GIRLS WHO LIKE GHOSTS - Chapter One
Dark! Ben Pointdexter x step daughter!Reader
SUMMARY - your mum died three months ago. no answers. so you made a list—thirty-five men connected to her. you’re crossing them off one by one. first name: frank castle. her first love.
CHAPTER SUMMARY - Y/N investigates her mother’s disappearance by targeting and crossing off men connected to her past, using manipulation and staged arrests to move closer to the truth. At home, she clashes with her stepfather Benjamin Poindexter, a detective torn between protecting her and failing to solve the case. TW - dark themes, violence, gun violence, blood, death, murder, mentions of past abuse, manipulation, deception, stalking, kidnapping (framed), police involvement, false accusations, morally grey characters, toxic relationships, grief, trauma, identity issues, obsession, revenge, incest, father x daugther... AUTHORS NOTE - sooo uh, I have to be honest if you don't like father x daughter ships do not read. Minor dni.
The bathroom fan rattles overhead as I steady my elbow against the sink.
The eyeliner goes on first. A thin line across each lid, then a sharper wing than I'd normally wear. I wipe away a mistake with the corner of a tissue and try again.
Better. Foundation next. Lipstick after that. Not because I like it but because she would've worn it.
The curling iron cools beside the sink, its cord twisted around itself. I unplug it before smoothing my hair one last time. The motel bathroom is cramped enough that my elbow keeps knocking the towel rack.
I study my reflection. Close but not perfect.
The scar running down the center of my chest will make sure of that.
I tug the dress down over my hips. It isn't something I'd ever choose for myself, but that's the point. Nothing about tonight is supposed to look like me.
I leave the bathroom.
The television murmurs in the background. The only lamp in the room casts a dull yellow light over the bed, where he's already waiting.
He looks up as soon as I step out. "There you are."
"You've been waiting long?"
"A couple minutes."
His eyes travel over me before settling back on my face. "You look different."
"I tried something new."
"It suits you."
I smile politely. "So..."
He pats the mattress beside him. "Come here."
Instead, I stop a few feet away. The zipper slides down my back with a quiet metallic rasp. His expression doesn't change until the dress slips from one shoulder. Then he notices it.
The scar.
A small crease forms between his eyebrows."...I don't remember that."
I look down as though I'd forgotten it was there. "This?"
"You didn't have that before."
"I've always had it."
He studies me harder now. "No..." His voice loses some of its certainty. "No, that's not right."
"What isn't?"
"You..." He frowns. "You seem younger."
I don't answer. He takes another step closer, looking at my face instead of my body now, trying to fit pieces together that don't belong. "I know you."
"So you keep saying."
"No..." His breathing slows. "You remind me of..."
He stops as I watch the realisation arrive. Not all at once. Bit by bit.
"...my mother?" I smile. "I get that a lot."
His face drains of colour. "...Y/N?"
"Bullseye."
He stares. "You're only—"
"twenty one."
For half a second, neither of us moves. Then I stumble backward, my expression collapsing into panic. "Who are you?" My voice cracks. "Stay away from me!"
I hit the wall hard enough to make it sound real. "I want my mom!" I scream. "Help!"
The door bursts open and its the Police. Everything happens in seconds.
Two officers seize him before he can react, forcing him onto the floor.
"Wait!" he shouts. "She's lying!"
No one pays him much attention.
From where they're standing, it looks simple enough: a frightened teenager in a motel room with a man under investigation for arranging prostitution.
He never has the chance to explain.
I slide down the wall, burying my face in my hands while the room fills with shouted commands, handcuffs clicking shut, and heavy footsteps disappearing into the hallway.
Eventually the noise fades and someone kneels beside me.
"Hey." A woman's voice, gentle. "He's gone."
I let another shaky breath escape before lowering my hands. "Is he...?"
"He's in custody."
I nod weakly.
"You're safe now."
Safe.
My eyes drift toward the dark television across the room. In the black screen, my reflection stares back. Close but still not close enough.
The scar catches the light as my fingers brush over it.
The officer keeps talking, asking if I need water, if there's anyone she can call.
I barely hear her.
Three months. Three months since my mother disappeared without a trace. Three months waiting for someone else to do something.
I stopped waiting. Tonight wasn't revenge. It wasn't even justice, it was a beginning.
One name crossed off.
I let the officer help me to my feet, keeping my expression shaken as she guides me toward the door.
Inside, I'm already thinking about the next name.
The first time I notice the car, I tell myself it's nothing. It turns when I turn. It could be coincidence.
At the next intersection, I cross without looking at the lights. The sedan follows a few seconds later. Maybe not.
I keep walking. Same pace. Hands in my pockets. Every shop window becomes a mirror.
Still there's the Dark sedan. Three car lengths back, it's still there. I take another left. Then a right. So does it.
