Happy Saturday Everyone! I’ve been doing lots of soul searching and it has been extremely difficult! Losing Abbie (my little family loving, Taylor loving , life loving 11 year old girl ! ) has been life altering for our family . 1,538 days since I last saw her alive , her last chorus concert was also that day , watched her skip into school with the end of the school year winding down and she was in 5th grade getting ready to leave elementary school and start 6th grade 2 months later BUT she never made it home that day , she never got to ride the bus to school , go to middle school , Hs , have a first kiss ,family etc... My fear is she will be forgotten.. It has been 4 years and still feels like yesterday but at the same time a lifetime ago since I could touch her hands, nose smell her hair ..: Abbie had written Taylor a note on DM abt 2 weeks before she was killed and I found it on her phone after the fact, she LOVED @taylorswift so so much. I took a screenshot of her DM to Taylor and it was so innocent yet Abbie wanted Taylor to answer her SO bad ! I didn’t know about this until after Abbie was gone and it just kills me ! One thing people say to me most often is “I was thinking of Abbie today and I turned on the radio or walked into a store and a Taylor Swift song came on.”🦋💔💜😇💫 🌈 I so wish I could know what happiness feels like again .. Be grateful for your life , appreciate everything you never know when your life could change in a moment and be forever altered like mine ... Love TS and her music , it’s bittersweet yet can make me feel happy if even for that moment ! The pic on the right is Abbie’s last Taylor concert ... She got to go to GMA for album release but was killed 3 weeks before tour .
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