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NO BUT THERE'S A DIFFERENCE OK AND HE KNEW WHAT THOSE DIFFERENCES MEAN!

"I'm in the pit" was me saying "I need space to think, leave me alone until I'm out."

"In the pit" was a statement of my location and activity, so if he called out for me and couldn't find me, he knew where I was: asleep in the Bottomless Pit

"Join me in the pit?" was an open invitation. an "I'd like you here, but it won't upset me if you decline." Like an invitation to get groceries together(when it came from me).

"Meet me in the pit?" was a request, me saying I wanted him there and would feel better if he was there with me. Like when he'd make an invitation to get groceries together. He wanted me there and would rather I did go with him.

"Meet me in the pit" became more and more common the more paranoid I got. It was for meetings and conversations I didn't want... Him to hear. Or anyone else for that matter. Stuff I wanted to keep between the two of us and off the pages He could read. He didn't like these ones much.

-Ford Pines #🟦⏳ (fictive)

(context: fiddleford x ford fancomic on pinterest lol)

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was NOT expecting the lack of my 6th fingers to give me dysphoria or whatever what the fuck is this shit -Ford Pines (fictive, gravity falls, #⏳⟳)

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Source trauma is... odd. Sometimes I'm able to joke about my source, sometimes I'm unable to front because of a yellow highlighter.

-Ford Pines fictive (Gravity Falls)

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"I suppose not a lot of people must've introjected or kinned the same character as me."

*Sees over 15 different posts in this blog about being him.*

"Oh."

(To be clear, this is not a vent, I find doubles to be an actually very interesting concept; I just was very surprised.)

- Ford Pines (Gravity Falls fictive)

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No, I feel the need to run this in deep, however I must. For myself or just for the sake of doing it, I don't know, but regardless.

I did not love my brother. I loathed him, and I do loathe him, regardless of any romantic feelings that existed I still DESPISED him.

I am heavily divergent from the original show, of course, that's no question. Regardless, I meant for him to be kicked out, I ensured that burn would scar deep, and when I was wiped from my own universes existence I was relieved I was free from him.

What angers me most is that he somehow still follows. I despise the concept of soulmates but with how he followed, even when I was no longer considered a real person and SHOULD have been wiped from that Mutts memory, he still followed me.

In the original canon, in the beloved show I'm supposed to be based on, he did the same God damned thing. Thirty years just to become a burden once more.

I can say I'm glad that, at the very least, my "Bill" began keeping him away from me. For once, bless Oleander for being a meddling bastard, and I suppose that continues on that we're both in the same System.

-Ford Pines (Fictive) (#666ASPD)

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I actually do NOT regret having my Stan kicked out, thank you, Tumblr. I explicitly had the argument while our parents were within hearing distance and awake, actually, and knew that our dad had a bag already packed waiting for Stanley to mess up. I do not regret that, and I do not regret any other harm that I caused him, thanks! Please stop showing me stuff about us making up. To that note, though, I do and did have incestuous feelings for him. This makes me regret getting rid of him LESS, actually. -Ford Pines (Fictive) (#666ASPD)

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Back to school. I don’t want to be there anymore. It’s not the same as it was. I’m scared. I’m not even going to pretend I’m not. Both of us are. We’re the only ones who can handle fronting right now. But hey. Maybe we can even things out. School was always our favourite places after all.

-Taka Ishimaru and Ford Pines (fictives)