"Seriously?"
I don't wait to find out.
Instead of heading toward my apartment, I cut across the street and slip between two parked vans.
A narrow alley opens onto the next block. I take it without slowing, then duck through a side lane that feeds back onto the main road.
The engine doesn't follow. I don't hear tires. I don't hear doors opening. By the time I stop behind a brick building, all I hear is my own breathing.
I stay there another minute anyway.
Just in case.
I don't go home the usual way. I circle the block, double back once, then climb the fire escape behind the apartment building.
The metal ladder rattles under my shoes.
The kitchen window is unlocked, good. So I climb inside.
The apartment smells faintly of reheated pasta.
Dex is standing at the sink with his back to me, scraping untouched food into the bin. My plate.
He must've made dinner hours ago. "You missed Dinner," he says without turning around.
"I noticed."
He rinses the plate before setting it in the sink. "Where were you?"
"Out."
"Doing what?"
"Seeing friends."
Only then does he look over. His expression barely changes, but his eyes settle on me for a second longer than usual. "You have a curfew, baby girl."
I pull my jacket off. "Don't call me that."
"It's a nickname."
"I hate it."
"You've hated it for years."
"And yet you keep using it."
He dries his hands on a towel. "I'm your stepdad."
"No." I meet his eyes. "You're my mum's husband."
A flicker crosses his face. "You know what I mean."
Silence stretches between us. Then I ask the question that's been sitting in my chest for months. "It's been three months."
He doesn't answer.
"You're a detective."
Still nothing.
"So why haven't you found her?"
His shoulders tense. "We're trying."
"We?"
"The department."
I let out a quiet laugh. "That's comforting."
He folds the dish towel over the oven handle with more care than it needs. "I loved your mother."
The words seem to surprise even him because my head snaps up. "Loved?"
He blinks, realizing what he said. "I—" Too late.
"You said loved."
"I didn't mean it like that."
I take a step closer. "Then how did you mean it?"
He doesn't answer.
"Either you stopped believing she's coming home..." I say quietly, "...or you already know she isn't."
He folds the towel neatly over the oven handle. "It's not as simple as you think."
"No?"
I step farther into the kitchen. "Because from where I'm standing, it looks like everyone's given up."
"I haven't."
The television drones quietly from the living room. "...police continue searching for information regarding the vigilante known as Bullseye..."
I glance toward the screen. "He's on the news again?"
Dex reaches for the remote. "Don't worry about him."
"I wasn't."
He switches the television off and the apartment falls quiet. "You came in through the fire escape."
I look back at him. "So?"
"You never use it."
"I didn't want to wake you."
"That's not why."
It isn't a question so I fold my arms. "You keeping tabs on me now?"
He doesn't answer immediately. Long enough that I notice. "No."
One word, flat and unconvincing. "You sure?" His jaw tightens. "Where were you?"
"I told you."
"You lied."
I hold his gaze. "No."
"You did."
For a moment neither of us says anything. Finally he exhales. "You're grounded."
I blink.
"I'm twenty one."
"I'm aware."
"I graduate this year."
"I'm aware of that too."
"So what's the point?"
"The point," he says evenly, "is keeping you alive until then." Something about the way he says it makes me pause. Not angry, not dramatic. Just matter-of-fact. Like it's a promise he's made to himself.
I look away first. "Whatever."
I grab my bag from beside the counter. As I reach my bedroom door, his voice follows me. "I'm serious."
"So am I." The door closes behind me with a click. Not loud. Just enough to end the conversation.
I close my bedroom door behind me and wait. No footsteps, no knock. Just the apartment settling around me.
I cross to the wardrobe and push aside a row of hanging jackets until my fingers find the edge of a loose wooden panel.
It gives with a gentle click. I slip through before easing it shut again.
The room beyond is barely bigger than a walk-in closet.
A desk and A chair. Shelves stacked with boxes. The only light comes from a small lamp tucked into the corner.
Every wall is covered. Photographs held up with pins, names, addresses, receipts and copies of police reports. Some pages are connected with pieces of string. Most aren't. I've rearranged them too many times for that.
Nothing stays in the same place for long. Only one photograph never moves.
Frank Castle.
It's pinned in the center of the wall. Everything else shifts around him. I stand there for a moment before reaching for the notebook on the desk.
The latest page holds a list of names. I find Victor Hale and draw a single line through it. I cap the pen and look back at the wall.
Victor hadn't known much. Not enough to matter. Still, crossing off another name narrows the list.
That's all this is elimination, with just one name at a time.
My gaze settles on Frank's photograph again. He hasn't moved. Neither has the question beneath it.
What happened to my mother?
I switch off the lamp.
The room disappears into darkness, except for the faint outline of the photograph still hanging where I left it.
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