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Panic attacks

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Chapter Twelve: Guest Room

Song for Chapter: Guest Room

By: Echos

(Don’t forget to check this out on my Wattpad!! @/bluegunpowderjinx

Please don’t mind the typos I’m working on editing it!!)

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･*☆¸¸.•*¨*• Jinx •*¨*•.¸¸☆*･ﾟ

The bright morning sunshine was a brutal awakening, Ekko's bed felt far too comfortable and warm for me to leave... His embrace limp and safe around me, I found myself basking in the warmth - the luxury of being in his bed with him. His soft, even breaths bringing peace to me that I didn't know I was capable of feeling. And - for just a moment I let myself believe that this was normal, that this was safe. The coziness, the steady rise and fall of his chest, our limbs entangled as the sunlight beamed down across our bodies... In a world where I could wake up and not feel like a thief stealing peace that would never belong to me. I'd never be deserving of that kind of luxury in the long-term.

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I know that I'm better off on my own

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I stirred, moving subtly, groaning in protest once my eyes fluttered open, my head spinning as my vision blurred. A sudden wave of intense nausea slamming into me, I made haste to throw the covers off once I'd wiggled my way out of his arms.

Rising from the bed, grabbing my cane my guts churning, grimacing as I raced for the bathroom. Well, as quickly as my crippled state would let me.

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I wish I never let you sleep in my room

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I didn't make it to the toilet, my footsteps came to an alarming halt, leaning over the bathroom sink. Gagging, heaving, gasping as my hands clammed up. Bile and stomach acid climbing up my burning throat, through my salivating mouth, and ultimately releasing from my quivering lips. My stomach muscles tightening up and twitching with every coerced heave, a string of hard coughs leaving me as the bile continuously crept through my throat and out of my mouth. My temples taut with agonizingly sharp pressure.

I cursed under my breath once it was over, wiping my mouth with a dry cloth, my footsteps dragging as I walked towards the toilet. Leaning on my cane for support.

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Been thinking 'bout a way that I could take back

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I took a seat on the porcelain lid, catching my breath, my blue eyes fixated on the tiled floor below me. I massaged my temples, my stomach still turning - nausea lingering like a dark cloud over me.

I lifted my head, eyes frantically looking around - taking in my surroundings. In hopes to somehow distract myself from how sick I felt.

My gaze landed on a calendar displayed across from the toilet on the wall, the only thing mounting it was a lone pushpin. My eyes examined the calendar, brows furrowing in concentration, jaw clenching.

I pointed at the dates, muttering to myself - calculating the timeline of when I was supposed to have my period. I was late - seven weeks late to be exact.

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The night I lost myself in you

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My eyes widened in utter disbelief, my hammering heartbeat slammed down into my stomach - chills sharply clawing into me. Anxiety at its peak coiling around inside my body.

I started to backtrack... really backtrack. To all of those nights of his hands on my body, in my hair, his touch leaving electrifying lingers on my skin for days after. His soft lips caressing every inch of my skin that I'd never dare let anyone else get close to... Our bodies and souls would collide. Hearts would beat as one, and he'd hold me in his arms, I thought it would finally be safe for me to fall.

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You know that every time I hear your name, I replay

Your fingertips against my frame, and lose faith

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But I couldn't have been more wrong...

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"No..." I said under my breath, "no, no, no, no, no..." I rapidly repeated, my nostrils flaring from how hard and unsteady my breathing had become. Tears immediately running down my cheeks.

No, I can't be pregnant, please don't fucking tell me I'm fucking pregnant... Please, please, please. I felt faint; my mind was whirling hastily, becoming lightheaded as a dizzying, high pitch roared through my eardrums. Seeming to cut everything else out.

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Been prayin' for a way that I could feel saved

But I'll never get over you

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My breathing began to accelerate, heavy and ragged, my vision blurred further, nausea twisting tighter inside me, mimicking the sensation of sea sickness. I rose up to my feet, my head spinning once more - I didn't give myself any time to stabilize my balance.

