Let’s talk about stealthduo (the ship between f!cell and f!guaxinim) mostly how big cell’s impact on guaxinim probably was. I mean in the qsmp we get to see how what he did affected pac and mike (especially pac) but I think about how it had affected guaxinim.
We know that cell, guaxi, and jv knew each other before the events of fuga. How they knew each other isn’t really known, guaxinim gives conflicting information on his relationships with jv and cell. Jv says guaxi is someone he really trusts, only for guaxi to say when he first meets tazercraft that he didn’t know jv that well. In the same conversation guaxi says that he never really liked cell but after their conversation when cell was in solitary, as they’re leaving guaxi says “eu adoro ele” which is like “I adore him” / “I love him” but it is safe to say they knew each other beforehand.
Cell and guaxinim’s relationship is kinda sort of implied to be some toxic relationship type shit, guaxinim even responding to a tweet about stealthduo being queer so it’s safe to assume something was going on (all silly btw, you don’t have to think they had some sort of romantic relationship but I do so that’s kinda why I’m talking about it).
As most know, cell gets left behind by guaxi, pac, and mike with a trap made by guaxi. It’s sort of humorous how easily cell falls for the trap, he knows guaxinim is fairly good at red stone or what translates to real life engineering, to me it’s him assuming that guaxinim wouldn’t trap him or something like that. My point is, at some point they were probably close and guaxinim had to have assumed that cell was dead based on the gun shot plus in fuga 2 someone tells pac something along the lines of “we couldn’t find the body” so implying f!cell had killed himself and for some reason his body was gone.
With guaxinim being the one who made the trap and the fact that cell was supposedly dead, there is no way he didn’t feel some sort of guilt about it just because they were at some point close, maybe not lovers but friends of some sort, two teenagers stuck in Alcatraz prison leads to some trauma bonding 😭😭😭😭😭 I dunno I just think about them a lot man, I love you stealthduo