of you… will ever understand."
He started to leave, but glanced back only once. “If you decide to come back, urGoh, you may not be welcomed… unless you can convince me you have changed your mind.”
With that, the Master stamped his staff into the ground, and headed back toward the Valley without another word.
Frustration welled up through every fiber of urGoh's body. All four of his hands clenched into fists. He turned to urVa, ready to speak again, but his voice died when he saw the Archer's expression.
"...You believe I should join with the Hunter?"
There was a faint, desperate hope to urVa's voice. Hope that urGoh would prove him wrong.
For a moment, urGoh wanted to say no, that he would never ask his friend to even attempt such a thing. But he knew—he knew he could not waver.
"Yes."
UrVa stared at him, and silently turned away as well, his bow striking the ground sharply beneath him.
Once again, the clearing was silent, and urGoh could only stare hollowly at the spot where his companions had disappeared through the woods. Something was again bubbling up within him, but it was neither anger nor frustration. It filled his stomach and chest and throat until it finally burst through his mouth in a booming, echoing call.
Birds and fliers scattered from their roosts, and the tension was finally gone.
"Well," skekGra said, startling urGoh—he'd almost forgotten the Skeksis was still there. "So much for that."
Gritting his teeth, urGoh sighed through his nose before swinging his head toward skekGra. He felt exhausted—more than he had been in a long, long while. To his surprise, skekGra did not look the same, but was instead watching urGoh with an expression he found hard to read.
"...Did you feel it too?" he finally asked.
It took urGoh a moment to remember. “Yeah,” he admitted. “For… a moment.”
SkekGra nodded slowly, then hesitated. "And... did you really mean what you said? You think I'm... I'm better than the Mystics?"
UrGoh tipped his head, embarrassed and a little ashamed. "You... act more than any of us... certainly." Oddly, he found strength in his own words. "I believe... you can be good. What is the point... of unity... if you cannot?"
SkekGra gave what might have been a laugh, but without any humor. “Good? What is your definition of ‘good’?” He fiddled with the hilt of his sword. "I dunno. I'm... still figuring this out." His tail flicked. "...Now what?"
"That..." urGoh began, and paused. "...I do not... know." He tilted his head one way, then another. "We could... talk to... the Skeksis?"
Staggering back, skekGra grabbed his bony chest with his talons. "Do you have a death wish after all?!"
UrGoh frowned, a tendril of irritation curling in his own chest. “No.”
“You must, or that wouldn’t have even crossed your mind!” SkekGra’s beak snapped. “Those lumbering Mystic friends of yours were merely disappointed. Set foot in the Castle of the Crystal and they’d tear us both apart!” He paused dramatically. “Tear us apart separately, so we’d feel each other’s pain as well as our own!”
Raising a brow, urGoh said skeptically, “They would not… do such to one of their own.”
The Skeksis’ nostrils flared. “Oh? So sure, are you? And what of skekNa’s counterpart, urNol? What is he, the Herbalist? Noticed anything missing about him lately? I suppose his hand dropped off of its own accord? His eye vanished overnight through some… some fluke?”
UrGoh lowered his eyes. He had received word of the Herbalist’s plight, but had not looked into it. He remembered skekGra’s previous lamentations about the cruelty of Skeksis punishments and, for the first time, began to wonder…
SkekGra drew himself up higher, his eyes dimly lit with a familiar sort of victory. It was a light that flared and then died once more, as the realization of what that victory meant sank in. “Thra may have chosen to unite us, but the others will never be convinced. Never, Wanderer. It’s not in their natures!”
UrGoh’s breath caught. “And yet… it is in… ours?”
That gave them both pause.
“This was never in my nature,” skekGra said quietly. “I shouldn’t still be here talking to you. I should follow the winding trail of those urRu to see where you things like to vanish beyond our sights. I should bring you all to the Castle in chains.”
They looked at each other.
“I would… like to see you attempt… to chain up the Archer,” urGoh said mildly.
“Who’s chaining up longnecks?” a cantankerous voice demanded, making them both jump. “What’s all this racket?”
Both skekGra and urGoh spun around, the former brandishing his weapons again instinctively. But just as quickly he lowered them, and urGoh raised his head in astonishment.
Before them stood an old crone, her mane of gray hair curling around two spiraling ram horns and framing a face that once had three eyes. One eye had been put out over a thousand trine ago, while another was dimly lit, but still seeing. The leftmost eye, meanwhile, darted accusingly between the Skeksis and Mystic before settling on the latter.
“Well? Why are you shouting up the forest while some of us are on important business?”
UrGoh realized his mouth was hanging open.
"...Mother... Aughra,” he said. “You’re… awake.”
“Yes, awake and needing to know what’s going on beneath the stars rather than through them,” the old woman replied. “And you can start by telling Aughra…”
She stopped, turning to eye skekGra and then back to urGoh.
“What disaster has befallen Thra that a Skeksis would consult with a Mystic once again?”
Rating: T
Genre: Friendship, Angst
Characters: urGoh, skekGra, skekSil, skekSo, skekTek, skekVar, urVa, urSu, urSol, urZah, possibly others…
Warnings: A LOT OF VIOLENCE.
Description: One was as vile and repulsive as his brethren. He murdered, and maimed, and reveled in it. The other was as slow and indirect as the rest of his brethren. He hated his dark half as much as the others did theirs. But who they were did not matter, for Thra saw its moment, and seized its opportunity.
Beta Reader: ThePrairieNerd
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Chapter 8: Their Harsh and Twisted Wills
Summary: In which the Conqueror and the Wanderer must sort out their... similarities.
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Chapter 8: Their Harsh and Twisted Wills
The two Mystics stared at each other for a long time after the shard—and the Skeksis’ voice—had fallen silent.
"The Wanderer... has quite a ways to wander," urLii remarked.
UrGoh heaved a great sigh, closing his hand around the false shard. "At the border... of the Crystal Desert..." he muttered. "He could not... have chosen someplace... closer…?"
"UrGoh had best get started, then." And before he could reply, the Storyteller was already making his way back to the boat that had carried them both across the underground lake. However, he paused, partially turning to glance back. “And urLii is sure that, should urGoh speak to his shadow again, he will not mention urLii or his home in these caves?”
UrGoh dipped his head obligingly. “I… will not divulge the Storyteller’s secrets.”
The other Mystic nodded and resumed his path to the boat. He was right, anyway—urGoh needed to head out now, in order to reach the desert on time for their meeting. But first...
The Gruenaks hadn’t moved from the spot he’d found them. He hoped, with a sudden twist of his stomach, that they hadn’t overheard his conversation. The last thing wanted was for them to hear the voice of the one who murdered their mate and father. But they seemed to be as calm as could be expected in their circumstances; in fact, they were now hesitantly sipping at the broth they'd been provided. When urGoh approached, however, they both lowered their bowls and huddled closer.
"I will... be leaving again," he said, and paused, considering his next words as the two of them blinked up at him. "I will... do everything in my power... to make sure the Conqueror... never harms you... or your kind... again."
The mother gazed at him, and he wondered briefly if she had fully understood him. But she nodded slowly, and he thought he saw a hint of gratefulness in her weary eyes.
"Did the Wanderer lose his way already?" urLii's voice called from a distance, and urGoh finally turned away from the Gruenaks.
"No," he called in return. "I am... coming." With that, he marched back toward the shoreline, where urLii was waiting in the boat.
This time, he did not look at the shard in his hand; for once, he already had a destination in mind.
—-~~~—-
"E-Emperor!" skekGra cried, giving a belated bow. When he straightened himself, he was disappointed to find that Emperor skekSo did not appear any less displeased... or suspicious.
"Well?" skekSo said, raising his brows. "What are you doing in the Crystal Chamber at this hour? And to whom were you talking?"
"I was speaking… with m-myself!" he replied quickly. The ramifications of this choice of words hit him almost immediately and he stumbled over his own speech. "Th-that is to say, I was... practicing my next puppet show, my Emperor."
"Ah." The Emperor stared at him unblinkingly. "And where are your puppets?"
SkekGra balked. "They... h-have yet to be made, sire!" He fiddled with the handle of his sword, wincing when he realized he still held it, and turned himself at an angle to make the weapon less visible. "I wanted it to be a surprise, but... I was making a puppet of you, sire. But! I also wanted to practice in here, to make sure the... acoustics were good enough."
"A nurloc mating call," he said hastily, and inwardly cringed. "I was practicing it for a different show. I can do it again if you like—"
Holding out a talon, the Emperor shook his head. "No, no, that's quite enough." The taps of his scepter against the floor rang hollowly throughout the near-empty chamber as he circled closer to skekGra. "I would prefer you not hold your shows here, Conqueror."
"I... understand, sire." He drooped in what he hoped looked more like disappointment than the actual relief he was feeling. It sounded like skekSo had—
"I don't want random Skeksis milling about the Crystal Chamber unattended," the Emperor went on, stalking closer and keeping his eyes trained on skekGra, who froze up under his gaze. "Don't think I have not noticed your behavior as of late, skekGra. Even the Chamberlain has noticed."
SkekGra's tail curled at the mention of skekSil. What business didn't he stick his nosy beak into? "SkekSil has... n-no reason to worry about me, sire. I want nothing more than to serve you, and conquer all the lands of Thra in the name of—"
"Yes, conquering." SkekSo came to a stop between skekGra and the Crystal of Truth itself, as though shielding it. "Have you come to the Chamber to drain extra power from the Crystal, to aid you on your conquests?"
"What—no!" SkekGra staggered back, shaking his head. "Of course not, my Emperor, I would never—"
"Then why have you not been attending the rejuvenation ceremonies?" SkekSo's hardened stare was unwavering. "It seems to me you have been planning instead to draw your own power from the Crystal when no other Skeksis are around to witness it."
It took every bit of skekGra's willpower to keep himself from shaking. "No, Emperor, I promise you, that is not what I was doing!"
"Then why did you not attend the Ceremony of the Sun? Why do you avoid it?" SkekSo stood firm, leaning against his scepter, his neck craning forward. "What, Conqueror, are you up to."
It was not a question. It was a demand.
SkekGra drew in a breath. "Sire... I had tried to tell you before." Forcing himself to look the Emperor in the eyes, he steeled his will. "I was given a vision."
The grandiose statement hung in the air for a moment, before skekSo impatiently waved it aside.
"As grand as they may seem to you, your artistic visions hold no importance to—"
"It was a literal vision!" skekGra cried, unable to help himself. "I saw things! Images Thra itself forced into my mind! It gave me visions of the future!"
For a long while, skekSo regarded him, and in a flash skekGra wondered if he was wrong to do this, if skekTek had been correct and he should keep quiet. But he'd intended to tell the Emperor all along, had he not? This was bigger than himself; this concerned all of Thra, over which the Emperor had full reign. But skekSo did not speak, merely watching him, and skekGra found himself going on.
"Thra showed me a future in which it was devoid of life. In which every race was destroyed, the Gelfling slaughtered, and no green thing grew. And yet in the midst of it all... we Skeksis gorged ourselves, and drank to excess, and..." His voice faltered, and he lowered his head. He couldn't bear to describe the rest. "It showed me a future, Emperor, in which there was nothing on Thra left for you to rule."
"I see."
He dared not meet skekSo's gaze again, suddenly finding the half a soul within him gripped with terror.
"Do you recall, Conqueror, what Thra is?"
SkekGra blinked, looking up, his beak opening and closing a few times. He couldn't imagine what sort of answer the Emperor was expecting. "It... it is where we live, sire, it is what you—"
"Thra," skekSo said, and he began to walk in a great circle around skekGra, "is a primitive planet that we were sent to rebuild."
Tracking the Emperor's path, skekGra frowned; this hadn't been what he'd expected to hear. "I... I don't remember much of those days, Emperor." That was at least one truth he could give.
"Few do," skekSo replied, with what might have been sympathy, "and those who do shudder to think of it. There is good reason to forget those days. However..." He tilted his beak to skekGra, looking him in the eye. "We must not forget what we accomplished here, skekGra. The Crystal was unprotected, the Gelfling frolicked naked in the forests, and there was not a trace of proper civilization anywhere on the face of this rock... until we changed that."
SkekGra opened his beak to say something, but what? It mattered little anyway, for the Emperor went on:
"We built the castle. We showed the Gelflings how to construct cities. We brought them to subjection. We raised Thra from nothing but a primitive rock..."
He gestured with his scepter and all three of his other arms to the Crystal of Truth behind him, and the grand chamber that encompassed it.
"...to what it is now."
And finally he brought all four limbs down, his front arms clutching his scepter and striking it against the floor with a final, definite clack.
"What does Thra know of what it wants?"
The air was heavy around them, and skekSo's gaze was unwavering. The Crystal towered over him, and yet the Emperor seemed enormous still, his eyes glowing the same malevolent purple as the Crystal itself in the dark.
Unconsciously skekGra took a step back, and suddenly skekSo was striding past him as though he were nothing but a Podling-slave.
"You will attend the ceremony tomorrow, Conqueror. And if you speak a word of this to the others, there will be punishment. Something… hm… permanent."
SkekGra swallowed, and the Emperor glanced over his shoulder.
"And the Chamberlain will not be here to save you again."
And with that, he was gone, vanishing into the darkness of the castle.
SkekGra heard his sword clatter to the ground before he even felt his grip begin to slacken.
Whatever he decided to do about urGoh... he would have to keep it secret from the Emperor.
—~~~---
The rest of the night was spent in restless wakefulness. SkekGra wondered, vaguely, if he would ever feel like sleeping again. His double encounters in the Crystal Chamber had left his nerves frayed, like he was a piece of cloth scratched over a dull knife blade. His talons gave periodic twitches and he found himself merely pacing across the floor of his bedchamber, unable to focus on anything.
By first light, skekGra stopped moving in a daze, staring down at the partially-repaired masterwork of a painting he’d left on the floor. On impulse, he knelt down and took up the crushed-berry paint, hesitating for a moment; he flipped the painting over, rolled a thick paintbrush between his talons, and began making marks across the rough underside of the canvas.
Thoughts strung themselves through his head like an indecipherable tangle of finger-vines as he worked. His mind swam with images of dim caves and black lakes, glowing moss and glowing trees, blood both dark red and bright green… in the center of it all, the Crystal, and an infuriating Mystic…
He gave a start, suddenly realizing that the first Brother was climbing high in the sky. It was time to head back down for the ceremony, if he hoped to appease skekSo. Turning the painting back over, he propped it gently against the wall to let it dry, sheathed his sword at his side out of habit, and headed out of the room once again.
His arrival time was carefully calculated; taking up his ceremonial staff from where it had been left for him by Gelfling servants and finding it as untarnished as the rest of his equipment, neatly cleaned and polished from its trip out to the caves and back, he found the line of Skeksis trudging their way toward the Crystal Chamber and slipped into the middle of it.
“Ssssslime-feeder!” skekShod hissed at him, and skekGra realized he had nearly trodden on the Treasurer’s tail.
Behind him, skekLach let out a dark laugh. “Well, well, look who’s decided to join us again at last. Stomping over us as usual.”
“Enough chattering back there!” skekZok called sharply from somewhere up ahead. “The Ceremony of the Sun is a solemn occasion!”
SkekGra let himself fall silent and was relieved to have the others follow suit as they filed into the Chamber and took their places in a circle around the Crystal.
He spotted both skekSo and skekSil casting narrow-eyed glances in his direction and carefully pretended not to notice, shifting so that he could stare unblinkingly at the darkened Crystal of Truth. It rippled with purple light but revealed no images within. How had the Wanderer managed to contact him through it?
His heart clenched. What if the idiot decided to appear again? SkekGra glanced hastily from side to side, hoping his fears weren’t evident on his face. He used to be a master at hiding his emotions, though in recent days the skill seemed to be slipping.
As the suns rose and skekZok spread his arms to welcome the Brothers in their zenith, the Crystal shone with violet light directed into the waiting eyes of each Skeksis. The achingly familiar surge of energy warmed skekGra’s body and he allowed himself to relax, his talons flexing against the staff he carried, breathing in the cleansing, strengthening light from the Crystal.