I had to get out of here...

I stumbled out of the bathroom, spots waving around in my vision as I looked around for my clothes. Quick. Desperate.

I grabbed my shirt, my pants, my socks... Realizing I wasn't dressed in anything more than Ekko's shirt. My breathing hitched and shook, I spun on my heels, searching on the floor for my shoes.

I stepped backwards, my foot caught on something - I tripped and fell, my body slamming hard onto the hardwood floor. "Ah!" I yelled out, pain and shock spiking through me. I sat up, looking at what I had tripped on... My shoes. Ugh.

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Wish that I had never let you love me

Although you said you never did

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I could hear Ekko shuffling around in the bed, "Jinx?" His tired voice was groggy, low - soft with sleep. "What's wrong?" I watched as his head of white hair popped up from his pillow, pulling off his covers and moving toward to me.

I was quick to jerk back once he drew closer to me. "I'm fine. Don't touch me." I stood up, clutching my clothes closely to my chest. "I just want to go home..."

His tired eyes widened as they scanned me, "Jinx..." He hesitated. My heartbeat was loudly thudding inside my ears, thumping hard, each pulse made my chest rattle.

"What?" My jaw clenched; my brows furrowed and my eyes grew wide.

"You're standing on your own, without your cane."

I looked down at my own feet, he was right, I was standing up without the help from my cane. Did I leave the bathroom without it, too? I guess I did...

My throat tightened, bobbing once I'd swallowed, "I'm just not having the best morning. I'd like to be home."

He nodded in understanding caution, "I know. Why don't you sit down? We can talk about-"

"No," I immediately interjected, the word tearing out of me before I could stop it. "I never asked for your salvation, Ekko. I-I never fucking asked for this! Why do you feel so obligated to help me, huh?" My voice shook, cracking underneath the pressure. "Everyone knows that I'm a martyr. I never wanted your protection, your sanctuary." I scoffed, bitterness dominant in my voice. Crawling up my throat. "You never should've swept me up from Finn's warehouse, Ekko."

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I wish you would have slept in the guest room

'Cause maybe I'd still feel alive without you

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He walked closer, "I wasn't going to let you die there, Jinx." His voice didn't raise, I don't think he's ever raised his voice at me once. "You knew damn well that they were going to kill you. Maybe do even worse."

I let out a hysterical chuckle, shaking my head - pondering. My eyes burning, no doubt bloodshot. "Who said I wanted to be saved?! I never wanted to be saved, Ekko! Especially by you! I don't need fucking saving!" My voice shook, my breaths were heavy and ragged. From rage or fear, perhaps it was both.

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I'm pretty sure that all of this was my fault

I'm the one who kissed you first and took my clothes off

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"Well... I thought you wanted to be with me." There was a fracture in his voice, betrayal, exhaustion and grief lingering. "That was my mistake."

I laughed humorlessly, sharp enough to sting my throat. "Yeah, it was. This..." I looked at him, then peered around his studio apartment, then - inwardly I looked at myself. "Us? Huge mistake, Ekko."

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wish you would have slept in the guest room

'Cause maybe I'd still feel alive without you

I'm pretty sure that all of this was my fault

I'm the one who kissed you first and took my clothes off

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I knew that my words would strike a deep, agonizing chord inside his chest, his soul. But I couldn't keep him close. Not anymore. I had to leave now, not just physically. No, I had to leave him.

But when I saw his eyes glistening with tears, my heart sank with deep regret.

"No, Jinx, you don't get to do that." He stepped closer to me, "you don't get to say that shit to me. Y-you can't seriously stand here and tell me that these past two months have been a fucking mistake." His voice trembled. "You don't truly believe that after all of the days and nights we've spent together..." His voice wavered, helplessly, "laughing, talking, growing our bond and then having sex with me." He swallowed hard. "Sharing a bed with me was all a mistake, do you?"

