#ft. fawna

[rachelbflynn]

Hottest people in darkwood?

“I mean, obviously Nina’s at the top of any list having to do with physical attractiveness,” and personality, intelligence, corny jokes that you feel ridiculous laughing at, the list goes on and on. “Cyrelle, Nat, Fawna, Lillian...August and Eddie.” The redhead shrugs. “Everyone here’s rather attractive, actually. Until people like Nik and Storm open their mouths, of course.” 

[alrightnik]

what was your biggest 'wake up call' moment about your actions?

“ i don’t think i’d ever had one worth calling a ‘wake up call’ until just a bit ago. i would guess that i learned it later than most, what given our history and all, but i heard of fawna’s engagement and i found myself in a bar just thinking about how lucky that man is, ” he reminisced, conjuring up a sad image of him sulking. his ego wasn’t bruised, of course, but he -- for the first time -- had doubts about himself. “ i know he must think it even more so than myself, i know he must love her even more so than i was ever even able to. but i just remember thinking: ‘i ruined something good, and for what reason? because i was bored?’ i truly wish i could say the deaths were my first ‘wake up call,’ but... ” they just didn’t affect him as much.

@ohfawna

[rachelbflynn]

if you had to trade places with anybody in darkwood, who would it be?

“I’m not really sure, maybe Fawna?” Rachel had never really thought about who she would want to trade places with. For the most part, she was happy with herself, with her life, if only she could erase the losses that followed that first fire. The only true pain in her life had began on September 23rd, 2014, and expanded rather quickly after that. “Admittedly, not the way she was back in the original 2014. But now? I don’t know, she seems like she had things together in 2021, seemed happy. I think I’d like that.” 

[alrightnik]

📱

NEVER SENT:

february 14th, 2014: Valentine’s Day is so commercialized, but you should go check your doorstep. april 28th, 2014: I forget - does your mum like tea?  june 18th, 2014: Coming over tonight? She’s not here.  january 18th, 2015: I’m sorry, Fawna. For everything. Especially for Penny and the timing of it all. I was careless and egotistical. As weird as it is, I think I’m actually glad you found out. You deserve better, and I hope that doesn’t come across as simply self-deprecating. It’s genuine. october 13th, 2020: This day always reminds me... I did love you, however fucked up it was. I just want to make sure you know that I loved you as much as I think I’m able to love a person.

SENT:

january 2nd, 2014: How’s the new year treating my lovely lady?

@ohfawna

[deanlombardi]

📱

send 📱 for five texts my muse didn’t send yours, and one that they did

NEVER SENT to: FAWNA

timestamped: 23/10/09, 9:03 pm

this shakespeare shit is so hard and makes me feel so dumb and i so need your help

timestamped: 19/01/14, 6:48 pm

i heard what that cocksucker did and i swear im gonna fucking egg his car tonight. jerk.

timestamped: 03/11/14, 1:20 am 

sometimes i feel like im drowning. do you ever feel that way?

timestamped: 12/03/16, 9:55 pm

i understand if you dont want to be my friend anymore. im sorry. im such a dumbass.

timestamped: 08/12/18, 10:39 pm

remember that time in like fourth grade when i helped you look through the garbage for your retainer when you accidentally threw it away with your napkin during lunch? i just randomly thought of that for some reason

SENT to: FAWNA

timestamped: 01/06/09, 5:21 pm

the cookies are already gawna, miss fawna! see i can make bad puns too. dont tell anyone. but seriously, those were really fucking good please make more.

[rachelbflynn]

📱

send 📱 for five texts my muse didn’t send yours, and one that they did

DRAFT DELETED AT: JANUARY 17, 2010, 7:33 AM

Have you started writing that paper for Mr. Abrams’ class yet? I thought maybe we could meet up for a brainstorming coffee or something. His assignment guidelines are always so vague, it drives me up a wall.

DRAFT DELETED AT: APRIL 29, 2010, 9:55 PM

My mum mentioned that the college is offering some tutoring sessions for A-levels help. I’m sure your parents are probably the type to get private tutors, but just wanted to reach out just in case. It’s free, and they’ve been doing it for a few years and have had great results.

DRAFT DELETED AT: SEPTEMBER 24, 2015, 1:43 AM

Do you ever feel like you wasted your time trying so hard in secondary and university? I can’t stop thinking about all of the shit I missed stupidly planning for things that won’t happen anymore. Would you take it back? Spend more time with George, if you could?

DRAFT DELETED AT: DECEMBER 22, 2020, 5:05 PM

I ran into your Mum while home for Christmas. She mentioned you’ve moved overseas. How are you finding it over there? Happy Christmas. 

TEXT SENT TO: Fawna DATE: MAY 7, 2010, 3:00 PM

Do you want the notes from yesterday? Hope that you’re feeling better. 

[aristotlemcdonald]