This was their home. Thra itself gave them new life each day. And yet, according to the Great Tree in the Grottan caves, the Skeksis were doomed to contaminate their world and must destroy themselves to prevent this. How could Thra bless the Twice-Nine in one breath, and curse them in the next?
SkekGra blinked quickly, his grip on the staff tightening again as he wondered, suddenly, whether skekSo had been right.
He stood numb with disbelief as the suns continued on their arc through the sky and the Crystal’s light faded, the tightly-knit group of Skeksis breaking up to shuffle on their separate ways. The ceremony had gone without incident—even the Emperor and the Chamberlain paid him no mind as they left the chamber in step with each other. So why did his heart feel frozen and brittle, like it might shatter if it pounded any harder? Why had the Crystal’s light left him feeling… strong, yes, but scraped out, hollow?
SkekGra shook his head and hastily looked around until he caught sight of skekTek, who had meandered over to inspect a lever that had been installed on the wall.
“Scientist!” he called quietly as he approached, wary of the few straggling Skeksis still meandering about. “I need to talk to you.”
SkekTek looked up, scowling. “What now, Conqueror? Surely you can see I’m presently unavailable for your manner of perfunctory diversion—?”
He trailed off, looking skekGra in the face and scrutinizing him with the same intensity that skekSo had shown the previous night. Realization seemed to strike at once, as his beak gaped and his eyes flashed. “You told the Emperor, didn’t you!”
SkekGra tensed, casting a hasty glance over his shoulder. “Er!... Very perceptive. Perhaps we shouldn’t talk here.”
“Perhaps we should not converse at all, as you seem intent on ignoring my advice!” The Scientist snapped his beak, his eyes narrowed to livid slits. “I knew I was unparalleled in terms of intellect, but I had no idea I was the only Skeksis with any amount of common sense as well!”
“Ooh, look!” the Ornamentalist said nearby, and skekGra jerked his head up in horror to see skekEkt watching them with glittering eyes. “The Conqueror and the Scientist are fighting!”
“Planning to start more fires, Conqueror?” skekOk asked wryly.
“Yes, among your scrolls!” skekGra shot back. What were they even still doing here? With an agitated look at the Scientist, he muttered, “forget it,” and turned to march out of the chamber, feeling his skin prickle with several sets of interested eyes watching him leave. It had been foolish to try to seek help from skekTek again—he’d only succeeded in attracting the attention of every Skeksis left in the room.
His pace slowed as he got further from the Chamber, his thoughts drifting. He’d promised to meet urGoh at the border of the Crystal Desert today. SkekGra scraped his talons down the stone wall, grinding his teeth together.
“I suppose I don’t have any other choice,” he said to himself, darkly. How had it come to this? Meeting with a Mystic?
“Conqueror,” a sharp voice said.
Startled, skekGra whirled around, bracing himself—but it was skekTek. The Scientist must have followed him out.
“I assume you had a reason for nearly shouting your secrets in the middle of the Crystal Chamber,” skekTek said, stopping in front of him. He still looked irritated, though skekGra was beginning to suspect that that was the Scientist’s default expression.
He sighed. “I did tell skekSo. He more-or-less cornered me to demand answers for my behavior lately, and telling him about the vision… seemed like a good idea at the time.”
SkekTek visibly rolled his eyes, pushing past skekGra and growling, “All ideas seem like ‘good’ ideas at the time.”
He glanced back, jerking with his beak for skekGra to follow. “But there’s no sense in sniveling over slopped milk dumplings. What did the Emperor say in response to your ludicrous claims?”
SkekGra closed his eyes, massaging his head with his fingers. “He said exactly what you’d think he’d say.”
“Yes…” skekTek’s breath hissed through his teeth. “I was planning to investigate this. You understand you have just made that substantially more difficult.”
"That wasn't my intention," skekGra said, peeling his hand away again. "I hadn't meant to tell him, after your advising." Or, well, not this soon, anyway.
SkekTek's hardened gaze drifted to the side. "Hrm. We'd best hope the Emperor does not speak to the sniveling Chamberlain on this matter, for both of our sakes," he muttered darkly.
SkekGra barely managed to repress a shudder. As bad as skekSo's response had been, he was sure things would be infinitely worse if skekSil learned what he’d shared.
"How did the Emperor succeed in trapping you, anyway?" the Scientist went on, cocking his head at skekGra and narrowing his eyes. "Did he barge into your sleeping quarters and grasp you by the neck until you spoke?"
"What? No, I was... um. I was..." He cast a glance around the hallway, making certain he was safe from eavesdroppers this time, and lowered his voice, "I was in the Crystal Chamber, in the middle of the night."
"And what could you possibly hope to accomplish there at such a preposterous hour?"
"Only, er... practicing my puppetry, of course. I'd had plans to do a show in the—"
"You are not speaking with an imbecile, Conqueror," skekTek said flatly, his lips curling to show fangs.
SkekGra hesitated, his talons clicking together and his tail curling behind him. "Very well. I heard the Crystal call." He swallowed. "Only to me, apparently."
The sarcastic-but-suspicious expression on the Scientist's face immediately dropped, and he stared at skekGra for a long while, his look unreadable. SkekGra would have felt uncomfortable, had the Scientist's reaction not been so bewildering. He opened his beak, but skekTek cut him off.
"The Crystal... called... to you."
"Yes," skekGra said, nodding slowly. "It did."
He wondered, briefly, if skekTek was angry with him—or jealous, perhaps?—but the Scientist regained his composure, grunting and turning around. "Come with me."
For a moment skekGra considered telling him he had an appointment to keep. (“With whom?” he could just imagine skekTek sneering. “The Ascendency, come to offer their immediate surrender?”) He quickly tossed that idea, and simply followed the other Skeksis with no comment. Mystics were supposed to be patient, weren’t they? If by some miracle the Wanderer got to the meeting point before he did, the thing could stand to wait a while. An entire ninet, maybe.
SkekTek, to skekGra's lack of surprise, led him straight back down to the Chamber of Life, and immediately began rifling through some books on a table. "You are quite certain that the Crystal addressed you alone?"
"I think so," skekGra answered, stepping up to the other side of the table and examining the mess of pages for himself. It all looked to him like nothing but meaningless numbers and symbols. "No one else showed up."
"Except the Emperor."
"Yes, but I don't think he was called. He didn't come until... after."
"After," skekTek repeated, settling over a book written in a hasty scrawl skekGra could not hope to read. "After the Crystal showed you something."
"That's right." SkekGra felt a chill crawl up his spine, suddenly realizing what the Scientist would ask of him next. "But—"
"And what," skekTek went on, "did it show you?"
And... there it was. SkekGra's talons grasped the edge of the table, and he stared down at them. Bandages still bound his hands, though the burns hurt a great deal less, now. "It... showed me..." He hesitated, unsure how he could put this in a way that would not make him sound like he was betraying his own kind, like he was going against his own Emperor, like he was a...
"Well? Out with it. Some of us have matters of significant importance to attend to in the near future."
"It..." He shook his head, and scraped his talons into the table. "It showed me my other half."
"UrRu?" the Scientist said, and skekGra tensed, preparing to defend himself. But skekTek only shuddered, making a sound of disgust. "...You wouldn't be the first."
SkekGra released his breath in a rush of air, trying to relax his hold on the table.
And then gave a start, knocking the desk and sending sheafs of paper flying, eliciting an irritated squawk from skekTek.
"What do you mean, not the first?"
"You ungainly blockhead!" skekTek sputtered, hurriedly grabbing up the papers again. "What do you think I meant?"
"I... have you seen visions in the Crystal as well?"
The Scientist let out a deep sigh, heaving his work back onto the table. "I experiment daily with the Crystal," he began. "Trine upon trine have I done so. And before I could pull the Crystal into my laboratory to study it here, I would visit the Crystal Chamber to examine it and learn what I could. Often I visited at night, when all other Skeksis slumbered unaware."
"And it... showed you things?" skekGra gasped.
"Indeed. There were times when I would see vague shadows within the Crystal if I stared long enough, and I was able to ascertain that these were not merely the tricks of unreliable, organic eyes." He tapped beneath his right eye with a talon. "Sometimes if I concentrated enough, I could force the Crystal to show me sights from the far corners of Thra, farther than even you have traveled, Conqueror."
SkekGra's beak gaped, and he found an odd sense of envy stirring up within him at the concept. What other civilizations lie on this rock? What other creatures that he had yet to see?
"I recorded whatever I saw in my notes. But the Crystal was not merely to be used as a telescope," skekTek went on. "Though I would have preferred it stayed that way. It seems the Heart of Thra has a mind of its own... of sorts."
Oh, more than you know.
"After some time, it began to show me something I had no desire to see whatsoever." The Scientist's lips curved into a snarl. "It showed me visions of four hands at work, performing experiments, similar to my own but... cowardly. Uninterested in the results. It showed me... the Alchemist."
The name seemed like a vile taste on skekTek's tongue, and he shuddered as he spoke it.
"Your Mystic," skekGra breathed. "The... the Crystal showed you your Mystic."
"Yes," skekTek grunted. "It did. Annoyingly often, despite my protests."
"Did... the Alchemist ever speak to you?"
SkekTek frowned down at the page before him, smoothing over a small tear with the flat side of his claw. "I heard that horrible humming racket from his overlong throat, and some mutterings, but the creature never addressed me."
"...How long has this been going on?" skekGra ventured, edging along the table to move closer to the Scientist.
"It went on for far longer than it should have," skekTek snapped, finally slamming his book closed. "I proclaimed to the Crystal that if he was all it would show me, I would personally splinter further shards from it until it dared not defy the will of its Lords any longer." The Scientist blinked. “After that, it ceased showing me images of any kind.”
"...I see." SkekGra took a step back. For some reason, his chest felt oddly heavy.
"If it is doing the same to you, you may be wise to put it in its place, as I have." He tipped his head. "Or let it go on. Perhaps it may show you something of interest if you let it have its way."
"Yes..." skekGra said, lowering his head. "That is something to consider."
SkekTek peered at him shrewdly. "And... this was all it showed, Conqueror?"
He nodded. "Just the Wanderer, nothing more."
"Hm." After a moment, skekTek clicked his beak. "It seems for some reason or other, the Crystal has put us in similar situations. As we seem to be the only ones, I suppose you are welcome to speak to me of this matter should it continue, skekGra." He swished his tail briefly, lowering his head. "It feels beneficial to... tell another of such things."
The sudden, palpable relief that swept through skekGra at this declaration almost took his breath away. The decision to confide in skekTek had been an uncertain one from the beginning. But now he felt that, at last, he had an ally—someone who wouldn’t mock, like skekVar, or pry, like skekSil, or demean and threaten, like even the Emperor.
“Thank you, skekTek,” he said. “That is… good to hear.”
The Scientist eyed him for a moment. “Of course, if you should receive… further visions, from the Crystal or otherwise, you must bring them to me forthwith.”
SkekGra’s eyes narrowed slightly. And now his one ally, the weakling Scientist, was giving him orders.
“Of course,” he replied, in a somewhat cool tone. “After all, you’re the expert.”
The other Skeksis’ face folded once more in a glare. “And you would do well to remember that.”
—-~~~—-
SkekGra had been dreading the walk to the desert. He longed to take a carriage or similar comfortable travel, but he could not afford the others to miss the transport when they were already suspicious of him. Especially when the Emperor had all but forbidden him to partake in any further conquests, for an indefinite length of time.
He passed quickly over the leaf litter and springy green plants that coated the forest floor, his feet taking practiced steps to avoid the slightest crunch on a dead leaf, his dragging tail and robes equally soundless save for a slight rustle that matched the wind. He breathed deeply, the chilled breeze bringing scents of the forest to his nostrils, his lips curling when he also detected the sour stench clinging to his own robes.
In a rapid change of his initial plan, he had taken the opportunity of being brought down to skekTek’s laboratory to slip into the catacombs—rather that than leaving the castle through the main entrance, where he would be seen by the guards as well as anyone else who happened to glance in that direction. Down in the labyrinthine catacombs below the castle, he was able to creep along undetected and squeeze out through the ancient Teeth of Skreesh carved into the cliff face, landing with a small splash in the slow-moving creek below.
This had come with consequences, of course. The dark, looming stone walls, the musty smells, the muffled echoes of running water and skittering crawlies that rang in his ears—it all reminded him forcefully of the Grottan tunnels. He had finally clambered out of there in relief, only to soak in the warm light of the suns outside and realize that the escape had left the hem of his robes drenched in foul-smelling water and waste flushed from the castle.
Wonderful, now he could trek all day through the Dark Wood and arrive to meet his self-righteous counterpart while smelling like a long-dead fish.
He rolled his shoulders irritably. Well, it wasn’t as though he and the idiot Mystic could think any less of each other. At least skekGra wasn’t planning on going out of his way to alert others about their communications, as the wretched Wanderer had last night. And as he was probably doing now. SkekGra scraped his nails along his palms, biting back the roiling ball of fury in his chest.
Imagine the creature making his ear-rattling howling noise right there in the Crystal Chamber, bringing none other than the blasted Emperor down on them and nearly getting them caught speaking to one another. Out of spite. He ground his teeth together.
Today they would end this.
The sick, anxious feeling that had taken up residence in his gut over the past few days seemed to intensify as the hours passed and he continued to walk, checking both his position and the time by the shape of the three Brothers and the angle of the shadows cast by towering trees. He was unused to traveling for so long by foot over mulchy, uneven ground, but he could at least be thankful that it wasn’t raining this time. He gripped his sword tightly, a pair of knives clenched in his secondary hands.
No beasts bothered him. The air was strangely quiet, absent of the stirrings of small forest creatures—likely too afraid of the clear predator stalking lightly through their wood, he mused. If anything dared show its face to him, he merely let out a low, rattling hiss, and it vanished again. He was Skeksis—nothing native to this forest could bring any harm to him.
His eyes darted quickly from side to side, lingering on the deeper shadows for the slightest movement or out-of-place form. There was, of course, one phantom known to haunt these woods that he did fear a confrontation with, and his grip on his sword tightened all the more. It would be best not to be out here after dark.
SkekGra’s breath seemed to come easier once the clustered trees and pines began to thin out and leaf dirt transitioned to grass, with rocky hills rising steeply to his left. Tall, reddish shapes stood out against the cloudy horizon, a pale, shimmering line in the distance. The light was dying—the first sun was about to set. He let out a sigh, shuffling one foot through the springy grass. At this rate he wouldn’t reach the desert before nightfall.
Suddenly he wondered if he had already been missed back at the castle. SkekSo and skekSil would almost definitely be sniffing around. He imagined them side-eyeing his empty spot at the banquet table tonight. There would be yet more questions upon his return. How was he to answer them? It was getting more and more difficult to come up with plausible excuses.
Plausible excuses such as ‘imitating a nurloc mating call,’ he thought, wincing slightly.
Steeling himself, he continued on, as the day’s warmth faded and the air began to chill his skin. One by one, the suns sank over the horizon, the three Sisters rising in their stead, and strange noises seemed to echo at him from every side. Chirps, low howls, rustling. SkekGra let out a growl, his long tail swishing the grass, and the noises ceased. It was only after several minutes of this that he decided silence was much worse.
The tense knot of anxiety in his chest now threatened to overtake him; his skin prickled, the spines on his back rising, his eyes flicking from side to side and struggling to make out anything in the darkness.
Was that the swish of robes along the ground? The telltale shwing of a sword being drawn? Had someone followed him from the Castle? No, that was ridiculous, no one among the Skeksis could pursue him without detection, not out here in the wilderness of his own domain, no one except—
Snap.
Heart pounding, skekGra whirled with a hiss, lips drawn back to reveal jagged fangs, and stood at his fullest height with his sword posed to strike. “Reveal yourself!”
For a moment, there was no sound save for the quiet chirping of insects and the wind stirring the scant vegetation. SkekGra peered through the darkness, sword at the ready, hardly able to distinguish individual shapes in the deep shadows along the landscape.
Then, a low voice spoke up.
“Careful… with that… Or you may hurt yourself.”
