#forever unwanted

[battlingobesity1]

My heart really hurts lately, so I tried reaching out to a couple of people I'd considered close friends.. But they want nothing to do with me. So, this is great. I try so hard to be a part of people's lives.. I help them when they need a friend and I'm always there for them.. Yet when I need some comforting words, I get brushed off. Honestly, it's so heartbreaking and exhausting. I'm tired of it all.

[everybodys-fool-xx]

Story of my life

Strangers: " Omg you're gorgeous, beautiful, cute etc. How are you single!?" People in school: "You're ok looking." "I don't date black girls sorry."

[badass-boys-archive]

muns are marrying one another...except me.Wow this feels like real life ;_;

[chasingbarrels-chasingdreams]

a kara first; I was actually checked out this weekend:o

justkidding, they were thinking about how ugly I was.  

[jewish-natzi-blog]

I really need to invest in a new group of friends...because the group I'm in now doesn't even care if I'm their or not.

[fl-unk-blog]

I have this constant nagging in my head telling me that my friends actually hate me and I'm insecure enough to believe it and it's like the part of that Brand New song "do you believe you're missing out, that everything good is happening somewhere else?" idk that's just how I seem to feel 95% of the time

[hypn0disk]

Time for some last-minute drawing in preparation for my university interview down in Bournemouth.

If they don't offer me a place, I will probably cry from the overwhelming feeling of unwantedness that is radiating from both my social life and educational life.

Over and out.

[trytherum]

i need to stop living in my memories. the past is the past and i need to let go.