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Bibi looks a little freaked out, but she's just watching the dogs in case the make a sudden move, lol, the dogs get all jealous when I take pics of the cats, they want ALL of my attention! Silly dogs! #BibiTheCat #whitecats #whitekitty #shykitty #ilovecats #welovecats #catsofig #catcrazee #catsarethebest #bibikitty #caturday #freakedoutabit
I'm really mad at myself!!! My dad is so selfish and never gives my mother a dime. I told my mom I'd give her 100 bucks when I get my paycheck. Now I'll only have 200 dollars to go visit Portland. I have siblings who will feed me but ugh I just... Never mind. I can't be mad at this. I'm upset at my father though. And you know how people tell you that if you don't like something then change it? I've tried many times. I never get to him. He never changes. And I just can't leave my mom all alone, she has no one. My brother won't even give her any money from his financial aide. I understand it's his money for school, but he's getting more than me right now and it's at least 1400 for the second trimester. And he won't spare a dime. But I'm just so vulnerable to my mom. But that's only because I know she will put it to good use for the house. Ugh I'm so upset I want to cry... Because my dad makes everything so disgusting when it comes to money. He doesn't care that other people in the house has needs too. And the only way to make a change is if I leave. And I know my mom will say that's it's okay, but she'll be so depressed. Just knowing that I live with her makes her happy already. I don't even have to help around the house for her to appreciate me. Oh god I love my mom. I guess I needed to write out what I was feeling to calm me down about the situation. I just need to be cool, calm, and breathe. Yes, I can do this. Its just money. Its just money. The world hasn't ended yet. The world hasn't ended. I'll just use this money for transportation when I get there cause it's easy using the bus and the max. I just gotta make my trips worth it. And pack food wherever I go so I don't starve lol.. Okay I feel better now. My mom will finally feel like she owns the money in her pocket and I'll still have something to use for my trip to Portland. Everything's okay now.