A lumpy boulder standing near him stirred, watching him with dark eyes and unfurling four long arms and a heavy tail. SkekGra bit back a shocked yelp, stumbling backward a step. In an instant he readjusted his stance and pointed the tip of the sword directly between the Mystic’s baleful, blinking eyes.
“You,” skekGra rasped, eyes narrowed in hatred. The cretin had disguised itself as a boulder to deceive him in the darkness yet again. “I’ve had enough of that trick!”
The Mystic’s brow furrowed. “What… trick?”
With a loud snort rivaling those of even the General, skekGra turned with a flick of his tail and hunted along the ground for stray branches and dry kindling. When the Mystic neglected to move, he snapped, “Well, help me build a fire! It’s freezing out here, and I’ll not talk until I can see my enemy clearly.”
The eyes set deep in the Mystic’s long face narrowed as well. “So… the murdering scourge of Thra… is afraid… of me.”
“Distrust does not equal fear,” skekGra replied, his tone clipped. He glared at the other creature until it finally obliged, bending down slowly to hunt for firewood as well. The two of them seemed to walk in spiraling circles around each other, both refusing to turn their back on the other. When they had found a few handfuls each, skekGra snatched the kindling from the Mystic’s hand and set to work building a fire. There were pieces of flint in his pockets, which he pulled out and struck. Nothing happened.
“Hmmm,” the Wanderer said, somewhat sardonically. “Perhaps you have… lost your touch. Especially since it seemed… this humble, lumbering Mystic… snuck up on you.”
SkekGra clacked the two pieces of flint together harder than he meant to, showering a spray of sparks across the ground but not managing to light anything except for the hem of urGoh’s robes.
“Not… again…” the Mystic murmured, stamping out the smoking fabric before it ignited properly.
SkekGra scowled at him, his eyes shooting poison. “It’s sneaked.”
The Mystic slowly looked up. “What did you… say?”
“It’s sneaked, not snuck. Idiot.”
“...Ohh.” The Mystic blinked. “I see the mighty Conqueror… has traded in his sword… for a far deadlier weapon: grammar.”
The jibe should have made him angry, and it nearly did, but skekGra almost found himself choking back a laugh instead. That was... quicker wit than he expected of a Mystic. But—no, what was he doing? He was talking with an enemy! With a growl, he struck the flint together again, finally igniting the campfire. Now that their meeting spot had a light source that was slowly but steadily growing brighter, he could see the amusement in the other creature's eyes—clearly proud of his own joke.
"Now is not the time for jests," skekGra muttered.
"For one who.... bears much armor... the famous Conqueror... has a fragile ego."
One of skekGra's claws scraped against the flint as he pocketed it, chipping its edge. "I do not!" But realizing he'd raised his voice, he cast a cautious glance at their surroundings, making sure a familiar phantom was not nearby. "That's not what I'm upset about," he went on, quieter. "The Hunter roams between the forest and the desert, and I'd rather we wrap this up before he rears his masked head."
"Oh." The Mystic stared down at the fire, his amused expression melting into a somber one. "The Archer's... shadow."
"What?" SkekGra blinked, then shook his head. "Nevermind, it would probably take you all night to explain." He leaned in closer, careful to keep the hem of his robes away from the flames. "We need to discuss what we came here for, and then leave."
The Wanderer breathed out slowly, embers scattering in the wake of his sigh. "And you think... we can take care of this... in one night?"
"I don't know! Let's just get on with it." His tail gave an impatient swish, and it unnerved him to see the Mystic's tail tip mirror the motion. "Do you remember what I told you last night?"
"Yes..." Now the creature's face fell, his head dipping. "I do not wish... to hear it again."
"Yes, well. That's our future, apparently." He leaned back, taking a seat on a nearby stone and frowning when a sharp corner of it dug into his leg. "Or did your vision say otherwise?"
"My vision..." The Mystic turned away from the fire, his gaze slowly traveling up to the stars. SkekGra followed it, but didn't see anything out of the ordinary. "I... saw the heavens... and I saw Thra."
"And maps?" skekGra tipped his head. "Didn't you mention that?"
"...Yes... and... maps." He lowered his head again. "I saw... the heavens... and maps... and—"
"Yes, we established that. Can you go any faster?"
The Mystic blinked, then slowly, slowly turned his head back toward skekGra. "I... can..."
Oh, Aughra's eye.
"...go... as..."
"Are you serious?"
"...fast... as..."
"As you like, yes, I get it!"
"I..."
"YES! I understand!"
"...like."
In spite of the consequences of the action, the thought of strangling the Mystic was quite tempting at the moment. The tip of his tail flicked.
"Now... as I was saying..." The Wanderer glanced up at the sky again. "I saw... the heavens... and the suns... close to aligning themselves..."
"The Great... what's it. Conjunction?" skekGra offered, glad to finally be getting somewhere.
"...Yes. That was... it. I also saw.... Thra... as a map. The Gelfling... civilizations... were torn away..."
An image of bloody battlefields flashed across skekGra's mind, and he blinked hard, staring into the fire to try to rid himself of the thought.
"But... later... the map pieces were... put together." The Mystic joined each pair of his own hands thoughtfully. "Not where they were... before... but grouped together... in one... place."
"...Is that all?" SkekGra reared his head back. "You got off easy."
"No... that is not... all..." Now the Wanderer parted his hands, and only then did skekGra notice that he clutched something in one of them. The Mystic held the object closer to his face, letting it glint in the firelight. "I saw... the Crystal... and... felt it."
"Felt it? What did it feel like?"
"Pain... emptiness... and... incompleteness." He thumbed the object in his hand, then closed his fist around it. "It is... fractured."
"You only just noticed?" skekGra snapped, only to pause—it was easy to forget that other beings didn't have ready access to the Crystal like the Skeksis did. "It's been fractured since you creatures left."
"Yes," urGoh said solemnly. "Have you... not thought... that it needed... to be healed?"
SkekGra hissed in a breath. No, because if it were fully healed, we would be unable to take in its power, and we would die.
"...It... never occurred to me," he lied.
The Wanderer gave him a hard look, and skekGra cleared his throat. "So... what, we're supposed to heal the Crystal?"
"Yes... and help... the Gelfling..." The Mystic's gaze hardened further. "Unless... that is beyond you."
"I'm not opposed to helping the Gelfling!" skekGra cried, indignant. "What do you think I was doing in those blasted caves?!"
"Murdering... innocents?"
SkekGra rose to his feet, all four fists clenched. "I spared them!"
"You... spared... two." UrGoh was shaking, and so was he. "Two... of the hundreds... that fell by your swords—"
"I KNOW!" he screamed.
He knew he had to be quiet, he knew he could be endangering himself if he was seen, but he could not stop, the words tumbling from his beak as he paced before the fire and before his other half. "You think I'm not aware of what I’ve done?! I killed so many! More than skekUng or skekVar! I made paint of their blood, puppets of their corpses! I did it with every creature I conquered! Every race! And when I'm not being repeatedly afflicted by sickening visions of the Crystal’s design, I'm seeing them! I'm seeing their blood on my swords, my claws, on me!"
And he rounded on the Wanderer once again, his eyes burning as bright as the fire between them.
"And it's because of you. You did this to me!" His talons clenched and unclenched, raised and shaking in rage. "Ever since you did—you did—whatever in Thra's name you did to me, I haven't been able to stop thinking about that stupid, rotten Gruenak I beheaded in those caves, or his mate and his child that saw it!"
His chest heaved in harsh gasps and his eyes burned in the smoke and heat of the fire.
"Does it bring you joy to know what you have done to me, Wanderer?"
UrGoh stared at him silently, unmoving, the fire casting dark shadows across his face and form. When he spoke, his voice was quiet. "You believe yourself... to be the only one... unchanged?"
SkekGra's arms lowered. "What?"
"In these few days... I have felt... more anger... toward you... and your kind... and my own kind... than I have ever felt... in my hundreds of trine."
The Mystic was, skekGra suddenly noticed, trembling again.
"I had not felt it... until you touched me."
"You were the one to grab me," skekGra said, but the rage had gone from his voice. He paused. "Is anger really so terrible?"
The Wanderer opened his mouth, but faltered.
"Anger at incompetence leads you to taking matters into your own claws,” skekGra continued. “Anger at others leads you to confront them. This is how the world functions." His tail swished one way, then the other, and he turned aside. "At least you don't have this horrible, nagging, endless... something... that keeps reminding you of—"
"Guilt."
The word ripped the air from his lungs, and he clutched a talon to his chest. "No."
But you've already known, something within him said. Something that sounded alarmingly like the slothful being before him.You knew it the moment you felt it.
"You feel... guilty... Conqueror."
"No!" he cried, his talons moving to clutch his head. "Skeksis don't feel guilt!"
"And urRu... do not... feel anger."
Silence hung between them, and even the fire seemed to quiet, sensing the gravity of the situation.
"We have... been changed."
SkekGra swallowed, his throat suddenly dry. "I don't want to change." He swallowed again, his tongue sticking to his mouth, uncomfortably aware of how much he sounded like a pitiful childling. "I want t-to..."
"You want to... go back... to killing?"
In spite of his words, the simmering anger was absent from the Mystic's voice this time.
Head bowed toward the ground, skekGra felt hollowed, bloody, raw; half of him heated in the flickering firelight, the other part, shadowed, shivering like brittle ice.
“I… I am skekGra the Conqueror,” he said, without looking up. His voice was a rasp. “For over five hundred trine I have wounded, I’ve maimed, I’ve killed. And now you come to me? Now is when Thra chooses to speak, to threaten everything I have ever worked for and achieved?” He whipped his head up, eyes flashing in the firelight. “My honor is already being questioned, ever since the battle with the Gruenaks where you decided to show your stupid long neck and make me—”
He broke off, breathing hard.
UrGoh the Wanderer watched him through narrowed eyes, unmoved. “I… was not aware… that the Skeksis had honor.”
SkekGra scraped his teeth together, letting the insult slide with no comment. “I am being watched, you should know. The Emperor is suspicious of me, the Scientist probably knows too much, if he chooses to speak. The General noticed my absences in two consecutive battles. SkekMal will hunt us both for sport if he finds us out here. And the Chamberlain will haunt my every step until he’s convinced of where my loyalties lie, either with the Skeksis… or against them.”
“And… where do they… lie?” urGoh asked quietly.
The tips of skekGra’s talons twitched. “I am Skeksis.”
UrGoh let out a frustrated huff. “Then this meeting… will get us nowhere.”
“Particularly since Thra itself seems to be calling our kinds to unite,” skekGra hissed through his teeth. There was an uncomfortable, fizzling silence, like the feeling in the air after a bolt of lightning strikes.
Words rang in skekGra’s head, as clearly as though someone were speaking them directly into his ear.
“What does Thra know of what it wants?”
“Well…” urGoh said, slowly once again, apparently weighing every word. “Of course… we are not doing… that.”
Suddenly, unexpectedly, a surge of defiance ripped through skekGra, leaping from his tongue in the form of a one-word demand. “Why?”
The Mystic stared at him with brows raised, the fire dancing in his dark eyes. SkekGra himself was just as taken aback by his own outburst, but he scarcely let it show, instead pacing back and forth in front of the fire again with his hands clasped firmly behind his back and his tail swishing over the gritty rock, brushing up against knotty tufts of grass that sprung up among the stone here and there.
“Have you been seeing them?” he asked, his voice harsh, his eyes flicking to settle on urGoh. “Visions in the waking world? Things…” he hesitated, but then forged ahead, “changing before your very eyes?”
He blinked quickly, preemptively, to dispel the images before they came, but they came anyway. The land through the carriage window ravaged and blackened by glowing purple veins. SkekVar’s face crumbling to dust. The Scientist bearing an empty, bloodied eye socket. Dark blood pooling from a strange wound on urGoh’s head...
The Mystic had his head tilted very slightly. “I… suppose,” he said, and he gave an almost imperceptible glance at the ground where his flickering shadow was cast.
SkekGra snaked his hand back out and pressed his talons to his chest, where his heart—or whatever shred of blackened tissue he might have in place of it—beat in an almost convulsive manner. “They won’t stop.” The certainty weighed on him like stone. “If we don’t do what the stupid planet wants us to do, we won’t stop seeing these… things.”
UrGoh stirred slightly, rumpling the woven coat on his back and the frayed cloak that lay over his shoulders, perhaps trying to warm himself up. “Then… they don’t stop,” he said, in a voice as nonchalant as though he had simply looked up to pass comment on the moons.
To outside eyes, it would almost appear as though skekGra had barely moved at all.
His talons were already dripping dark blood, his robes slightly singed and his face stinging like he’d been branded with hot coals, before he even registered what had happened. UrGoh looked stunned, his face now sporting long scratches that hadn’t been there before.
"No more," skekGra found himself gasping, the words like razors in his throat. "I will put up with this no more. We will agree to Thra's demands if I have to take you by your ugly tail and—"
"A Skeksis... aligning with Thra?" urGoh said, seemingly unaware of the blood on his own face.
SkekGra faltered. "Of... of course we align with Thra. We make Thra align with Skeksis. It does as we see fit."
"Yet now... you are bowing... to its will."
A shudder ran down his spine. He brought a hand to his face, smearing his blood across his beak.
UrGoh's tail dragged closer around his body as he regarded skekGra. "Perhaps... this will get... somewhere... after all." He paused. “...Ouch, by the… way.”
Shakily skekGra sank back onto the stone he'd sat upon earlier, impatiently dabbing at the claw marks in his own face. “Are you a pouting infant? These are shallow. They won’t even leave scars.”
The Mystic's brow furrowed again. “Hmph. As you… say.” He shook his head, tossing his mane. "I want this... no more than you.”
"Yes." SkekGra flexed his talons; they felt sticky with blood (whose, he no longer knew). "We'll... play along, for now. Only until that blasted rock leaves us be."
"Hm." The Wanderer sat back, staring into the fire. "And how... do we plan... to do that?"
"I don't know."
The two remained silent, skekGra's vision blurring as his thoughts turned inward, reflecting on what he had just agreed to.
He wasn't sure how much time had passed when he heard a strange huff. Blinking, he looked up, bewildered to find urGoh smiling into the flames. "What?"
"Oh." The Wanderer's smile faded and he blinked slowly. "I was... remembering something."
"Is it anything useful to our current situation?" skekGra mumbled, leaning his jaw against his knuckles.
"No." UrGoh shook his head from side to side, and the smile returned. "This place... reminds me of another fire I sat around... many trine ago."
"You don't say."
"I was with... Gelfling... for your kind had not caused them... to fear us yet." As the Mystic turned his head upward in memory, skekGra's gaze was downcast toward the ashes on the ground. "They were... telling a story."
As they often do. His vision grew unfocused again as he remembered the Gelfling battalions he would lead, and how the soldiers would tell each other tales to keep themselves entertained on long journeys. SkekGra had rarely paid attention—Gelfling stories were not nearly so interesting as his own conquests... or so he'd thought at the time, anyway.
"It was a story... of how the Gelfling maiden... obtained her wings..."
Snorting, skekGra shifted where he sat. Gelflings were the sole intelligent race with the ability to fly, a useful tactic in battle. He’d never particularly cared why the females had wings when the males did not. It had always seemed to have a strange logic to it. But something nagged at him and he blinked, lifting his head slightly. "I think I did hear that one."
"The songteller said... the maiden’s wings were forged... from hollerbats..." The amusement in the Mystic's voice was evident. "But the others... cut him off... and they argued..."
"Yes," skekGra said, his mouth quirking in a small smile. "The one argued that her wings were made from cragraptor feathers."
"And another said... his mother's version was..."
UrGoh fell silent abruptly.
Frowning, skekGra raised his head. "Was what?"
The Wanderer stared back at him, sheer confusion clouding his gaze. "You... were not present."
"What are you on about?" He straightened himself, the tip of his tail flicking indignantly. "I remember this. The Gelfling all got into a fight over whose story was right. And there was that little whiny one, who hadn't—"
"You... weren't... there..."
"Of course I was!" But now that he thought of it, why would he have been? Aside from the Makrak incident, when had Skeksis and Mystics ever met together peaceably? It wouldn't have been then, surely. He knew he hadn't been present for this incident. But then how...