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You know how to make me feel all alone

But when I'm underneath your teeth it feels just like home

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By now, my back was to the wall, his hand was flat against it - his body within dangerously close proximity to mine. Seeing those tears fall down his cheeks broke something inside me, but another part of me. The reckless part of me I tried to tame for the moment - ignited something unforgivingly forbidden.

"I'm sorry, Ekko, I just- I can't do this anymore." My voice cracked as salty tears burned the rims of my eyes and trailed down my cheeks...

I let my clothes fall from my embrace, gently sliding my hands onto his cheeks, brushing his tears away tenderly with my thumbs. And it only sent shivers through my spine that I tried so hard to ignore.

His breaths shuddered and hitched as he leaned into my touch. "You don't believe it, do you?" His voice was soft, his words reluctant and tender as they left his lips. It somehow managed to draw me in and leave me feeling anxious all at once.

I slowly shook my head, looking deeply into his warm brown eyes, my heartbeat pulsating through my veins. Every nerve felt like it was on electrifying. Burning with passion - desire. I'm already pregnant, so what the hell is stopping me now? The thought was a whisper in the back of my mind, bold, loud and daring. But my chest tightened with the weight of what I should do and what I absolutely shouldn't do.

I could tell that he was weighing on his next move. But I couldn't make out the expression on his face. Or the look that quickly flickered in his gaze.

He pulled back, turning his back to me and stepping away... I stayed frozen, stunned - speechless.

Then, before I had the chance to move, he spun back to face me, his footsteps fast; "oh, fuck it..." He breathed, pressing my back flush against the wall, kissing me deeply as he kept me pinned against the wall.

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You said that we shouldn't make love

And just fucking find another way to heal

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I moaned against his lips, I couldn't help it - not when he made my head spin and made my stomach knot up tightly.

I kissed him just as deeply, just as deliberately, my hands braced on his bare shoulders as our tongues danced in a sensual rhythm. Lips and teeth crashing in a torturous collision, every inch of my body felt warm.

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You know you drain me of myself 'til I can't see straight

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I panted as an involuntary whimper left my lips, everything inside me wanted to push him out of my arms. I fought like hell to not do that, especially whenever he pulled back and he... Looked at me like that. Like he wanted me and only me.

A desperate sigh left my mouth once he pulled back, but I wouldn't have that... I didn't know what came over me, all I knew was that this incessant desire was intoxicating every muscle in my body. It was an all-consuming burning fire... A fever - igniting, alive inside my soul. How can I leave him with every fiber of my being is addicted to him?

I guess all that was left to blame were these irritating pregnancy hormones... But before I let the thought of that linger, I placed my hands around the nape of his neck, pulling him closer. Placing my lips greedily on his, taunting, claiming...

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Been thinkin' 'bout your

body in the worst way

Wish that I could

remove you from my veins

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I'm already pregnant, so maybe all bets are off... For now. I thought, as our lips moved in a perfect, hasty make out session... My center was aching, every single part of me was.

He didn't pull away, his tongue danced wickedly with mine, biting my bottom lip once it was latched between his teeth. I hated how much power he had over me... His hands pulled my shirt up past my chest, I was naked underneath it... Underneath him. I whimpered sharply as his hands traveled intently along my breasts, my chest arched at his touch,

His breathing was heavy and sharp, hot on my skin... As his lips kissed my neck deeply, sloppily, my breathing was ragged and labored. His thumbs brushed against my nipples, my chest heaved as a breathy moan left my throat. I bit down hard on my bottom lip, he sunk his teeth into the side of my neck, sucking down on my tender skin...

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'Cause I'm sick of feelin' so betrayed

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My body was on the verge of shaking, "E-Ekko..." My voice trembled, submissively. "I need you, g-god I-I fucking need you..." I pleaded.

