#from uni

[ywnzn]

i need a goddamn break

[liathgray]

Varian for the ask game?

"If a kidnapper takes longer than 15 minute you'e legally allowed to leave."

Send me a character and I'll assign them a quote from my friends

[scientistclone]

I think people underestimate how fucking horrible an artist's life can be. when you're trying to create and you feel like god, but this god now has depression and takes stimulants to do their work while everyone else is like 'but it looks amazing' and you're just sitting there in your underwear with a bottle of booze that you're not going to drink but smash into someone's skull to get that good fucking creativity™ back. meanwhile your chicken wings are drying out in the oven and you're on the verge of a mental breakdown. your biological clock is almost broken, because you're experiencing burn out 2.0 and that sweet cortisole level makes you age ten times faster, your skin wrinkly and your eyes empty. it doesn't matter anymore though, because you're not leaving the room anyway. you heard that some paint is toxic, but you're a digital artist and your Photoshop keeps crashing for the seventh time while your hand is cramping and your underwear starts sticking to your skin because you're EXHAUSTED and sweaty and overall disgusting. Helen wants you to draw something for her sister's cousin's birthday. it needs to look professional. that cousin is 3 years old and as intelligent as your neighbors dog that keeps barking for 6 hours a day. you're starving yourself unknowingly while working on five different pieces. someone in your Twitter feed made it to Disney. It's not you. your portfolio isn't even done. you don't even have a safe workplace nor income. Helen texts you. "WHEN IS MY COMMISSION DONE YOU DUMB BITCH" . you start swallowing your Wacom pen.

[gala-galore-blog]

shes so baaaaad but she does it so weeeell~~

holly blue agate!

[unimportantweirdo]

i need a break

[hobisexually]

Amber I want to hear about your crush on the internship supervisor 😂😂 was it a man or a woman? I want the details 😂

anon we are not going too deeply into this because it was embarrassing and a lost cause and also I’m not anonymous on this website by any means so let’s not take the risk shall we 😂

but it was a woman, she’s Very my type as is, we clicked on a level I wasn’t used to (she Saw me right away? got things of my personality right that some of my friends don’t even get right), she praised me weekly (on my skills, my personality, my looks.......... fuck me), there was a lot of touching, a lot of “amber what would I do without you”, it got worse by the week and not just from my side tbh and the cherry on top: she turned out to not be entirely straight

she, however, was also my supervisor and VERY taken and in love with her partner so this never became anything but w h e w I was going through it for the whole time I worked there let me tell you

[mmaroon]

anyone else loves painting the day away 🎨☁️

[uponaredwheelbarrow]

(It’s probably cause I am tired, but I’m really bitter rn cause of someone. who wants to distract me?)