I know I'm not the prettiest girl. I don't have the perfect body. My hair is never fixed right. My eyelashes aren't super long. My nose is big. I have breakouts a lot of the time. My neck is skinny and my collar bones poke out. My chest is small and my stomach bloats. My legs are fat and long. My butt is average, if that. My back is boney. And I slouch. But what is so wrong with those things? I may have a lot of ugly features but I also have beautiful ones. My eyes are pretty and big and blue. My hair is blonde and soft. My cheeks are full. My lips are nice. Sometimes I don't have as much acne as I do around my period. I have prominent collar bones. I have a small yet fulfilling chest with nipples that fit it perfectly. My stomach is most usually flat and my hips are wide. My legs go on for miles and when they're tan they are beautiful. My feet are small and cute. My petite figure makes my butt look good. My back is slim and pretty to look at even if it looks sad. I will never be the girl anyone pictures. I will never be the girl that someone looks at and thinks man she is beautiful. I will always have these features that are ugly. I will never be the girl with the perfect face or skin. Never the perfect body. Never the perfect life. This is why when I am dating a guy I try to hold on to him because he thought for a while that I was beautiful. A girl with such flaws is gorgeous and he looks at me with such wonder in his eyes that I never thought a guy could hold for me. That is why when I had you I couldn't yet let go. I saw all the passion you held for me but in a split second it was gone and I want nothing more than to have that back. Sadly I will not. I will have to settle for someone who does not see my beauty. For someone who does not see my perfection through my flaws. Someone who wants to use me just to say he did. Someone who cares nothing about me. I will have to settle for less and expect no special treatment of any sorts.
