I can’t believe all the minutes I wasted thinking about you,
all the words I wasted writing about you,
all the plays I wasted listening to songs that could perfectly describe you,
all the sleep I wasted to commute to you...only to have the commute out last the number of minutes I spent on top of you.
and what I really can’t believe is how much time you refused to spend getting to know me,
how many days you wasted by not speaking to me until you needed something.
I can’t believe you know you had a remarkable being be charitable enough to share herself with you and you didn’t seize the opportunity.
I honestly cannot believe any of it.