"I know you do, baby girl..." His voice was low, seductive, dominating. He moved his head lower, pulling my shirt over my head, and I let it drop down to the floor. "I'm gonna make you feel so fucking good." His hand trailed down between my thighs, my arousal was increasing by the moment.

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Wish that I had never

let you love me

Although you said you

never did

I wish you would have slept

in the guest room

'Cause maybe I'd still

feel alive without you

I'm pretty sure that all

of this was my fault

I'm the one who kissed you

first and took my clothes off

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He bit down on my breast, I groaned in desire, my breath caught as he slipped two fingers expertly inside me. My jaw dropped as soon as he curled them against my g-spot, gliding them back and forth... and his mouth - god, his mouth... Left kisses and hickey's all over my chest.

"You take it so well, Jinx..." His breathing shuddered as he stroked his fingers expertly inside me. "Receiving every ounce of whatever I willingly give you." His chuckle was dark, low... Curling his fingers relentlessly against my g-spot.

"E-Ekko..." I couldn't help but moan his name, bucking my hips in time with his finger, "oh god, Ekko... d-deeper, faster... O-oh, fuck..." My voice wavered as I craved more. So much fucking more.

A low chuckle left his lips, he obeyed my request, pumping his fingers back and forth expertly inside me. My walls pulsated around his greedy fingers, breathy moans left my lips as my muscles became weaker and weaker by the moment.

"Look at you, Jinx..." He kissed my neck once more, "you nearly crumble at my touch, it drives you mad, doesn't it?" His thumb landed on my throbbing bundle of nerves, rubbing it intently in circles, applying a heavier amount of pressure than I was ready for.

My hips only ground desperately at his touch, biting down hard on my lip once more, my body trembled as it was pressed against the wall... "Y-you're all I ever fucking crave, E-Ekko." It was hard to formulate a proper sentence, my words slurred - moans bordering on screams left my throat. "I-I'm all yours, always."

My brows furrowed as Ekko pressed his forehead against mine, making firm eye contact with me, my mouth jaw completely ajar. I clawed at the back of his shoulders, raking my nails down his back as he stroked his fingers deeper and quicker inside me, the eye contact only making me all the more aroused.

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Wish that I had never let you love me

Although you said you never did

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"Oh m-my fucking god!!" I cried out in pleasure, a high-pitched moan leaving my throat as my hips and back arched, feeling that stubborn fucking knot convulsing in my abdomen. My walls contracted around his fingers, my core was slick, my bundle of nerves pulsating... "E-Ekko..! You're gonna make me c-cum!!" I cried out desperately, pleadingly. My heartbeat was thumping loudly inside my ears, I was lightheaded. Hypnotized by him and only him.

"Oh, baby... I want your cum soaked on my fingers, every bit of it." The dark, lust-filled gaze in his eyes and his dominating tone almost made me reach my climax. "Cum for me, Jinx."

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I wish you would have slept in the guest room

'Cause maybe I'd still feel alive without you

I'm pretty sure that all of this was my fault

I'm the one who kissed you first and took my clothes off

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That was it... I desperately tried to maintain eye contact with him, but it was rendered useless as my orgasm reached me. Higher and faster than I expected, stronger than ever before... My body shook as my eyes rolled back, I couldn't hold back the moan-like screams that left my throat, my eyes closed - colorful sparks that mimicked fireworks exploded in my vision. My chest rattled as my breath was ragged, he helped me down from my all-consuming high.

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And I thought I'd mean

somethin' to you

More than skin to

put your skin on

And I thought I'd mean

somethin' to you

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He looked at me, his gaze lingering - yearning on me. "Are you okay?"

No... I'm pregnant and I don't know what the fuck to do, or how to tell you.

I slowly nodded, trying to ignore the loud thoughts inside my head, "I'm fine..."

"What's wrong?" He murmured, brushing a piece of my hair behind my ear. His fingertips ghosting along my skin.

