#forever mine

[yesbruhimaunicon]

it was og fine shits birthday yesterday 🎂

love him to wattpad and back 🤞

[jnthvps]

📖; #ForeverMine 🩹

[megacrashcourse]

Subject: Paul Schrader Duration: 1 Week Reference Materials: Dying of the Light; First Reformed; Forever Mine; Light Sleeper; Master Gardener; Oh, Canada and Old Boyfriends Life Quote: "This intimacy could not have happened without this camera and this microphone.“ Extra Credit: Adam Resurrected; American Gigolo; Cat People; Dominion: Prequel to the Exorcist; Raging Bull; and Taxi Driver

[forevermoreyourlevore]

My Literature exam is in an hour. WISH ME LUCK 😭💙

(I have a fever rn too. I'm so cooked yall... I hope I don't get dizzy while writing)

[water-vanilla]

“He doesn’t think about you, the way you think about him”

[endlessnightmaress]

🎭 - The Auction

It’s hours later when Theo throws himself on his bed, burying his face in his pillows until he can’t breath and is forced to turn his head to the side. His search turned up nothing, obviously since he’s been applying for scholarships for the last 2 years. He stares hopelessly into the broken mirror that is leaned against the far wall. An idea comes to him as he looks at himself, it’s not the best idea but at least it’s something.

Theo grabs his laptop off of the floor, signing into it before opening up his browser. He types in the website that he’d overheard a couple of the girls in class talking about. It takes a moment for it to load and he nervously chews on the inside of his lip. The landing page is dark, sensual in a way that clearly portrays what the site offers. Theo takes a deep, calming breath as he presses his back against the wall and navigates through signing up for an account. Once that’s done, he browses through the site, taking notes of the things other people have written in their descriptions. He creates a page of his own before his nerves can get the better of him. It’s shockingly easy to do after he confirms that he is of legal age. He types a short description of what he's looking for and exactly what he's offering up in return.

His virginity.

He uploads a picture he took recently from the gym, centering it just to show his chest and shorts. Before he can convince himself not to do it, he hits submit. Theo is quick to hide the window with a different one and forces himself to focus on his upcoming assignment.

💍 - My Sun, My Moon, My Truth

Josh has always been known for the ragers that he threw as a human, and he’s still known for them now.

“Which is why I agreed to let him plan that.” Lydia arches a brow at the chimera, though he can’t see it with Liam keeping his gaze on him.

“And because I want all of your attention on everything else.” He eventually admits when the beta releases his jaw. Disappointment settles in his chest, but he pushes it down. It was something that had come early in their relationship, Liam taking control when they were at home. He doesn’t really know how it started, but it always helps him settle back down into reality. Whether that’s from a hard rotation at the hospital, waking up from nightmares, or right now with all of the stress of planning a wedding. Liam is always there for him when he needs him most, just like he is with the beta. And right now, he really could use Liam being in charge again. The chimera shakes the thought of his head and turns his attention back to the spread out notebooks.

“Have you narrowed it down?” Liam asks as he sits in the chair next to him, his hand resting on the chimera’s thigh with a firm squeeze. He hums softly as he grabs the three notebooks that he and Lydia had narrowed it down to.

📷 - Lights, Camera, Hickeys!

Another message gives him another video; Theo is slightly more bent over now and he can see where the thin, lacy white thong disappears between his cheeks. He watches, mesmerized, as he moves it out of the way.

“Mm, could have had this if you hadn’t run away.” Theo’s voice comes through his speaker, low and tinny. Liam pauses the video before he reaches over to his nightstand, grabbing his headphones off of it and connecting them to his phone. He restarts the video with his headphones in, making it completely private. It takes a second to reload, but hearing Theo’s breathy voice is worth it. He watches as Theo moves the string of the panties out of the way, holding one cheek out of the way as he teases a finger back and forth across his hole. Liam barely bites back a loud groan as Theo presses a finger inside of himself. He slowly thrusts his finger in and out a few times before adding a second finer. His soft moan played into his ear and he had to squeeze the base of his cock to keep from cumming too soon. Theo thrusts his fingers in and out, moaning softly in his ear as he did. Those moans soon change to whines as his movements slow. It takes a second for Liam to notice that the angle is wrong. He could go over there, press Theo over his dresser, and make him cum so many times that he forgets his own name.

No, he can’t do that. He can’t come up with a good reason other than he likes girls. Or at least, that's what he keeps telling himself.

🌹 - Red Lights & Red Ties

And there is nothing that the chimera can do to help him. The fear and memories keep replaying in his mind, memories that he had shoved down deep enough to never have to deal with them again. Instead, he’s being forced to relive them through someone else. Bile raises up from his stomach again as he watches the hunter leader shove her hand into the boy’s chest. The room isn’t soundproof and the chimera hears the wet squelch as she pulls his heart from his chest. He can’t tear his eyes away as the heart gives a couple of weak pumps before stopping entirely. Monroe turns her hand back and forth, staring disinterestedly at the organ in her hand. He watches her mouth move as she speaks, but he struggles to hear her over the panicked thumping in his chest. A hunter approaches her, but it’s not just any hunter.

No, it’s John.

