#forever bitter

[badmoonshine]

hoping to do some happy bethyl edits at some point, but these two work so well with angst

[missisjoker]

[mldrgrl]

Sorry/not-sorry but if someone doesn’t understand your long, carefully plotted, drawn-out, nonsensical, mind-numbingly boring point (not one person!) then the fault is completely on your bad writing. Especially when you end it the way you end it.

[sanctimoniousplatitudes]

Just heard AppleTV picked the rights to Brandon Sanderson's books, couldn't they pick up Wheel of Time, too? He did finish the saga.

I'm still not over it being canceled, especially after season 3 which was phenomenal!

[alienrocker]

I want to hate him. I want to hate him so badly that it scares me sometimes. Not because things fell apart. But because after everything we shared, after everything I gave, he looked at me and chose to believe the worst of me.

That's where the rage comes from.

It's knowing I spent so long loving someone, fighting for someone, trying to understand someone, only to be reduced to accusations and assumptions. It's knowing he took my intentions, my heart, my grief, my mistakes, and twisted them into something unrecognizable. It's being treated like a stranger by someone who once knew me better than anyone.

Every accusation feels like its own betrayal. Every time he tells me who I am instead of listening to who I actually am, it feels like another door slamming shut. And I want to scream. I want to throw every piece of evidence, every conversation, every memory onto the table and say, Look. Look at everything you're refusing to see.

But then what?

What do I win? An argument? A confession? An apology that would only come because I dragged it out of him?

None of it changes the thing that hurts the most. I loved him. I loved him enough to be vulnerable with him. Enough to let him see parts of me that most people never will. And now I have to live with the reality that someone I loved that deeply can look at me and believe I'm capable of things I would never do.

That's the wound. That's the bitterness.

Because the anger isn't just anger. It's heartbreak with nowhere to go. It's grief with its teeth sunk into me. It's the humiliation of constantly defending yourself against someone who has already decided you're guilty.

And the more he insists on seeing me as the villain, the more I feel myself drowning in a rage I never wanted to carry in the first place.

I don't want revenge. I don't want to destroy him. I just wanted him to know me well enough not to mistake me for the monster he's convinced himself I am. And maybe that's the most painful part of all..that after everything, he doesn't.

[plxviophile]

we deserved that jess mariano spin off show

[lovebillyhargrove]

such pitch black tragedy that is billy hargrove's life

thank you, show creators, for reminding us of harsh reality - where children get treated like trash, and nothing ever happens

[varantthedruid]

Whenever I read Jaina/Sylvanas Fiction I wanna play the game, only to remember that they barely interact and Sylvanas is currently stuck in the Maw looking for her himbo...

All the lost potential...