#frankmills

[cannedpoo]

James Rado, co-creator of the groundbreaking hippie musical “Hair,” which celebrated protest, pot and free love and paved the way for the sound of rock on Broadway, has died. He was 90.

[jhonnycash]

Para este sunday morning una suite... Le habrán pagado los de Mazon hermanos los derechos a Frank por usar su música en todos los anuncios de TV en tele 12 en los 80s? #vinyl #FrankMills #1979 #ProfeCuriel https://www.instagram.com/p/CKJxCQLnmFC/?igshid=1iglmfxrwijt0

[thecrucibleoflife]

I’ve had a few conversations over the past few days that have led to me crying right now because I’m grateful for the people in my life.

Over the past several years, I’ve become friends with people who have taught me that a lot of the people in my past weren’t necessarily good friends. Which is not to say they were bad people (I mean..... a couple of them were actually kind of awful, but most weren’t), but they weren’t good friends.

I don’t know, there are things my friends do now, and I’m like.... wow this is amazing thank you!!!! and they don’t think it’s a big deal because it’s actually a basic thing in friendships most people do. That sounds dumb. But. Idk.

And sometimes I’m scared to say something about how I feel or say anything negative about anything or be like, hey just fyi this made me feel kind of bad so can we change that in the future? because stuff like that previously led to friends getting mad at me or annoyed or sometimes even friend-dumping me.

But now I have friends where I can say stuff and it’s not automatically bad? There’s actual communication and we can talk about things that bothering us? And no one is getting mad? WTF.

I think part of it is I’m at an age where hopefully most people are mature in their friendships. But it still surprises me.

And I think these people have taught me how to be a better person, so I hope I’m being a good friend back to them.

I don’t know. I’m rambling but it’s nice to feel loved in your friendships and I hope everyone can experience that.

(shout out to @dufflesmckagan for being one of those people.)

[thecrucibleoflife]

Being at my parents’ house is putting me in a weird headspace. It’s not really good or bad, it’s just weird.

I think it relates to being in a space that I haven’t lived in for like 7 years. It’s like the ghosts of my feelings and ideas still live here. They haunt me, but sometimes it’s nice. Sometimes it’s hard.

I am so lonely.

I am scared of people forgetting me.

I want to be held.

[thecrucibleoflife]

So I was at Disney’s Hollywood Studios yesterday to ride Rise of the Resistance (for the 7th time. it’s still just as good!) and the barista at Starbucks wrote this on my cup and it made my day.

He wrote Resistance Pilot after I walked away, so I had no clue until I picked up my drink and then I was so excited. 😂

[thecrucibleoflife]

Never forget that I ended the last Saturday of the decade by:

-drinking A LOT of good champagne

-leaving a drunk voicemail for @starcortmall about Palpatine fucking

-bringing up FinnPoe every so often

-kept using voice to text with uh... mixed results (”I am sorry for tomorrow hello for tomorrow hung over hung Williger” [I was trying to apologize for being hungover the next day] & “I am in a bar bathroom let’s make you special prices” [I was in a bathroom that was making spaceship noises, obviously])

-found a forest themed room in a bar and kept going “it’s like ET in here!!!”

- and finally, my friend was driving me home, so I took control of his phone, played Duel of the Fates and then found a loop of BB-8 noises and played that for the rest of the car ride (about 10 minutes)

I think I had fun.

[records2]

・FRANK MILLS / CHICKADEE JAPAN POLYDOR 7" 1982 ・ ・ ・ ・ ・nd0175 #frankmills #rondo #pianist #vinylclub #vinyl #vinylcollector #vinylcollectionpost #vinylporn #record #vinyljunkie #vinyloftheday #rarelps #recordcollector #recordcollection #45rpm #fortyfive #7inch #nowplaying #dj #japanvinyl #instavinyl #vinylgeek #rarerecord #vinyllover #vinyladdict #cd #music #Discogs #iloveDiscogs #NotInDiscogs https://www.instagram.com/p/B0EWiWhpX5D/?igshid=11lvfeuh6wny2

[thecrucibleoflife]

god I am in the weirdest headspace today.

It was has swung back and forth from awful to great to weird.

I think I just need to go to bed and try again tomorrow.