Suddenly skekGra stared into urGoh's eyes, and urGoh into his, and all of Thra went still around them.
Something crackled up his back like electricity, and it chilled him, and yet... at the same time, there was warmth, warmth that had nothing to do with the fire. It filled him, more and more, until it was greater than himself, like nothing he had felt before...
No, he had felt it before. Trine upon trine ago, nearly past his memory, like he was... they were...
He blinked, and it was gone, leaving him empty and wanting.
The fire crackled before them.
"Oh," urGoh said simply, and his entire frame drooped, as though it had grown heavy. He was staring down at something in his hand, and there was a weariness in his eyes that had not been there before.
SkekGra realized he probably looked the same.
For a moment, he was tempted to look up into the stars, but he resisted, unsure what their light would remind him of and certain he didn’t wish to know. "Perhaps... this will take more than one meeting to resolve," he admitted, staring stupidly at the ground.
"That... seems likely."
Having nothing else to say, skekGra heaved a sigh. Finding his mouth dry, he licked his fangs, only to wince at the sharp tang of blood that he had smeared on his face earlier. With it came a sudden memory—one far more recent and that had nothing to do with the Mystic before him—and he rose to his feet. "I have to get back to the castle," he said hurriedly.
"Why?"
"The others will miss me," skekGra said, already kicking dirt over the fire. "Especially the Emperor.” Even this lumbering oaf must realize the danger they were putting themselves in.
"Thra... wishes for us all... to unify..."
"I know." The flames now put out, he began hurrying back in the direction he'd come.
Frustratingly, urGoh dragged himself alongside him. "I don't think... we should approach... the Skeksis... about this..."
Sickness churned in his stomach. "Of course not!" he snapped. "Do you think I have a death wish?" He wrenched his head around as he walked, his back spines prickling with a sudden anxiety. "Speaking of, keep your voice down."
The Wanderer lowered his head and his voice, keeping up with skekGra's pace oddly well. “But what of… the Mystics?”
SkekGra barked out a dry laugh. “By all means, if you think your fellow snail-crawlers can be convinced…”
"We must... arrange... a meeting with them."
"Fine! Let’s set it now, and then get away from me, before someone sees us."
UrGoh did not immediately answer, and skekGra lashed his tail impatiently—turning down to look at him, he found the Mystic studying his face carefully. Unnerved, skekGra faced forward again, straining to find his way in the moonlight.
Finally the Wanderer spoke: "Meet us..."
"Yes?"
"At the southern border..."
"Yes?"
"Of the Dark Wood..."
"Can it be anywhere else—?"
"...and the northern border..."
"Now what?"
"...of the Spriton Plains...."
"Seriously?"
"...where they meet the Black River."
"What?" He turned to look at the Mystic, but urGoh had already broken off in another direction. "Wait, why all the way out there?"
"You can... find your way... yourself."
"But why should—?!" SkekGra cut himself off; he was being too loud, and the Mystic probably wouldn't answer him anyway. Growling, he lowered his head, quickly rearranging his robes for what he would have to do.
In a few moments he had his robes tied back, and he lowered himself onto all fours, sprinting back toward the Dark Forest. This was not his preferred way of travel. His feet hurt from travel and his stomach ached for want of food. But the meeting had taken too long, and he could not be late for the Ceremony of the Sun.
Yet as he ran, his mind was not on what potential tortures awaited him if he failed to arrive, but rested instead with the strange, fire-lit meeting he'd so hastily left behind, and the creature he'd found himself forced into an uneasy alliance with.
Occasionally his thoughts were tempted to wander back to that moment, when they had gazed into one another through the flames with that spark of oneness, but he forcibly shoved it aside.
Characters: urGoh, skekGra, skekSil, skekSo, skekTek, skekVar, and more to come...
Warnings: A LOT OF VIOLENCE
Description: One was as vile and repulsive as his brethren. He murdered, and maimed, and reveled in it.
The other was as slow and indirect as the rest of his brethren. He hated his dark half as much as the others did theirs.
But who they were did not matter, for Thra saw its moment, and seized its opportunity.
Notes: HERE IT IS! This is the fic that’s co-authored by @jaywings and I! I’m really excited to finally start posting this. Hope you guys like it!
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Chapter 1: That Ancient and Most Sacred of Arts
Summary: In which the Conqueror shows off his painting and puppetry skills.
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The sky had been a dark crimson that early morning as the triple suns rose, a deeply foreboding sign for many.
For skekGra the Conqueror, one of the sixteen Lords of the Crystal and a regent of Thra, known far and wide for his prowess in battle, it was as if the very elements had already known the outcome of the approaching battle and were lamenting it.
He took it as an indication of great fortune.
SkekGra ran his tongue over his fangs, seeing it all again: the flashes of sunlight on the line of his army’s swords and armor as they crested the last hill and gazed down at the red-tinged Silver Sea lapping the shoreline, where their quarry had set up a last, desperate defense. He had arrived with two other Skeksis and a convoy of Gelfling castle guards and volunteers—a small battalion to be sure, but more than was needed for such a task as this.
"Can I get anything for you, my lord?"
The sudden voice made him give a start, blinking, the thick paintbrush clasped in his talons pausing in its careful application of pigment to canvas. He peered over his shoulder; a Gelfling had entered the room, looking up at him earnestly.
"Oh! Hm. Yes,” skekGra said, with a glance down at the dish holding his—for lack of a better word—paint. “Fetch me more water."
"Of course, my lord. It's good to have you back, by the way."
He nodded. Out of the corner of his eye he watched the Gelfling scurry away, before he turned his focus back to his canvas and dipped his brush in the bowl, swirling it around.
Some artists enjoyed charcoal. Others used clay, and still others delighted in pigments made from berries and flowers.
SkekGra certainly had his preferred medium.
On the canvas was an image of his own likeness—the first thing he always painted when beginning his personal works. Eventually there may be a few of his other Skeksis brethren behind him, just to stop their whining. For now, though, he would keep himself standing alone. Below himself, he was beginning to paint another race—this one short, stout, and hunchbacked. Their arms were strong, their fingers deft, but their strength and wit were no match for his. And in this painting, they would be depicted bowing to the Skeksis. To him.
"Your water, my lord."
Nodding briskly without looking up, skekGra set the pitcher next to the bowl that contained his congealing paint, ready to thin it out when necessary. His spines bristled briefly at the realization that he was being observed—but, noting it was merely the servant, he smiled and went back to his work. "Come on, you can watch if you want."
"Thank you, my lord." The Gelfling stepped closer, looking on in silence for a moment. "Those are…?"
"Gruenaks," he answered. "We hoped to... ah... ally with them. But they proved to be enemies of the Skeksis, and thus of the Crystal." He regarded the Gelfling seriously. "They have been dealt with, Vapra."
"O-of course! I would expect no less of the Conqueror."
His tongue poking out from the side of his beak, he retrieved a smaller brush—this one fitting neatly onto the end of one talon—and started in on depicting the Gruenak’s faces. He had to get the expression just right, exactly the way he remembered it. He could see in his mind’s eye the twenty or so remaining survivors of the Gruenak tribe in a loose formation down on the glittering sand of the beach, staring up at them with their eyes wide and terrified, lips pulled back over blunt, harmless teeth as they took in the might of the army that had come to meet them, framed by the blazing suns and the blood-red sky.
He pondered his easel. Should there be rain in the painting? The real battle had started off on as clear a morning as he had ever seen, before dark clouds rolled in from over the sea and obscured the three suns, and the heavens of Thra had opened up in a deluge. His skin felt clammy even now at the recollection of his robes plastered to his frame and giving him the appearance of a drowned fizzgig, his feet skidding in the mud and blood while his tail dragged through the muck behind him. Everyone struggled to fight through the storm; yet he managed better than all of them, cutting down any enemies that stood before him with his newly-sharpened blade, which had been whet with stones from the very mountains under which these vermin had attempted to seek shelter.
Oh, how he had missed this. After what seemed like endless trine of pursuing Arathim, here finally was an enemy whose face he could see. The Gruenaks proved far better foes than the Arathim had ever been. It was not, after all, so satisfying to squash a bug.
The rain had even given his army an advantage in the end, despite his commanders skekVar and skekUng taking it in turn to whine about it to him (oddly, the Gelfling had never complained, while his fellow Skeksis seemed to consider it a proper pastime). The Gruenaks, technologically-advanced as they were, had brought fierce machines to do their fighting for them. But many of the machines failed to operate in the rain, and the weaponless Gruenaks had been forced to make a stand on foot with whatever they could find to defend themselves.
The corner of his mouth quirked. The weaklings had no fight in them. It could hardly even be called a battle, really.
It was a slaughter.
The thought had come from nowhere, and the force of it shocked him to his core, making him catch his breath and pause in his work for a moment with his hand trembling. The Vapran Gelfling was alert at once.
“My lord Conqueror?” it asked, its airy voice tinged with concern.
“It’s nothing, Gelfling, I’m fine,” skekGra said, giving a quick shudder to rid himself of the unpleasant sensation. The Gelfling took a step back, still looking uncertain. It didn’t seem at all intent on leaving—maybe he should send it off somewhere. SkekGra wracked his brain for what the Vapra’s name was but came up with nothing. Well, he could hardly tell the Gelflings apart anyway.
He tried to focus back on the painting, which swam before his eyes. What in Thra had just happened? For just the barest instant he had felt it again—a strange hollow feeling in his chest, like someone had dug their claws in and ripped something out while he still breathed. He coughed, his throat rasping, and in a burst of frustration grabbed his thicker paintbrush and jabbed at the painting, leaving a dark streak where he hadn’t really intended to put one.
SkekGra glared poison at it as though the harmless mark were to blame for all his recent troubles.
“Are you… quite sure you’re all right, my lord? Is something bothering you?” the Gelfling asked tentatively. “Should I call for someone?”
“No need!” skekGra said sharply, forcing himself to take measured breaths and regain his composure. Whatever this was, he would deal with it later. “It’s only from a lack of sleep and a good meal, which I will soon have at the feast tonight.”
He took care not to look the Gelfling in the eye. For if he did, it might see that his mind was not, in fact, on the feast they would surely be having in his honor, that it wasn’t something that bothered him, but someone…
Hatred boiled in his gut. This must be from his influence. His compassion—a vile word that made him bare his teeth and let out a soft snarl of contempt—his weakness. The unexpected encounter must have affected him more than he’d thought. He needed to be rid of it.
Well, tomorrow morning he would rejoin the Ceremony of the Sun with the others and be purged of this sickness for good by the Crystal. Until then, he must betray nothing, must only give the outward appearance that the battle had been a conclusive victory, that all had worked out, that everything had gone according to the needs and wants of the Skeksis.
And that memory—the tail end of the battle, the brief period where skekUng and skekVar had been looting the bodies for spoils, and the Gelfling had regrouped to talk amongst themselves and clean their weapons, and he had been alone, or so he thought—that memory would be shoved to the back of his mind, where it would rot and be forgotten. It was over and done with, and would become entirely unimportant by the time the first sun rose tomorrow, and there was nothing he could do about it now anyway.
He needn’t concern the Emperor or the General with trivial matters. SkekSil especially should hear nothing about it, as he was likely to look far too deeply into it and end up causing more problems for skekGra than he had started with. The shifty Chamberlain had seemed eager to get in his good graces the last time he had been at the castle, as well, perhaps hoping for favors or spywork. At least this time he hadn’t seen a sign of skekSil since he’d arrived back at the—
"Conqueror!"
SkekGra bristled and the Gelfling turned in surprise to see another Skeksis in the doorway, his brilliant red robes standing against the shadows of the castle.
"SkekSil," skekGra acknowledged. By the Greater Sun, it was like he’d been summoned.
“You have returned!” the Chamberlain exclaimed as he crossed into the room. His eyes darted over the clutter of dusty canvases and scattered art supplies, his brow wrinkling slightly, but the tone of his voice remained sickly jubilant. “Apologies I was not there to greet good friend Conqueror. I was under impression you were not due back until rise of first moon tonight.”
“The battle was shorter than we expected,” skekGra said. Almost imperceptibly, he stood a bit straighter as he resumed painting, allowing him to turn and look down his beak at the newcomer. He was slightly taller than the Chamberlain.
“Ah yes, yes, should have guessed. Yet, no one told me you were back already. In fact—” the other Skeksis took in a whistling breath through his nostrils, squinting up into skekGra’s face. "I have even heard that friend skekGra has reported to Emperor without friend skekSil, hmmmm?" he said.
SkekGra’s talons clenched on his paintbrush.
SkekSil’s jaw parted in a simpering smile, which he aimed toward the Gelfling. “Your attendant need not stay, surely? You—Conall, isn’t it?—” The Vapra servant nodded, “—Go, please. Conqueror and I, we have much things to discuss.”
Conall the Vapra made a small bow to each of them, uttered a quick thank you to skekGra for showing his newest work, and hurried from the room under the Skeksis’ close watch. The Chamberlain, in turn, sauntered further across the floor, his eyes glinting in the light from the window. He craned his neck to peer at the canvas over skekGra’s shoulder and let out a satisfied hiss.
“Another successful conquest, hmmm?” he said. “How excellent! Is best if have all been eradicated, yes, lest Gruenaks’ dangerous machines be used against Skeksis. Though, it is almost a shame, if none were brought back as slaves. Would have made valuable servants, with such knowledge metal and machinery. And they are not talkative!”
SkekGra clicked his beak, forcing out a snicker. “Ah, they could have given you lessons.”
“Yes, of course,” the Chamberlain continued, taking a step backward; if he was annoyed by the comment, he didn’t show it. “But oh, Conqueror, why must I find out about Skeksis victory by lovely painting and not hearing for myself? Why was Chamberlain not present during report to Emperor?”
Turning away from the canvas again, skekGra flashed him a grin, letting the light catch his jagged teeth. “I don’t know, skekSil. Why was Chamberlain not present during battle with Gruenak? Hmmmmmmmm?”
The other Skeksis ducked his head and blinked owlishly. “Battle?” he crooned. “Oh no, no. Perhaps in light of own achievements, Conqueror has forgotten? Emperor strictly forbade me from going into battle, yes! Many trine ago! I am not fit for war! Am not strong like Conqueror or General, or especially Hunter. I would be viciously dismembered by Gruenak machines, or worse!”
SkekGra let out a light chuckle and eyed his painting again, scrutinizing the dark, drying marks for any areas of detail he’d left out. “Do not worry, skekSil, I jest, I jest! There are few Skeksis I would take with me into battle, and you—” he turned quickly and prodded the Chamberlain, who had ventured much too close again, in the chest with his paintbrush handle, “—were never among them!”
The Chamberlain let out a horrified, undignified squawk and checked over his outer garments for paint drips, though any spots would be difficult to see on his red robes.
"But really, I would have told you all about it if you had been there," skekGra went on. "I went to the Emperor as soon as I returned, and he didn't want to wait. I suppose we forgot to send for you." And you might have suspected I was hiding something in my report, Chamberlain. That sounds like you.
"Hmmmm. I was with Gourmand, making sure plenty food would be prepared for friend Conqueror's arrival. If only I had known had returned already..."
SkekGra’s eyes brightened. “The celebratory feast?”
"Yes. With roast nebrie, fresh from Podling village, special for Conqueror. I was hard at work with much preparations for skekGra!"
"Well..." SkekGra smiled. "I guess you'll just have to hear all about the battle at the feast tonight. I have a show prepared."
"...Yes," skekSil said, tipping his head. "Friend Conqueror is most kind and creative. Will see you at feast."
With that, skekSil finally stepped back out of the room, and skekGra turned back to his painting at last. He caught sight of the inside of his paint bowl and huffed, prodding the hardened pigment with a claw. SkekSil had kept him talking for too long—he didn’t understand the care that needed to be taken with this particular medium. Grumbling, he poured water into the bowl to thin it out again.
Blood had the annoying tendency to clot.
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This was almost his favorite part of any conquest: the triumphant return to the Castle of the Crystal, the welcoming feasts held in his honor, and the artistic treat he would be sure to give his fellow Skeksis every time.