They exchange a few words before they both turn to stare up at him. Monroe smirks before walking over out of his view to the wall. A speaker in the room crackles to life, startling him out of his terrified stupor.

“Did you enjoy the show, Chimera? Did it bring back fond memories?” Anger rises up in place of fear. “I hope it reminded you of where you came from and exactly what you are.” Whatever her plan is by bringing all of this, it works. Theo is too distracted by the things he’s seen and her taunting, to notice that John has come into the viewing room. The hunter grabs him from behind and it is only the instincts that have been hard wired into that give him the chance to react. He throws his head back, slamming it into John’s nose and smirking at the sickening crack.

👻 - Forever Mine

“You guys want to see this?” He teases as he snaps the band against his hip. The text to speech reads out someone’s message, but it isn’t from who he wants and he ignores it. Slowly, he eases the panties down until they slip down his legs and pool in his jeans. He glances over his shoulder as he grips his cheeks, pulling them apart and teasingly flashing his hole at the camera.

“Too bad you guys picked the outfit, I have a new plug I was looking forward to trying.” He presses a finger against his hole, biting back a soft moan as the tip slides in.

“Maybe next week.” He teases as he moves his hands away. He isn’t done though, he has the camera set up at the perfect angle to catch a teasing flash as he bends over to pick up his clothes. Once those are folded and set on top of his shirt, he picks up the body of the lingerie again.

[endlessnightmaress]

📷 📷 📷 college au thiam please 🙏

But camboy Theo sounds fun too 👻👻

📷 - Lights, Camera, Hickeys!

He opens the message, sighing to himself when he reads Sabrina's name. The picture is…lackluster – boring. It's barely a peek at the top of her breasts, dipping down into her cleavage before being covered by her shirt. He sends back a blurry picture of his chest, hoping she'll give up on this coy attitude or just stop texting him all together. It doesn't take longer before he gets another picture, better this time since he can see the pout of her lips and the lace of her bra. Despite his best attempts, his attention doesn't stay on her chest for long. No, he's much more interested in the pout of her mouth. He palms his half hard cock through his jeans as he pictures pressing the head against her lips, smearing precum across them until she's begging to have a taste of him. After a few moments he shoves his jeans and boxers off, kicking them somewhere into his room. He curls his fingers around his dick, stroking it a few times as he finds the right angle for a decent picture. After finding the right angle, he sends it before pulling up the picture Sabrina sent again, zooming in on her mouth. It's easy to slip back into the fantasy of teasing the head of his cock against her lips, her tongue slipping out to lap at it with little kitten licks. He groans as he continues slowly stroking his dick. A notification pops up on his phone and he clicks on it without looking to see who sent it. It takes a moment for it to load after he clicks on it, but when it does he has to bite back a groan. It’s another teasing kind of picture, but it’s the opposite of plain and boring.

👻 - Forever Mine

There’s one person that’s always in both the normal stream and his pre-stream chat. He’s gotten the most gifts from him and the highest level of praise from him. It always sends a shiver down his spine when the talk to text reads out his messages and Theo makes sure to thank him each time. He’s had to raise the donation level because of them multiple times, but it never seems to matter.

WhiteWolf always meets the donation requirements to get his messages read aloud. Theo’s been tempted to hold a small competition to see who of his followers would date the most in one night. He figures the reward could be something simple like getting to have a private one on one video with him or from him. Whichever they choose as long as he gets his money. Since he started being a camboy, Theo hasn’t had to worry about money, a job, or paying for his classes. He has a nice apartment, but he knows that if he finds the right person, he could be living so much more lavishly. For now, he pushes the thought away for now as he turns on his ring lights and signs into the website he’s been using for a little over a year now. He opens up the private room he has for the pre-show, turning on his camera as he waits for the room to fill with his watchers. It doesn’t take very long, but still he waits to see that specific username.

WhiteWolf has joined the chat.

Something hot and heavy settles in his stomach.

“Hi guys.” He gives a little wave to the camera, ignoring most of the responses he gets.

“I have another special treat for you guys, more for one of you than the rest.” He teases as he holds up the sleek black box.

“I picked this up today from my P.O box and it came with a little note. Should I read it to you?” He asks as he sets the box on his bed again. The chat blows up with yeses and please, some of them getting read aloud by the talk to text.

“Mm, I don’t know. You guys don’t really seem too interested in the letter.”

“Read it out loud for us, Pup.” A bolt of arousal shoots down his spine as WhiteWolf’s message plays from his speakers. He looks at the camera through his lashes, a smirk pulling on his lips.

“If you insist.” Theo opens the box and grabs the note from inside.

[endlessnightmaress]

👻👻👻 Untitled pretty please

👻 - Forever Mine (Previously Untitled)

If someone had told Theo that he would find it relaxing to be on camera and having thousands of people watching him, he probably would have agreed. He’s always loved being in the center of attention, loved having everyone’s eyes on him. With being a camboy, he has thousands of peoples’ undivided attention on him even when he’s doing something mundane like cleaning his apartment. Theo always spices it up though for the patrons that pay extra to join his private pre-video. Sometimes it’s by letting them watch him get dressed in something that one of them sent him; and sometimes if he’s in a really good mood, he lets them watch as he stretches his hole and presses a pretty sparkling plug in.