Once again. Life is weird. On Nov 15th one of my best friends went missing. Her boyfriend didn’t say anything about it for two days until he involved her sister. I could speculate, but I have plenty of time to do that between now and eternity.
We pushed out information. About her. I pushed her face in front of every social media I could think of that would be able to see it. I pushed it on 5 local Facebook groups. 2 Reddit pages. I pushed it *hard*. Even discord groups that were local to me.
And now it’s bizarre to think today, on my friends’ birthday (she was turning 29). That she was found in a creek bed near a hotel, almost two and a half hours away from home. From her friends. That she took her last breath. And as of right now, they’re ruling it self inflicted. There’s so many details that doesn’t make sense. But I guess that’s the weird thing. It doesn’t have to make sense to me.
There’s a chance it will never make sense to me.
There’s a chance I’ll never get all the answers.
Only speculation. And what I think happened.
Hold your loved ones extra close. Pick a trusted person to be your legacy key holder for your phone. You’ll never know when it’ll be your last time seeing someone. Love them more. Make notes of memories and love so if your loved one has the unfortunate reality of having to use the legacy key, they can see all the memories you held significant and loved.