Tonight his audience consisted of nine other Skeksis, mostly talking amongst themselves but a few watching him with expectant, beady eyes over hooked beaks. They all sat along the curved table at the front of the hall, waited on by bustling Podling servants while a small group of other Podlings hovered over the music machine in an alcove at the top of a set of stairs, waiting for skekGra’s cue.
He stood in the center of the room, facing the table with a covered object next to him, and cleared his throat loudly; the idle chatter died away and every eye focused on him.
“Fellow Skeksis!” he cried, brandishing his arms. “Podlings! Gelflings! ...Gelflings? Are there any Gelflings here?” He glanced around but spotted none, and felt oddly disappointed. “Have we stopped allowing Gelfling in the Banquet Hall since I was last here?”
“Gelfling made one too many derisive comments about our eating habits,” skekOk called out from one end of the table, in a clipped voice. “They were rude. Now they are forbidden!”
“It’s just as well,” skekSo said. He sat in the place of highest honor at the table’s center. “I did not get any joy from watching them scarf down their food, either.”
A few along the table let out creaky laughs. Seated at skekSo’s right side, the Chamberlain slowly stirred his bowl of boiled crustaceans and swamp weeds with the utensils on the ends of his claws. Though he wore his usual smirk, he did not laugh with the others, and his narrowed eyes were fixed on skekGra.
“Come onnn,” skekLach complained from the other side of the table, in the midst of hacking into an old handkerchief that had probably once been white. “Are we watching a show or what? Give us some entertainment!”
“Yes, of course! But first…” SkekGra made a grand, sweeping gesture with all four arms and a ripple of crimson robes. “Fellow Skeksis! Podling slaves, one and all! I present to you my latest work… the Conquest of the Gruenaks!”
With a single smooth motion he grasped the tattered cloth covering the object next to him and ripped it away, revealing his newest painting. A collective “Ooh!” issued from a few of his audience members’ beaks.
The finished painting—monochrome, of course—depicted himself standing triumphant over the vanquished Gruenaks, who bowed to his glory. Behind him he had squeezed in some of those who had joined him in battle: skekVar and skekUng, who were as similar as they were different and had squabbled constantly as bitter rivals, yet both fought like warriors against the enemy. He had even included a number of the Gelflings who had fought by his side (none of which could speak a word of Gruenak, of course—he had handpicked them all with that very requirement). The whole thing was likely his greatest composition yet.
“Why, that’s wonderful!” skekEkt exclaimed in delight. “Do one of me next, I want a portrait!”
There was a chorus of agreement as everyone clamored for a picture of themselves, to which skekGra bowed deeply.
“My lords! You must know these things take time! The arts are simply my hobby, not my greater role to benefit all Skeksis,” he said. “But if my Emperor wishes me to paint portraits for you, I will.”
All eyes turned to skekSo, who stroked the side of his beak thoughtfully. "Perhaps," he said, and the Ornamentalist clapped his talons in delight. “Once there are no more important matters to attend to."
"But of course, sire!" SkekGra gave a short bow. "Nothing is more important than bringing every inch of Thra beneath our Emperor's rule. And speaking of..."
A brief glance was all it took for the Podling slaves in the balcony above to begin beating against the instruments, producing a crude tune that slowly rose in tempo and grandeur (or as close as simple Podlings could get to such a thing). In turn, two other Podlings quickly wheeled out a well-sized, mobile puppet stage, which they then ducked behind.
With a flourish, SkekGra pulled away the curtains on the stage to reveal a landscape painting (disappointingly made with common pigments). Next, he swiftly produced two objects out of his pockets, keeping them hidden behind his back. “Behold the spectacle of my greatest show yet: The Conquest of the Gruenak, in puppetry form!”
The music swelled, and he showed the first object: an intricately detailed wooden puppet of himself, which he made to march onto the stage. With another musical flourish, he brought the second object forward—this one a marionette, the appearance of which made the majority of his brethren lean forward in interest, skekOk adjusting a couple pairs of his glasses.
Unlike the first puppet, this one was made of more... interesting materials: fabric torn off the garments of a Gruenak, and a body made of segments of carved bone, taken from the same creature (with a great deal of satisfaction on his part). Even if the others couldn't see these details for themselves at this distance, they were familiar enough with his artistry to know the materials he enjoyed working with.
“Pay close attention!” skekGra continued in a cry, really warming up now. “I’ll be requiring audience participation!”
Everyone slumped backward with audible groans.
What followed was a mostly unscripted, blow-by-blow account of the battle, illustrated with the standard, intricate puppets he used for every show (the one of himself, and two Gelfling puppets), along with the couple that he had put together during the carriage ride back home. He had his Podling assistants act out a few of the simpler, background roles, and also put them in charge of effects—which turned out to have been a bad idea, as half the time they forgot their cues and he had to work around their frustrating clumsiness. He left a few choice details out of his performance while ramping up others, keeping one eye trained on the Skeksis to gauge their approval.
A few seemed to grow bored as he carried on, apparently more interested in the nearest tureen of soup or other delicacies than in skekGra’s hard work. However, he glimpsed the shadows in the wide doorway behind him shift slightly and noticed skekTek slip into the light—late to the feast, as he often was, but drawn from his lab below by the smell of food and now watching the performance with rapt attention.
His production gradually expanded from the stage to making the puppets run along the banquet table, forcing a few Skeksis—namely skekAyuk—to yank their plates away from him with noises of protest. As his manikin self fiercely battled Gruenak machinery he attempted to have several Skeksis pretend to be Gruenaks and set up obstacles along the table, though the response to this was lackluster at best and downright contentious at worst, so he dropped that tactic.
“Ugh. Isn’t it over yet?” skekLach griped to skekShod next to her in a rather carrying whisper, while reaching out to grab something from the Treasurer’s plate. SkekShod growled and swatted her hand away.
“He’s giving himself too much credit with all this,” skekVar, sitting on skekLach’s other side, grunted. “I haven’t even been mentioned.”
It looked like now was as good a time as any for the finale. SkekGra spun around, twirling the train of his magnificent red robes impressively, and brandished his puppet self at his audience.
“The fight had lasted for hours,” he said, slowly making his puppet stumble over the table, a sword hanging limply from its claws. “Neither side could hold out much longer, and we knew we must end it. It was when the final brother had set over the horizon and the last vestiges of light faded from the sky, that we found ourselves facing the Gruenaks’ last, secret weapon.”
He had reached the puppet stage again, where behind his back one of his secondary arms slipped under the stage and retrieved a rough sculpture of wood and metal.
“An unnameable, unknowable creation!” he went on, his voice hushed. “A mechanical device the likes of which I had never before seen!”
There were startled gasps; skekGra had secretly flipped a lever that made the stage’s curtain apparatus collapse in on itself, in the same motion raising the metal sculpture onto the stage and whipping away from it in a flurry of robes. The overall effect was that the machine seemed to have appeared from nothing. A flick of his tail signaled the Podling operators behind the stage to crank the machine with their fingers, causing the thing to grind together, sharp metal jaws snapping open and closed.
Quietly making his way over to his seat next to skekZok, skekTek gave him a tiny nod of satisfaction. The Scientist had obliged to build the prop in exchange for blood and bone samples procured from the battlefield.
“Granting protection to the last of the Gruenaks riding its hull, it bore down on us!” skekGra announced to the audience. “One… hm… unlucky Gelfling fell victim to its horror…”
The machine gave a particularly savage snap; in the light, the mechanical parts seemed to gleam with splashes of pink and red.
He ducked down, raising up puppets with three of his arms—himself, a rough model of skekUng, and the rattling Gruenak marionette; the Gruenak stood atop the machine, its body language taut with savage triumph as it looked down at the two Skeksis beneath, who gazed up at it and then at each other.
“There was only one thing to be done,” skekGra said. “I must burn it to the ground.”
At the table, skekVar jerked his head up. “I was the one who burned it!”
“Ah, but, you see, the torch is in my hand!” skekGra said, holding up one talon.
A Podling lit the match for him, which he took unseen and transferred it to the hand of his puppet proxy with a quick movement. The puppet now held a blazing, miniature torch.
“For Thra!” he cried, his voice ringing in the cavernous room. “For the Skeksis!” And he made to toss the tiny flame onto the metal sculpture.
But his hands were empty, and were not his own.
He was standing in a dark, narrow tunnel; he could hear murmuring voices and saw three figures shuffling near him, looking tense and nervous, glancing over their shoulders repeatedly as though worried about being followed. They were Gruenaks, all of them, from the same tribe he had just purported to have wiped out. The ones he had been forced to let escape…
Words issued from his own throat, though he did not speak them. They were uttered in a deep voice, achingly familiar, repulsively familiar: “Go, hurry. You will be safe here. They are not following… yet.”
It was his own voice. But it was also not.
The Gruenaks pressed past him and headed on down the familiar-looking passageway ahead. One turned back to give him a last look—part grateful, part terrified; and its eyes widened slightly, mouth agape, as though it had noticed something odd about his face, a shadow of something lurking in his eyes—
Panicked yells brought him back to himself, snapping him back to his senses like he had been yanked out of deep water. His Podling assistants had abandoned the puppet stage and encircled him, crying out. Along the table, most of the other Skeksis had jumped to their feet, shouting or screeching with laughter, and skekTek was rushing back toward him with a soup tureen in hand, a hiss issuing from his beak.
Out of the corner of his eye, skekGra saw something flickering brightly. He turned his head, and his breath caught in his throat.
His stage was currently on fire, as were the hem of his robes.
“Fool! Curse your negligence!” the Scientist growled in a low voice as he reached skekGra’s side and doused the burning stage in soup. “You didn’t tell me you were going to light it on fire! I labor on that confounded mechanism of yours since before the first sunrise today and you incinerate it?” The fire had died down a great deal and he beat at the remaining flames with his robes, snapping to everyone in the general vicinity, “Well, help me extinguish it! Do we want to be consumed in a great conflagration?”
If the others had been laughing before, they were howling now, skekEkt going so far as to hammer the table with his fist and skekOk very nearly toppling off his chair.
SkekGra paid them no mind, stamping out his smoking robes and assisting skekTek in beating out the fire on the stage, biting back a hiss when the fire burned and blistered his hands.
Part of him relished the pain. The thought of that creature whose mind he had shared for a brief instant, his… other half… feeling this too was comforting, in a way. He felt sullied at the shared contact, corrupted, unwhole—
But that’s the point, a small voice in the back of his head whispered. You are unwhole.
He crashed his hands over the last of the flames, snuffing them out, and hoped urGoh felt every blister.
Why was this happening? And why now?
Next to him skekTek, panting, shook his head vigorously and stepped back from the smoking wreckage. No one else had rushed to help put out the fire—the Podlings still cowered away, and while every Skeksis was now standing, none had left their spot at the table. Most seemed to still be struggling to breathe.
“Er—the end!” skekGra called, and gave another low bow. He nudged skekTek, who, rather than bowing, just grunted and gave a stiff nod to the audience; then he marched back to the table to finally claim his seat, muttering darkly to himself.
“Another performance getting out of hand, I see,” the Emperor said, sitting back down and prompting everyone else to do the same. His eyes flashed with dark amusement. “One can only imagine what you’ll have in store for us next time.”
“It was a momentary distraction!” skekGra called back, idly fiddling with a piece of charred wood from the stage. “Humblest apologies, Emperor. It will not happen again!”
Only after he had spoken did he wonder if he could have gotten away with blaming skekTek for building a faulty, overly-flammable prop. Then again, the Scientist had been the only other one to do anything about the fire.
On skekTek’s left, skekVar snorted. “Wonderful time to be distracted. Handling fire.”
He seemed disgruntled. Perhaps he was upset that there had been time to build a puppet of skekUng, but not of him.
“Well I thought it was excellent,” skekOk said, leaning back in his chair with the light reflecting off every pair of his glasses, turning the lenses white. “A brilliant finale. I do so love when these shows of yours end in fiery disaster, Conqueror.”
“Which is every time!” skekAyuk laughed heartily, then choked and had to cough up a leg bone from his entree.
With the show definitively over, they all fell back into aimless chatter and feasting. SkekGra directed the Podlings to help him clean up the ruined stage, taking care to examine his puppets for damage. None of them had escaped unscathed. He didn’t notice skekSil slip away from the table until he heard the Chamberlain’s characteristic whimper emanate from right behind him, making his hackles rise.
“Are you very well today, Conqueror?” skekSil asked. He shifted his sleeve over his hand and gingerly swatted at a bit of the stage that was still smoldering. “Is not usual for skekGra, always so focused on task at hand, to be so… distracted. So… forgetful.”
“Yes, well, it has been a very long day—and night—for me,” skekGra said nonchalantly. “I suspect I’m merely tired. In fact, I may just take some food to my chamber and retire early tonight.”
SkekSil nodded. “Of course, of course! Tired from sleepless night on long carriage ride back to castle, yes? And from days spent fighting Gruenak war machines, with no rejuvenation from Crystal, yes, yes. SkekGra must have rest. Would not want to make further careless mistakes, especially in upcoming battle… against Arathim.”
SkekGra nearly dropped a broken piece of machinery and scrambled to catch it with one of his secondary arms. "What?" he cried, whipping his head in skekSil's direction.
With an obnoxious hum and a tilt of his head, the Chamberlain picked up the singed Gruenak puppet from the floor and turned it in his hands. "Yes, while friend Conqueror was busy preparing for puppet show, I talked with Emperor and General. Gelfling scouts from Stone-in-Wood came to us, told us of Arathim invasion at Caves of Grot. Poor Grottans have managed to fight back some, but will need Skeksis help, hmmmm?"
"You volunteered me?" His lips twitched, fangs gleaming. He would have said yes to the proposition regardless, but the fact that the Chamberlain had done this without his consent…
"Yes, yes. After all, I know friend skekGra well. Emperor knows this. And I know skekGra would be willing to aid Skeksis in whatever needs vanquishing, even if it is short time after recent battle!" With a stroke of his claws, he brushed the soot off of the Gruenak puppet's outfit. "If Conqueror can talk to Emperor about important matters without friend Chamberlain, surely he trusts me to do same."
"...Of course, of course." He snatched the puppet out of skekSil's hands, swiftly pocketing it. "I will gather the details and plot our course of action when the first brother rises."
With that, he took the handles of his mobile stage and wheeled it out of the room, leaving the Podlings to mop up the ashes on the floor. He hadn’t eaten anything at his own feast, but he’d quite lost his appetite.
"Good night, Conqueror," skekSil called after him. "I eagerly await your report in morning!"
SkekGra merely flicked his tail behind him as he retreated to his quarters.
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Everything the Skeksis owned—their castle, their outfits, their banquets—was quite ornate, and their bedchambers were no exception. Small diamond-shaped windows, a plush carpet on the floor, an enormous wardrobe (hand-carved by Gelflings—which tribe, he couldn't recall) with enough room to store a single outfit, and a massive bed with a dense quilt and several layers of blankets.
What separated skekGra's room from the rest were the paintings that hung on his walls (all monochrome, each a different shade of red, brown, or black), several canvases stacked up in one corner, a mess of art supplies (papers, charcoal, brushes, carving knives) scattered across the floor, and the shelves that featured his puppets—each depicting a different race he'd conquered. It was on this shelf he placed the Gruenak puppet, and by a blank space of wall he set his recent painting, to be hung up later when he had the time.
Which certainly wouldn't be anytime soon.
Sighing, skekGra began the arduous task of removing his layers of clothing: his armor, his collar, his outer robes, and so on, carefully placing each in the wardrobe. He examined the singed hems of his robes, thinking of repairs, but decided it wasn’t too noticeable.