"I-I... I lo-" I was cut off by a loud knock on the door, shattering the moment. I immediately grabbed my t-shirt and slipped it back on. Ekko trailed off to head for the door.

Waves of nausea rolled over me, violent - sudden. I was rendered dizzy and lightheaded all over again. The room tilted, I groaned as my head became a pulsating ache, my bare feet slapped across the floor quickly. Just barely making it to the toilet I shut and locked the bathroom door. My body giving out quicker than I could comprehend.

My body trembled, bile and acid digging their way up my throat. I forcefully vomited up the bile and stomach acid, a bitterly sour taste in my mouth. Burning, sharp, metallic... Brutal in the back of my throat, my hands grasped the porcelain lid of the toilet.

I slumped onto the floor, my forearm flushed firmly on the toilet - pun not intended... Resting my head on my forearm. Catching my breath, lungs heaving like I'd been drowning.

"Jinx?" Ekko's voice traveled through the door, "I've gotta head out for a little while, are you okay?"

"I'm fine!" I replied, my broken voice betraying me, my bottom lip quivered. Brittle, my emotions fighting against my attempt to keep myself together.

I held my breath as tears raced down my cheeks, my body stiff - completely still. His soft footsteps faded away.

Once I heard him shutting the door, that's when I allowed my breath to release again.

Sharp sobs pricking the back of my throat, my chest shaking in protest. My throat aching. I pulled my knees tautly against my chest, propping my elbows against my knees. My fingers tangled in my long hair, pulling at the roots of my scalp, hard. Wailing as I cried harder, my stomach muscles tightened as I heavily inhaled and exhaled, each breath becoming more suffocating than the last.

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If she wants, death can take me this time...

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My chest rattled, my whole body trembled as my body curled in on itself, I screamed at the top of my lungs, kicking my feet against my cane, watching it slide away from me.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid!!" My words rawly tore out of my fractured vocal cords.

My reality sinking around me in a suffocating embrace, it was physically so hard to breathe. The walls seeming to close in on me, the walls breathing down my neck.

I bit my lip so hard I tasted blood... Once I released it, I could feel the blood drip down my chin. Coppery and warm.

My heartbeat thundered agonizingly against my ribs. Every pulse breaking through aching.

My chest rattled - pressing the heels of my hands into my temples, as if I could somehow quiet down the voices. Quiet everything inside me. "Stop, stop, stop!!!" I screamed, I was so rattled, so filled with panic that I couldn't calm down.

I didn't hear the door opening, not knowing someone was in there until I felt the air shifting.

Then recognized his scent... His arms wrapping around me as he pulled me into his steady and grounding embrace, I kept crying - kept wailing. I sobbed harder, I didn't even sound human.

"I-I want my dad..." I cried out, "I just want my dad..!" The words escaped in unstable fragments.

He cradled the back of my head, easing me into his lap, I straddled him as he rocked me slowly back and forth. I'd never felt so small - so helpless...

"I know you do, baby..." He whispered against my hair, "I know. I'm so sorry."

"I-I l-love you..." I breathed out through a broken voice, heavy sobs coming out after every syllable.

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I wish you would have slept in the

guest room

'Cause maybe I'd still feel

alive without you

I'm pretty sure that all

of this was my fault

I'm the one who kissed

you first and took my clothes off

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"I love you, Jinx... So much."

"P-please take me home..." I desperately pleaded, my voice hoarse. "I-I wanna go home."

"Of course I'll take you home, precious..." He spoke tenderly as I nuzzled my face into the crook of his neck. Feeling his stable pulse against me. Realizing my lip was still bleeding, and I could feel the blood smearing, seeping, stained in his shirt... Fuck.

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I wish you would have slept in the

guest room

'Cause maybe I'd still feel

alive without you

I'm pretty sure that all

of this was my fault

I'm the one who kissed

you first and took my clothes off

｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ ｡･:*: