a ramble about something that made me cheer up
So. It’s me, your average sad trans teen with various issues that all make eachother worse. I’ve been feeling bad for a while. I wind up going on a walk, and as soon as I step out the door I see the sunset- pink white and blue, the colours of my flag, bright and beautiful. From that point on in my walk I decided to narrate to myself what was happening, as if I were in a book- AND IT HELPED? I was feeling pretty down, but making everything sound poetic in my head, as someone who really enjoys writing, was great. It did wind up turning into a pep talk somewhere along the way, but hey, I needed one. It was good to give my thoughts some direction and structure so they didn’t spiral off into negativity for a while, while still being in the moment of the world around me.