As he changed, he kept his mind focused on the challenge he would face tomorrow: of fighting the Arathim, again, and of protecting the Gelfling tribes that served the Skeksis. He thought of the defenses of the Arathim, how he'd fought them before to drive them out of the Caves of Grot, of whether or not he'd be able to track down skekUng again on such short notice, and the strange and exploitable connection that the Arathim shared—harm one, and the rest cry out in pain with him…
So intent was he on focusing on these matters that he didn't notice he'd forgotten to pull one arm out of its sleeve before starting on the layer beneath it, and the two sleeves caught on his wrist, and pulled—
The grasp was as unexpected as it was strong when the hand flew out and caught his arm to block his strike, and the look in the Mystic’s eyes was unusually piercing; but urGoh’s sudden arrival at the battle wasn't what nearly made him drop his weapon in shock. It was the feeling, even through the layers of clothing, that bolted through him, like a sudden blow to his chest—
With a snarl he ripped all but one of the layers off, shoving them roughly into the wardrobe and slamming the doors shut. He grit his teeth, his breath hissing between his fangs, as he kept his talons pressed against the cool wood, focusing everything on keeping his mind away from that scene.
From that memory.
And yet he could still feel it, in whatever passed for a heart in his twisted body. One hand pressed into his chest, and it took a surprising amount of willpower to not claw at it, if only to give himself something different to feel.
After a moment he clicked his beak, shaking his head; he wasn't going to stand here all night, not when he had a battle tomorrow. But as he slipped into bed and began to drift off to sleep, the memories trickled back into his mind.
The low voice of the urRu, uncharacteristically harsh as he stood in front of the three cowering Gruenaks: “You... have done enough here today, skekGra. Leave these few... and go slink back to the rest of your kind."
The unfamiliar, vague sense of completion at the contact, when his light half appeared in the downpour and seized his wrist to stop his sword.
And for the first time since he'd taken this form, for the first time in hundreds of trine...
The feeling of guilt that pierced through his heart.
Rating: T
Genre: Friendship, Angst
Characters: urGoh, skekGra, skekSil, skekSo, skekTek, skekVar, urVa, urSu, urSol, urZah, possibly others…
Warnings: A LOT OF VIOLENCE.
Description: One was as vile and repulsive as his brethren. He murdered, and maimed, and reveled in it. The other was as slow and indirect as the rest of his brethren. He hated his dark half as much as the others did theirs. But who they were did not matter, for Thra saw its moment, and seized its opportunity.
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Chapter 7: The Shard Calls to You
Summary: In which the Wanderer must tell a story, and the Conqueror must heed a calling.
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UrGoh had grown unused to traversing caverns.
He'd done it a few days ago, but he hadn't gone far inside, and only stayed long enough to give the Gruenaks directions. (He tried not to think about what could have happened if he'd stayed longer, if he'd bothered to make sure they would be safe.) Ages ago, he had once explored the vast caves of Thra, back when he could travel more easily.
No longer was he young and swift as he once was. His body had worn down with age, his bones growing heavy and his legs tired. This did not prevent him from wandering, of course, but it was harder now to move in cramped tunnels, so these days he rarely bothered. Besides, he had never felt that the surface of Thra would run out of incredible sights to show him anytime soon.
Now, however, he found himself stooping low as he squeezed through another narrow tunnel, clutching his satchel close to prevent it from scraping the walls. These places were not meant for Mystics, that was for sure.
But then, Mystics weren't meant for Thra.
Once again, urGoh looked down at the false crystal shard, holding it flat in his palm. It still urged him onward, deeper into the caverns. Luckily it had led him around the sole Gelfling settlement down here—not that Domrak was particularly hard to avoid—so he needn't worry about being found... not by Grottan Gelfling, anyway. A deep sigh escaped him; he missed the days when Gelflings were unafraid of the Mystics. Perhaps those days would return with time. For now, he had to resume his quest.
His impossible-sounding quest to heal the Crystal. However that was to be done. He hoped this little shard knew, or would at least lead him somewhere helpful.
Finally the cave widened again, and urGoh was able to stand up straighter and stretch his legs, only to pause as something caught his eye. The air here was damp, as were the cave walls and floor, the entire cave dotted with glowing moss. Illuminated in the dim light was the silver gleam of still water, stretched out before him as far as he could see—a giant underground lake.
The shard continued to point forward.
UrGoh approached the water hesitantly. It was too vast, and too dim within the cavern, to see the opposite shore—if there was one. This was... not something he'd anticipated. He was aware that there were many underground waterways in the Caves of Grot, but he hadn't thought his path would cross any of them. He was the Wanderer, not the Swimmer. And while he had run into urSan on a few occasions, none of them had involved swimming lessons.
Slowly he lowered his head and dipped his muzzle into the water, lapping up a few mouthfuls to ease his dry throat as he considered the problem. The water was cold and sweet, but the chill of it made him even less inclined to attempt a swim. How was he to cross?
UrGoh squinted at the water’s edge, trying to follow it with his gaze until it faded off into darkness—the glowing moss seemed to trail to an end at some point. Would it be possible to simply… walk around the lake? Surely it couldn’t be that far to the other shore, and it would be much better than swimming.
Steeling himself, urGoh set off, the echo of his footsteps the only sound besides distant drips of water. The lake was unnervingly still. And cold—he winced when he unintentionally swished his tail into the water. As he roamed farther, the path of dry land he followed narrowed, and the world around him gradually faded off into blackness until he was left utterly blind. His heart thrummed with fear.
“This… cannot be the way,” he muttered to himself. He clutched the crystal shard tightly—much as he would like to check its direction again, he could not risk losing it in the black lake… and besides, he would not be able to see which direction it pointed anyway.
Chewing at his lower lip, he swiveled his head around to see the faint green glow behind him. This could not be the way the shard was leading him. It was too dark to make out anything, let alone whatever the shard wanted him to find, and the path was now so narrow that he had both right arms braced against the rough cave wall and had to edge his way forward, his tail now dragging heavily in the water. He let out a breath through his nostrils. Perhaps a few feet further, and if he could still see nothing on the far side of the lake, he would turn arou—
Without warning, the ground beneath his feet disappeared entirely, and with a gasp he plunged into deep, icy lake water, and into muffled silence.
The shock of the cold drove the air from his lungs and seemed to momentarily paralyze his body.
How deep was it?! He couldn’t tell—his head was far underwater, and neither his feet nor his tail brushed the ground. The cave wall was gone as well; he struck out to his right, where he thought he’d fallen, but his hands scrabbled at nothing. Panic flared in him for an instant, and he accidentally swallowed a mouthful of water. Which way was up? He had to get to the surface!
With three arms he struggled in the direction he hoped was upward, the fourth hand still gripping the crystal close to his chest. But he jolted to a stop, blinking.
He wasn’t underwater anymore. He was sitting in a dimly-lit room, long, bandaged talons clutching tightly at bedsheets; his eyes were wide and stared fixedly at the opposite wall, decorated with paintings and what might have been dolls.
Instinctively, urGoh tried to take a breath. Cold water rushed into his lungs.
In the room, the creature whose mind he was inhabiting let out a gurgling gasp and flopped over in his bed, rolling onto the floor with a thump.
“Stop—” he croaked, clambering unsteadily to his feet and lurching toward a wardrobe, against which a sword was propped. He grasped the sword handle and attempted to lift it, but collapsed. “Stop—now—”
With force, urGoh ripped himself away from that room and back to his own senses, struggling toward the surface with all his might. For an instant the world around him went dark once more and he could feel the water, before he again found himself in the bedroom, staggering toward the other side of the room with a sword in his claws, swinging it randomly.
“You’re—going to kill yourself to get to me?” he hissed, and dropped to his knees. “But there’s a vision—you- you idiot—I did what you wanted—”
At last, urGoh’s head broke free of the water into clear air. He immediately hacked up the water he’d swallowed and drew in a long, deep breath, the sweetest thing he’d ever tasted, his ears ringing with a shredding sound like a sword cleaved through canvas, and a last shriek in that harsh, grating voice:
“They still live!”
“Hey!” someone said sharply.
UrGoh, caught completely off-guard, nearly submerged himself again. As it was, he strove to keep his muzzle above the surface, but he was quickly coming to realize that keeping himself afloat was not one of his best abilities.
“You! What are you doing?” the same voice said. There was a whirring noise, and a soft blue glow seemed to appear suddenly in front of his face: a young, green-skinned Gelfling girl, cupping a hunk of glowing moss in her hands. She wrinkled her nose at him, hovering easily just above the lake water. “Are you tryin’ to drown yourself, or what?”
“Um… well… no,” urGoh said. He hoped his body and lower arms were well-hidden underwater. From the faint light he was finally able to make out the cave wall, which he clumsily paddled over to and clutched at gratefully. “What… made you think… that?”
The girl rolled her eyes, crossing her arms. “Because you were just drowning a second ago, weren’t you? What’d you do, try to swim across the tarfing lake? What do they teach you Mystics? You’d have to have gills to make it across this thing, you four-armed scald-skin!”
UrGoh, somewhat stunned at being recognized but evidently not feared, was left with absolutely nothing whatsoever to say to that, except a simple, “...Language.”
The childling set her face in a pouty scowl, which was probably meant to look intimidating. “I’ll talk how I like to brainless nurloc pups who think they can breathe underwater. Why in Thra didn’t you wait for urLii?”
UrGoh stared at the girl, shocked once again. “The Storyteller... is here?”
No other Mystic had seen urLii the Storyteller for many trine. They all knew he lived… somewhere out of the Valley, but he was even more of a loner by nature than urGoh himself was, and it was easy to almost forget he even existed.
The girl gave him an odd expression. “If that’s urLii, yeah, he’s caretaker of the Tomb of Relics, across the lake. Aren’t you here to see him? Why else would a day-walking Mystic come all the way down here? I’m betting you weren’t sight-seeing, and there are plenty of rivers to go drown in on the surface.”
“I… do desire to see urLii,” urGoh said. This must be what the crystal wanted him to do!
The Gelfling nodded. “Right. I was just with him to talk about how the battle went, and for healing advice. One of the lords was badly injured earlier, you know. I’ll let him know you’re here and he can paddle out to get you. Don’t go anywhere!”
With that, she left him in the dark once more, flying off with a speed and agility that urGoh hadn’t known the Gelfling were capable of. He stared after her mournfully.
Where did she think he was going to go?
Briefly his muzzle dipped beneath the water again, and he strained to keep his nose pointed toward the cave ceiling. Well, he could certainly go down, he supposed. He would try to avoid that. Unsuited for swimming as he was, he had little choice in the matter.
In the cold darkness of the lake he waited, not knowing how much time was passing, before he heard the gentle splashing of water. In the distance he could see some faint glowing—the Gelfling again, he thought, but if it was her, she was surely caring a great deal more moss. Closer and closer the glow came, until urGoh was able to make out a boat heading toward him... and aboard it, not a Gelfling, but another Mystic, dressed in a ragged cloak covered in glowing moss. In two of his arms he gripped a pole he used for steering his boat, while the other two gripped the edges of it for balance. When the boat grew closer, the Mystic stopped rowing and let the boat drift, peering over the edge to regard urGoh.
"What does this Mystic do here?" he asked, tilting his head. "You do not look like urSan."
"No, urLii... I am urGoh." It was getting harder to keep himself above water; his legs and arms and tail all ached, and felt like they had grown heavier beneath the icy water. "Please... help..."
"The Wanderer has wandered into a pool," urLii remarked, and drew the boat closer. When urGoh frantically reached toward it, however, urLii held up a couple hands, imploring him to wait, and maneuvered the boat until it was nearly past urGoh. "UrGoh should not want to upset the boat."
"The boat... may upset me..." urGoh grunted, grabbing onto the side of it and clinging there, "...if I cannot get on...!" He began to haul himself up, grateful when urLii reached out to help pull him up, the other Mystic skillfully managing to keep the vessel balanced. Finally he toppled aboard, where he sat at the back end of the boat, panting and shivering. "Thank you, Storyteller."
A flutter of wings caught his ear, and, teeth chattering, he turned to see the Gelfling from before flying after the boat. "What a mess you are!" she cried, alighting between the two Mystics. "Who taught you how to swim?"
"N-no... one?"
"That explains a lot."
“Young Gelfling has done well,” urLii said, taking up his place at the front of the boat and starting to row again. He let out a chuckle as though something had just occurred to him. “Oh, what a funny coincidence. UrGoh, this is Argoh."
The Gelfling growled, turning to kick at the Storyteller’s back with a tiny foot. "Argot!" she said. "Princess Argot, if you must know."
"Oh... i-it is... good to meet you," urGoh said, dipping his head in a nod. He wrapped his tail around his body in hopes of warming himself. It did little to help.
"Given how clumsily you fell in, I don't doubt you probably hurt yourself," Argot remarked, holding out the mound of moss she carried as she stooped closer. "I have some supplies with me. Was gonna take 'em back to Domrak but I could spare a few to help a blundering Mystic. Looks like you hit your shoulder good, and..." She trailed off, brow furrowing as she held the moss closer. Slowly her gaze drifted from his neck, to his bandaged hands, and back to his shoulder, and urGoh felt strange. He hoped she didn't assume he’d gotten all these wounds from falling in the lake.
"Argot has no need for that," urLii said without turning. "UrLii has what is needed just ahead."
Shaking herself, Argot stepped back. "Right. Well, I'll leave you both to it, then." In a second her wings were back out, and she zipped away, calling over her shoulder, "Try coming back for a dip in the lake in summertime, urGoh!"
UrGoh watched the light she carried until it faded off, then turned back to urLii, still shivering.
"Where… are we g-going?”
"To urLii’s home."
The cavern was growing lighter now, and up ahead, urGoh could barely make out a landmass in the distance. Were they reaching the end of the lake?
"But..." urLii went on, and urGoh turned toward the glowing moss that coated the Storyteller's back. "UrLii wonders what urGoh is doing here, so far from the Brothers' light."
"UrGoh is—" He cleared his throat and drew out his little shard once more. Even now, it still pointed straight ahead. It seemed he was going the right way after all.
UrGoh glanced down at the cold lake beneath him, and frowned. He decided that he very much did not like following directions.
"I... am not certain yet... myself," he said, finally.
"Then we Mystics must make certain together."
UrGoh nodded, though urLii could not see it, and both Mystics fell silent throughout the remainder of their journey. It likely wasn't much longer, but urGoh was absolutely certain he had experienced an entire trine go faster than that stretch before they reached the other side of the lake. Part of him worried he would become ill if he did not warm up, though he hoped not. He could not, when he had such an important quest to complete.
The land where they docked was covered in mounds of glowing moss, as well as teetering piles of other things urGoh could not immediately discern. On closer inspection, urGoh could make out boxes, swords, masks, armor, and mountains of other objects, all piled onto shelves so densely it was a wonder they hadn't broken. Or well, that they hadn't all broken—some had clearly crumbled away many trine ago.
"UrLii welcomes urGoh to the Tomb of Relics," the Storyteller said, gazing about the place with a faint smile on his lips. "Here are many items of Thra's history... kept safe by urLii, who remembers all of their stories."
UrGoh drew in a shuddering breath, gazing around him. "Truly wonderful... but... how do you keep track... of everything?"
There was a pause before urLii spoke. "UrLii is the Storyteller, not the Organizer." With an irritated swish of his tail, he busied himself with digging through a moss-covered chest that sat against a large stalagmite, away from the rest of the relics. He tossed a couple of rocks toward urGoh without turning. "UrGoh will start a fire," he said, and resumed his search.
Well, the other Mystic didn't have to tell him that twice. With a hum of acknowledgement, urGoh stooped to pick up the stones with numb hands and began to gather a pile of dry moss and lichen. At least this was something he knew how to do.
It wasn’t long before he got a small fire started on the shore. He carefully encircled the flames with his tail, relishing the warmth that soaked into his clammy skin. Behind him, urLii was doing something that involved clinking and grinding and a lot of chanting.
A healer's chant, urGoh realized. Being a lone traveler, he was well-versed in healing herbs and remedies, but chants had never been his forte.
"You could... teach me how... to do that," he said.
The chanting stopped. "Healing needs only the right herbs... and the right song,” the Storyteller said. “UrGoh may sing with urLii." He resumed chanting where he'd left off, and urGoh tentatively hummed along from where he lay by the fire, self-correcting his notes and pitch as he listened. The pattern was more complex than he was used to, but he strove to commit it to memory nonetheless. The two continued chanting, even as urLii shuffled closer to pour the medicine over urGoh's wounds.
UrGoh’s singing faltered and he let out a long breath, stretching out in the warmth from the fire. It soothed his aching, frozen limbs, and the healing potion was cool on his wounded shoulder. Though, as those hurts faded, a new numbness seemed to grow to overtake him, an icy shell forming over his heart that would not be banished by a tiny campfire. It took him a moment to realize that urLii had stopped his chanting.
“Hm… thank… you,” urGoh muttered. Vaguely he thumbed the crystal shard he still held clutched in one hand, miraculously not lost in the water. It had been leading him here, but why? A heavy weariness had settled over his bones, making it difficult to think.
The other Mystic shuffled back into urGoh’s view and regarded him. “It seems to urLii that the Wanderer has more on his mind than hurting wounds,” he said, and paused. “You do not care that your satchel is soaked through?”
UrGoh gave a start and shifted his shoulder, sliding his forgotten satchel out from under him. “Oh…”
The material had been waterproofed for rain, not for an underwater plunge. He reached in and scooped out a sodden wad of pulp that had a few short hours ago been carefully-crafted bark paper, dropping it by the fire with a grunt.
UrLii prodded it with one finger. “This not what troubles urGoh, is it?”
“No.” UrGoh sighed, forcing himself to sit up slightly with a wince. “I have little room… in my heart… for poetry… now.”
“A sentiment shared by Grottans, urLii has heard,” the Storyteller said solemnly, reaching out to wrap urGoh’s shoulder in a clean binding. “And by those not Grottan.”
The healing chant had worked fast—there was almost no pain in his shoulder now. UrLii examined the old bandages on urGoh’s hands.
“Hands need new dressings,” he said, and a slight smile crossed his muzzle. “Many wounds. I did not know urGoh was so clumsy.”
“These are not… my doing,” urGoh replied, feeling slightly cross. He set to unwinding the stiff bandages from his hands.
"UrLii sees," the other Mystic said, drawing urGoh's hands closer. "UrGoh's shadow has been causing him trouble?"
Shadow. There was that word again. The wrinkles in urGoh's brow deepened as he let out a deep breath through his nostrils, looking away as the Storyteller worked at re-dressing his burnt hands. He found himself staring at his own shadow, his real one cast by the fire, glaring down at it accusingly. And then he blinked.
Hesitantly he reached up to his face with an uninjured lower hand, feeling around the end of his muzzle. It was still round, and yet... why did the muzzle on his shadow look... pointy? Triangular? And his mane, disheveled as it may be, surely did not have spikes—
With a sharp gasp, urGoh jumped, lashing his tail and staring wide-eyed at the shadow. But it was merely his own shape, now—it did not bear the features of... someone else. It had only been a trick of the light.
He would absolutely need to sleep soon—now he was seeing things! But to sleep in a cold, damp cave like this, rather than under the wide sky and stars... well, maybe it wasn’t so cold now. The fire was doing its work, and he was feeling less chilled, especially his tail. Or... actually, his tail was a bit hot. He turned his head to regard it—he should probably move it away from the—
"FIRE!" he yelled suddenly, pulling his hands away from urLii and stomping on his smoking tail tuft, sending a few shocks of pain up his own spine in the process. As soon as it was out he roughly dropped back down to the cave floor, breathing heavily. To his utter annoyance, urLii was watching him with a smirk.
"Yes. UrLii was correct. UrGoh is clumsy."
"Why didn't... you warn... me?!" urGoh growled, flat teeth grit against each other.
Now urLii looked somewhat taken aback, but replied simply, "UrLii was not finished binding urGoh's hands."
UrGoh was starting to get a sense for why urLii did not stay in the valley.
The other Mystic tilted his head, a slightly hurt look in his eyes. "...UrLii does not recall urGoh being angry."
Ah. That. UrGoh looked away, suddenly ashamed. "I... apologize. It is... new to me... too."
"Then, this is what troubles urGoh?"
"I...Yes. No," urGoh began, before slowly shaking his head. No, no more of this for now. "It is… complicated. I would like... to sleep."
The other Mystic regarded him for a moment before nodding. "Very well. UrGoh will sleep... and then give urLii a new story upon waking."
That sounded reasonable enough. Breathing out a sigh, urGoh faced the fire once more, keeping as close to it as he dared. He watched as urLii stoked the flames, keeping them warm, and stared at the shadows they cast on the nearby stalagmite and the distant walls.
UrLii's shadow was thrown wide and indistinct against the sides of the cave, ever moving with the flickering flame. And yet... as urGoh drifted off, he could have sworn it took a more distinct shape—one sharper and more dangerous-looking than any Mystic.
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Darkness… a feeling like ice seeping through his robes, through his skin, settling deep in his bones... black water, surrounding him… drowning...
A tiny light glowing from the darkness, glowing moss… a glowing tree, a vine threaded around his neck, squeezing the life out of him…
A hunchbacked creature brandishing a tiny knife at him, its voice cracking as it cried, desperately, “Back! Back!”
A low, droning song—distantly, it soothed the pain in his shoulder, his bruised ribs and neck, his hands… but the noise burned, it seared his ears like fire—where was it coming from—?!
THUMP.
SkekGra jolted awake again, weak light from the first sun filtering through his window, and found himself sprawled on his own carpet with his sword clasped in his talons. He scrambled up clumsily, noting with a flutter of confusion that he was nowhere near his bed—it was across the room, and in a state of complete disarray. His bed covers were a tangled mess, draped off the side as though some incompetent servant had partially dragged them off and then gotten distracted. One of his pillows was shredded through, spilling downy feathers over the mattress. It almost looked like the scene of an attack, though there was no blood.
His grip on his sword hilt tightened and he cast his gaze around quickly, searching for a trace of any creature that might have made an attempt on his life as he slept—a Spitter loose in the castle, a traitorous Gelfling, or… or…
...or him…
SkekGra slumped against the wall, letting his grip on the sword slacken. His enemy had not been within the walls of the castle. And there were visions inside his head, again… Another dream. He closed his eyes against the images, massaging them with his knuckles, but it did nothing to dispel them.
“Curse Thra,” he hissed, opening his eyes again and scraping his talons along the rough stone of the wall. “For cursing me.”
Something caught his eye and he let out a sound of disbelief. Near him, his newest and greatest painting—his conquest over the Gruenaks—lay in tatters, savaged with a sword. His sword. He remembered now, lashing about in panic as water impossibly filled his lungs on dry land, and as a last resort he had cleaved his sword through the bloodstained painting. It was this that seemed to end the attack.
He had not returned to bed last night—he had slept against the wall instead, his sword resting on his lap, for all the protection it could give against an attacker likely thousands of miles away. He supposed he was lucky he hadn’t fallen on it when he’d awoken.
SkekGra stared at the destroyed painting for a long moment, his upper lip curling. What a waste of art. This all revolved around those accursed Gruenaks. What was so special about them?
How many of them had died for this painting?
With the now-familiar feeling of bile rising in his throat, he abruptly turned his back on the canvas and focused his attention on dressing himself haphazardly. His favored red robes were tattered but wearable (though they definitely needed mending soon). His armor, however, was dented in places and his helmet was missing, so in an uncharacteristic decision he went without. It was more comfortable anyway.
He did not look back as he swept from the room and into the corridor, heading for the banquet hall. Breakfast. Food and drink, to clear his head. And then the Ceremony of the Sun to restore his spirits.
He noticed immediately that he was up late—the hall was deserted, save for a few scruffy Podling-slaves cleaning up scraps from the table. SkekGra snatched up a few pastries dripping with glaze before the platter could be whisked away, scarfing them down. Their usual sweet taste seemed sour on his tongue.
“Lord Skeksis!” a Podling called from across the room, pronouncing the word with an “-ah” sound at the end in that irritating way they did. SkekGra swallowed hard, resisting the urge to spit the pastry back out, and turned to glare at the Podling.
“What?” he said sharply. The Podling-slave hopped across the room and came to a halt in front of him, looking like it was struggling to find the words.
“Gelflings!” it finally said. “Gelflings want see Lord Skeksis!”
SkekGra let out an impatient sigh. “Do you mean me specifically, or any Skeksis?”
In answer, the Podling confidently jabbed a nubby finger at him. “You Skeksis!”
Wonderful. “Agh, fine,” he said, and shuffled back toward the entrance to the banquet hall. Sure enough, he found three Gelfling guards—two Spriton and one Sifa—gathered in a corridor outside, the nearest permissible spot for Gelfling these days. They stood with bulky objects wrapped in clean cloths; seeing him, they bowed low, taking care not to drop their load.
“Lord Conqueror!” the Sifa said breathlessly. Her voice carried an odd accent that somehow made him think of crashing waves and salt crystals. “We hoped to catch you before your meal!”
“We have something for you!” one of the Spriton guards said. He was young, looking as though he could barely contain his excitement. Together the three guards pulled back one of the cloths, revealing skekGra’s helmet.
“We found it on the ground in the Caves of Grot, my lord,” the last Gelfling said. He seemed more refined than the other two, but no less eager. “We’ve cleaned and polished it for you.”
SkekGra took it in his hands and looked it over, surprise lighting his eyes. It was pristine.
“And your sword!” the Sifa Gelfling said. They unwrapped the other, much larger object and displayed another of skekGra’s swords—the one he had lost along with his helmet in the cavern with the Great Tree. The blade, like the helmet, had been wiped clean and polished to a shine. He placed the helmet on his head and gingerly took the sword handle, lifting it up. It felt… heavy. Much heavier than it had ever felt before.
“But you didn’t finish it,” he said blankly. His tongue seemed to stick to his beak.
The three guards glanced at each other. “Is- is there still a problem with it, my lord?” The Sifan asked uncertainly.
SkekGra couldn’t take his eyes off the blade. “This was drenched in blood. I can still smell it! Didn’t you clean this at all?”
He tore his gaze away from the sword to glare back at the Gelfling, and balked. As excited as they had been mere moments ago, they now looked terrified, as though frightened he would swing this sword in an arc and cut through their necks like—
A shiver of revulsion swept through him and he swayed slightly.
“O-of course, my lord!” the Sifa said, eyes wide, throwing herself into a bow. “We must have missed something—I’m so sorry—We’ll take care of it immediately—”
SkekGra shook himself, taking a step back. “No—no, I will take care of this myself. Thank you, Gelfling. You have done… adequately.”
The three guards, looking rattled, bowed again.
“Thank you, my lord,” the Sifa said, and the three hurried away to, skekGra assumed, their posts.
He shifted the sword hilt in his talons, staring at the blade as sick feelings stirred in his gut. “Some might say I own too many swords,” he mused. As he tilted the sword, the blade caught sunlight through the window and seemed to glint red.
Suddenly he didn’t feel like attending the ceremony this morning. In fact, he felt a strong urge to return quickly to his room, and stash this sword far out of sight until this was all forgotten.
---~~~---
Time was a strange thing to process, so deep beneath Thra's surface. Without the light of the Brothers or the movement of the Sisters as a guide, one unfamiliar with the caves of Grot could not determine what time of day it was, if it was day at all.
Such was how urGoh felt when he woke up, the cave around him as dim as it had been when he'd slept. Well... mostly, aside from the pile of ash that sat next to him—the remains of his campfire. So he must have gotten some hours of sleep. But whether it was enough to keep him going would remain to be seen.
As urGoh sat up and stretched, a musty, warm smell met his nostrils. Turning his head toward the scent, he spotted urLii heading toward him, carrying bowls in two of his hands. It was a different scent from the bitter herbal broth that urAmaj created in the Valley, but it was food nonetheless.
"UrGoh is awake," urLii said as he drew closer. "The Wanderer has slept right through the day. Perhaps he can now give the Storyteller a new story?"
Before answering, urGoh took one of the bowls, finding it to be filled with a dimly-glowing soup, and drained it. It had clearly been made at least partly from the glowing moss, and was sweeter than he had expected.
"Yes," he said finally, setting the bowl aside. "You... wish to know what upsets me." He shook his mane, afraid to look down at his shadow again. "It is half my shadow... and half this." Drawing out one of his hands, he held out the shard he'd been holding onto the entire time he'd slept.
UrLii plucked it out of his hand, turning it this way and that. "Hmmm. The Storyteller... may know a story about this. But first urLii must know the author."
"The shard comes... from the home of Aughra,” urGoh said. “I... sang to it... and it answered."
"Ah!" UrLii smiled, his gaze still upon the little crystal. "Mystics are not a part of Thra... and yet Thra acknowledges Mystics."
"It did." UrGoh hesitated, not certain how much he should tell urLii. No one would take kindly to the news he had to share. But then, urLii rarely spoke to any other Mystics, so at the moment he should only have to deal with one sour opinion. "It... gave me a vision."
UrLii said nothing, so urGoh went on: "Thra gave me... a vision... of a map. And the Crystal of Truth." Slowly he closed his eyes, remembering. "The Crystal... is cracked."
"UrLii knows this. Where does the map lead?" UrLii slurped noisily at his soup.
"Oh... it did not lead. It merely showed..." urGoh frowned. "It showed... the Gelfling tribes. And where they lived... and the map tore itself to pieces... and rearranged itself..."
"Interesting. Does urGoh think the Gelfling tribes plan to move at some point? Because urLii does not think the Grottan plan to leave the caves anytime soon."
"I... am not sure... what it means yet," he admitted. "I... think it may have something to do... with the Gelfling tribes... working together? Perhaps to heal the Crystal..."
"Hmmm." UrLii sat back on his haunches, setting his own bowl aside. "Healing the Crystal and helping the Gelflings... urGoh is surely not bothered by such a happy story. Perhaps urGoh is not telling urLii the whole story."
Well... maybe urLii was more perceptive than urGoh had given him credit for. "...Yes,” he said. “There is... another thing..." Hesitating, he looked down at his own shadow again, barely visible without the campfire, and found that while couldn't make out the distinct shapes... it still held itself differently from himself. He shivered. "Thra chose to show me something... strange."
"Strange?"
"Thra... seems to want..." A terrible burning welled up within his heart, even as he reflected on it. "Thra, who separated us to begin with... seems to want... the Skeksis... and Mystics... to unite."
"Oh."
UrGoh snapped his head up to look upon urLii again, but the other Mystic seemed neither surprised, nor horrified, nor angered. "...That... is all... you have to say?"
Lifting all four arms in a wide shrug, urLii cast his eyes upon the heaps of items scattered around the Tomb of Relics. "UrLii has studied many of Thra's stories, and come to learn them himself. They are all very strange in their own way—the tales of Gyr the songteller and his firca, the deadly islands bearing delicious fruit to lure in unsuspecting sailors… Thra's stories are always unusual... and at this point, nothing would surprise urLii."
For several long moments, urGoh held himself very still, looking urLii in the eye. "And... urLii... would take no issue... in standing with... skekLi?"
This finally made the Storyteller flinch. "I did not say—"
"Then why should I stand... with the Conqueror?" urGoh growled. When urLii did not immediately reply, he took a step forward. "The Conqueror... who bathes himself in blood? The Conqueror... who only travels so that he may find more to destroy? The Conqueror... who mercilessly seeks to slaughter the innocent... even after I have saved them—"
"The Wanderer... a hero?" urLii interrupted. "This is a story... urLii has not heard."
It was merely a distraction from a more difficult topic, urGoh knew, but he sighed. "The Conqueror sought... to conquer the Gruenaks. I rescued... some... brought them here... and yet..."
"Gruenaks?" urLii repeated. "A very interesting story you tell me..."
Before urGoh could reply, urLii was already turning around, heading elsewhere in the Tomb. UrGoh felt irritation crackling over him as the Storyteller ignored the point once again, and he followed after his fellow Mystic through the piles of what frankly looked like junk. "Hold on... I haven't... told you..."
UrLii stopped abruptly, swinging his long neck down one aisle of shelves pointedly. Initially urGoh opened his mouth to try to explain, once again, the point his fellow Mystic seemed intent on missing, but he found himself briefly following urLii's gaze.
And he froze.
Two figures were huddled at the very end of the aisle, against a stalagmite and between two shelves of artifacts, two untouched bowls of broth sitting nearby. One figure was larger than the other, but both were hunchbacked.
Gruenaks.
Specifically, two of the three Gruenaks he'd led here in the first place.
Eventually urGoh realized he was gaping at them, and his muzzle snapped shut. "How...?" he murmured. "I thought... I had seen the Conqueror..."
...The Conqueror...
I did what you wanted! They still live!
The words came back to him like a splash of cold water on his face. He hadn't considered them until now—he'd been more concerned on not drowning at the time—but it suddenly began to make sense, everything the Conqueror had been screaming at him during the brief, dizzying vision. The Gruenaks did indeed still live. Or... two of them did, anyway. The third, however…
He remembered the blood puddled among the roots of the tree.
UrGoh bowed his head. "I am... sorry," he said, unable to look the poor creatures in the eye. "I had... wanted you to be... safe... here..."
The creatures said nothing, only huddling closer together, and urGoh knew that no words would mend the deep wounds they had suffered.
Even if they had been spared.
He swung his head away abruptly, frowning at a dented metal shield on the ground. So what if the Conqueror had spared two of them? Did that make up for the hundreds, thousands of other creatures he'd slaughtered? Had he merely spared two to ease his own guilt, to tell Thra that he was good now?
But what Skeksis feels guilt to begin with?
With a rough growl, urGoh stomped away, heading back toward the ashes of the campfire. No, the Conqueror would never be anything but a murderer, no matter how many he spared on a whim during his bloodbaths. UrGoh would have nothing to do with him, whatever Thra said on the matter. He needed to get out of here.
Scowling, he looked down at one of his hands, confused to find it empty. Slowly he brought all four hands before his face, and gave a start, looking around for the crystal shard. Where had it—
A low chanting reached his ears, and he turned to see urLii holding out the shard, humming strange words to it. Now what was the Storyteller doing? UrGoh hurried over to him, suddenly worried that the shard would break. What did he think he was doing to it, anyway?
But whatever it was, it seemed to work (or seemed to do... something, anyway), for now the shard was glowing, emitting a faint, pulsating ringing noise. UrLii, done chanting, eyed urGoh as he held the shard out to him. "The Crystal of Truth... is not the only crystal... through which Thra communicates."
"And what... has it told you?" urGoh asked, taking the shard back and studying it. It was strangely warm in his palm, and glowing. The feeling of it seemed to calm the strange, foreign anger roiling within him.
UrLii gave him a look that urGoh couldn’t read. "That there is someone... who should speak with the Wanderer."
---~~~---
Candle light flickered over skekGra’s face as he squinted at his work, actively forcing his trembling talons to still. The darkness of the dead of night enveloped the glow from the candles he had set up so that he felt as though he was the only thing that existed, him and his disturbing creation that he fought to save.
The glimmering paint that coated the end of his brush was just that: dye, nothing more, made by crushing the inedible berries that grew near the river. But it was oh, so red. His mind was even half-convinced that it carried the putrid stench of death. But even the blood that he had painted with mere days ago held no such scent.
He had stitched up the tear with his best needlework, and pasted strips of canvas to the back of the painting to better hold it together, but with so much damage the image itself needed mending.
Sleep for him that night had seemed as far distant as the Field of Fire. He had found himself sitting on the edge of his bed in the darkness, still dressed in his daytime robes, his tail curled around his feet and his helmet clutched on his lap with shaking hands. At last he had given up all pretense of trying to sleep and had taken out his painting again with the intent to finish fixing it. He had already spent all that day on it, unable to focus on much else.
What fresh horror could possibly be waiting to befall him this night?
As if in answer to his question, a pinprick of sound chimed on the edge of his hearing, and his head almost involuntarily snapped up. What was that? It was like tiny bells being rung some distance away.
“Can’t be,” he said, his mind utterly blank. How could this be happening now? Now, with everything else going on? He knew what the sound was—he’d heard it before, though rarely.
The Crystal was calling.
SkekGra stumbled to his feet, setting the painting to the side and staring at the doorway to his room. The Crystal only called to the Skeksis in times of great importance, and it had never done so this late at night. The others would not take well to being roused from sleep so rudely. What could possibly have happened?
What if it’s about me?
Cold horror closed over his heart, briefly, before he forcefully shoved the thought aside, took up a candle holder and his closest sword, and hurried from his room.
The corridors leading down to the Crystal Chamber were dark and silent; he heard nothing but his own shuffling footsteps and the ringing in his ears. He paused, taking in the strangeness and straining his ears for any sign that the other Skeksis had woken. Surely skekSo and skekSil, at least, would heed the call, even if the others did not? Perhaps they were already down there, he convinced himself. Maybe the others were waiting for him. He quickened his step and soon found himself emerging into the dark chamber, illuminated only by faint moonlight and the pulsing purple glow of the darkened Crystal of Truth itself.
“Hello?” he couldn’t keep himself from calling out, uncertainly. There was no answer. There was no one else here.
The sound rang again, louder this time, and he focused his attention on the Crystal, moving closer to it. Once more the sound came, then it fell silent. SkekGra found himself standing directly in front of the Crystal.
“Hello?” he said again, this time with a touch of irritation. “What is this?”
When no immediate response came, he set the candle holder on the floor and paced around the wide opening to the shaft, glaring at the hovering Crystal. He stopped short, taking another look around the room to verify that no one else had come.
“You only called to me,” he said in a clipped tone, and his voice turned harsh. “You only called... to me.”
Again, there was no response. He hadn’t truly expected anything different.
“Why?” he hissed, baring his fangs at the silent Crystal. A flash of memory popped into his head, the sight of the great Crystal clasped tightly in metal claws operated by the Scientist. It didn’t look any worse for its ordeal, and at the moment he found he couldn’t care either way. He ventured as close as he could, his toes scarcely a hair’s breadth from the edge of the shaft, and spoke again. “Why call me? Hasn’t this world done enough to me recently?”
“Not… yet,” a low, familiar voice growled.
A cold spike of horror flared from skekGra’s heart and he stumbled backwards, nearly tripping over his own tail. He choked out a single word: “Wanderer?”
The surface of the Crystal swirled with light and color, and a Mystic’s face appeared, magnified tenfold and glaring down at skekGra with such intensity that he felt his breathing falter for a moment.
It’s a Mystic, he reminded himself harshly. It’s him, and this fool would never harm a crawlie. Moreover, this is a figment of your imagination.
He looked back up at the image of urGoh the Wanderer’s face. But he tried to kill me last night.
“...How are you doing this?” he asked lowly. He looked the Crystal up and down, gripping his sword tightly, but saw no ready answer. “And why.”
The Mystic was silent for a moment, his face rippling in the purpled Crystal. “This was not… my choosing,” he said at last. “After all you have done… The Conqueror is the last creature… on Thra… I would wish to talk to.”
“Then why are you?” skekGra demanded. He stood up straighter, wishing he had on his full robes and armor.
The other creature sighed heavily. “I have been… led here.”
“So have I,” skekGra muttered before he could stop himself. His legs cried with the urge to move, and so he did, pacing around the shaft opening again while keeping his gaze locked on the Crystal. The Wanderer’s face followed him from every angle, though the Mystic himself didn’t seem to be moving.
SkekGra found himself at a complete loss. He had never truly spoken to urGoh the Wanderer, never held a conversation with him, and in fact the only time in five hundred trine that they had encountered each other face-to-face had been the fateful Gruenak battle mere days ago.
His face hardened. “Do you even realize,” he said, his voice like brittle ice, “what you have caused with your stupid interference? What you have done to me?”
The Mystic’s dark, narrowed eyes seemed to reflect skekGra’s own anger right back at him... along with a similar feeling that he would never have expected to see in the eyes of an apathetic urRu. Hatred?
“Interference?” urGoh repeated, the word coming slowly. “What you would call interference… I call mercy… The very same that you… will never show…”
“Mercy is a weakness!” skekGra spat at once. His eyes involuntarily flicked down to his sword blade, which seemed to glow almost red in the light from the Crystal shaft. He swallowed; his hand shook. He hadn’t meant to grab this one. “...The Twice-Nine are not senseless killers,” he said, refusing to look back into those hateful eyes. “It is our destiny to rule across Thra. We would rather ally with its creatures than destroy them, but they sometimes have other ideas.”
He remembered the battlefield: sprays of blood, screams from Gruenaks cut down where they stood, even the little childlings and their caretakers, huddled in whatever shelter they could find…
“Murderer,” the Mystic growled from the Crystal. “I tried… to save them…”
“Those creatures were not yours to save!” skekGra snapped, though he felt a tremor of horror. He again saw a hunchbacked child crouching nearby, cradled by its sobbing mother and crying out for its father in a language he didn’t understand… “They deserved…”
The Wanderer’s eyes widened slightly, shining with a dangerous light. “They… deserved slaughter?”
“It’s not something that you would understand,” skekGra said, the corner of his beak lifting in a sneer. “But it hardly matters. They were spared. Two of them still live.” He paused thoughtfully, and looked up at the face of his loathed Mystic counterpart, his eyes narrowing. “But maybe I’m being too hasty, saying you wouldn’t understand. After all, you nearly drowned yourself last night, all to get to me.”
“That wasn’t… because of you,” urGoh said, then stopped and blinked as though he had surprised himself. It seemed too candid to be a lie.
SkekGra raised a brow. “Oh? What, then?”
“...I… fell in a lake.”
The two stared at each other for a moment. SkekGra fought to resist the bizarre urge to laugh.
So it hadn't been deliberate after all. The idea brought him a sense of relief, but it was strained by the fact that he was still in the presence of someone he would rather avoid. He could turn around and leave, but what if another Skeksis came in and saw his counterpart in the Crystal?
No, the Crystal brought him here for a reason. He would figure it out, and end this.
"Interference, mercy, whatever you want to call it..." he said, glancing aside, "it has done... something." Gazing down into the fiery shaft, he saw instead the dim glow of the Caves of Grot. "Something I doubt even you oh-so-wise Mystics would understand."
"Try... me," urGoh said, and skekGra looked upward, briefly alarmed to see urGoh's face grow larger in the crystal, as though he were leaning closer.
Shaking himself, skekGra straightened his stance, glaring at the dark face before him. "A tree spoke to me. And it... it gave me a vision."
UrGoh stared at him for a moment, then blinked, pulling back, as though surprised. "A... vision?"
"Yes. A vision showing Thra's eventual future." He brought his arms tightly against his chest, bowing his head as he fought to banish the terrible memories. He didn't want to think of what he'd seen, he didn't want to see—
“I… received… the vision… as well.” The words sounded labored, as though the Wanderer was reluctant to share them.
Snapping his head up to look into the Crystal, skekGra made to glare into the Mystic's eyes again, about to demand why he hadn’t spoken of this immediately, but the words died on his tongue.
Dark blood ran down urGoh’s face, originating from a deep wound bored into the top of his head.
“Not again!” skekGra shrieked, gagging and stumbling backwards. He nearly dropped his sword, and pawed at his own head with his other three hands, as though to reassure himself that he had no such wound.
"The vision... distressed you?"
Hesitantly skekGra looked back up to see that urGoh had returned to normal, just like the others had. The wound had never existed. On top of that, the Mystic's head was tipped slightly, with what seemed to be an amused smile curling on his lips. Suddenly shaking with rage (and... shame?) skekGra stepped forward, brandishing his tarnished sword at the Crystal. "Of course it did! What lunatic wouldn't be upset by those... those—?!" And yet still the Mystic looked amused. SkekGra hissed, mouth agape. "What is wrong with you?!"
"Oh…” urGoh said. “I did not know... the Conqueror feared... maps."
SkekGra blinked. "Maps?"
"Or was it the Gelfling... that the mighty Conqueror... feared?"
"The mighty Conqueror fears nothing!" skekGra snarled. But this was strange—yes, the Gelfling had been in the vision—he saw their demise. But would that not have distressed the nature-loving Mystic? And when had maps been any part of the vision?
"And what of you, Wanderer?” he found it in him to taunt. “Aren't you disturbed, seeing your precious Thra torn to bits, all life sucked out of it?"
The Mystic's muzzle snapped shut, all traces of amusement gone from his face. "What? No. I didn't..."
"Did you have the vision or not?!" skekGra cried, lashing his tail. "I know you saw through my eyes. I heard your voice."
"I did... but I did not see..." The Wanderer trailed off, his mouth opening and closing for a few moments as he tried to figure out what to say. Suddenly his eyes widened, and at the same time, skekGra realized what must be happening.
"We were given..."
"...separate... visions..."
SkekGra took a deep breath, trying to sort it all out, and before he could stop himself the memories of the vision came pouring from his beak—slowly at first, as he felt as though someone else were speaking, rather than him.
"I saw the destruction of Thra. The defeat of the Gelflings, the Podling-slaves, of all life. We Skeksis feasted and gorged ourselves on endless feasts and a strange new substance... and we rotted where we stood. Even in these past waking hours I have seen the General and the Collector crumbling to pieces, the Scientist with his eye plucked out, bloodied swords and puppets and paintings, and just now, you—" He stopped abruptly.
A silence hung between them, heavier than the weight of the castle itself.
SkekGra forcibly dragged himself back to the current situation, and harshly reminded himself of whom he was speaking to. "What did you see, Wanderer?"
The Mystic drew back, glancing aside, as though looking at someone else. "I... do not wish to discuss this..." he began, and skekGra felt his hackles rise briefly before the Wanderer went on, "...here. I should like... to discuss this..." He swallowed once, and skekGra could nearly see it trail down his counterpart's lengthy neck. "In person."
"What," skekGra said flatly, his beak dropping open. "I-in person? Why?"
"This is greater... than the both of us," urGoh said, staring into his eyes. "Greater... than you... or I. If we... are to solve this... we must meet... together."
Meeting peacefully with a Mystic. The very idea of it sounded almost... heretical. But the vision would not leave him alone. It returned to him again and again. Was he to go through the rest of eternity like this, constantly afraid that he might look up and see some new horror?
No. He would not put up with this any longer.
"Fine. Fine," he snapped. "We will meet..." He fumbled, trying to think of a place where they weren’t likely to run into other Skeksis. "At... at the border of the Crystal Sea, north of the castle. We'll meet there tomorrow, and end this."
"Very... well." UrGoh straightened himself, his image within the Crystal appearing frighteningly tall. "So... we shall."
The two regarded each other for a moment, neither of them moving. Finally skekGra clicked his beak. "So um. Get out."
UrGoh raised a brow.
"You heard me!” skekGra said. “We have our meeting set. I'll be there. Now go!" He waved his free hands in a shooing motion. "You'd better, um, get a head start." He glanced over his shoulder, half-expecting the blasted Chamberlain to be standing behind him.
"The Conqueror... seems... worried."
"Do you want us to be seen?!" skekGra hissed. "The other Skeksis won't be happy to see you here!"
"Won’t... they?" urGoh asked, and before skekGra could answer, he opened his mouth wide, his throat droning what was quite possibly the worst sound skekGra had heard in his long, long life.
Covering his ears, skekGra hissed at him. "What are you doing?! Are you nuts?" Still the Mystic went on, and skekGra raised his voice as high as he dared. "If the other Skeksis see us, I'll face punishment—and so will you!"
Finally the Mystic shut up, glaring down at skekGra. "I am not afraid... of punishment. I have borne... the same pains... you have... and I am not afraid... of more."
"You would be," skekGra whispered, turning away, "if you knew..."
The Mystic let out a snort. "I hope... the Conqueror... is not afraid... of our meeting, the way he fears... punishment."
"I fear nothing!"
He rounded back on the Crystal, but it was just that—urGoh's face had vanished. Staring at it for a few moments, he sighed, finally turning away. "Stupid lunatic," he muttered.
A loud clack echoed throughout the chamber, like metal smacking against stone, and skekGra froze.
He knew that noise.
"And whom, exactly, are you talking to?"
He knew that voice.
Slowly, clutching his sword as though it were his lifeline, skekGra turned around to find the Emperor himself facing him from the entrance to the chamber, polishing stone dust from his scepter.
For the first time in his life, skekGra fervently wished the Chamberlain was by his side once more—if only to help him talk his way out of this one.