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So that makes (at least) four main/professional photographers for MCR in those outfits I’ve found

Chris Anthony

Dave Willis

Paul Harries one and two

and

Dave Hill

and there might be more I haven’t found

#future reference for ME #I couldn't remember dave's name the other day and finding what I wanted was extremely frustrating #black parade outfits #blog upkeep

14.1.16

I guess I don't really know where to start with this, but with how I'm feeling right now I think it's best if I just get everything out.

I gave you everything, now I wasn't the best and I fucked up, made a few mistakes, hurt you. Definitely not on purpose at least I can say that. And what I got in return is what I really didn't deserve, it's not really about the money I spent on you, it's the thought that I went out of my way. Bought you all those things when I couldn't even afford anything for myself. You were my priority, for a year and 7 months you were my everything. I spent so much effort, time, and love on you. Those countless nights I couldn't go to sleep cause you were being a dick and staying out late and not telling me when you'd be home, to the times you couldn't even get to know my friends better, or help me out around the house. To the nights that I opened up to you, showed you my scars showed you my worst when I felt like I was nothing, showed you how destructive I really am. Showed you that I actually am a complete selfish person until it comes to you. I showed you so many parts of me I just want back now.. I think that's what's destroying me the most. I told you all my secrets, showed you how broken I was, you saw me in ways no one ever has seen me other than myself. And you still left, we drifted. You stopped trying, everything was different. We fought too much and it damaged us. I stayed, knowing we were gonna work but i was so in love with you that I didn't want to accept it and everyone knew that, hell you were my first love. That's why. Everything was so new and fragile to me. And yeah, at one point I saw us settling down and growing old together but now I'm terrified. You used me, lied to me, manipulated me, it was all one sided. I covered for you for countless times that you couldn't afford anything. I helped you out when I couldn't Eden help myself out and that put me in such a rut that I'm terrified I'll never get out of. While I was so busy fixing you and being there for you I was slowly destroying myself without even noticing. That's what hurts, I just did this. I let this happen to me. We were toxic for months. We weren't healthy. And as a result of that I'm terrified to commit to anyone. You took that away from me in a way. You destroyed that part of me, that part that was ever willing to settle down with someone. It felt like hell when it felt like heaven with you. I was happy but I wasn't. I never thought it would of ended up like this and I just wish I knew where it all went wrong. What I did to deserve this, an explanation, a reason, just why. When I treated you so great. I'm not even being cocky here, I fucking treated you like a princess when I felt like I wasn't being treated the same. I no longer am in love with you, although there will always be that special place in my heart that you'll be. Unfortunately, I won't ever be able to get rid of that. As much as it hurts. As much as I want you gone. I've given you so many chance upon chances that I wish I could just take back.

You fucking ruined me. Hope it was worth it.

#perosnal #fuck you #future reference for me

Note to self: when greeting friends you haven't seen in awhile, do no throw a fork at their faces. Even if they ask for it

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Hello imagineerinthetardis,

I feel your pain regarding the expensive tuition of art schools. It can be very disheartening. Fortunately, there are many alternatives that I feel are good for maybe what you are looking for.

These alternatives that I am suggesting, probably won’t give you the equal type of education one may receive at an art school.(such as making and completing a film, the environment, the unique community etc) But from what I’ve seen, they have nurtured and opened doors for many individuals that are working in the industry now.

One that comes to mind is Concept Design Academy: http://conceptdesignacad.com/

Many of my professional industry friends once taught, or still teach there. They have teachers directly from many of the big studios.

Animation Mentor: (http://www.animationmentor.com/) also comes to mind.

And most of all, I would say that the most important factor is your own passion and motivation. There are plenty of artists at Disney that come from very remote places and schools I have never heard of, but obviously were dedicated and focused enough to bring about personal artistic growth that were more than good enough to get them jobs.

Wish you the best.

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list of albums I need to get/buy/download am - arctic monkeys pure heroine - lorde lonesome dreams - lord huron

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Sometimes I almost want to try and reconcile the friendships I've lost recently.

And then I smoke and remember how fucking shitty of friends they were, how they treated and took advantage of me, and that none of them have tried to contact me for 4 months now, and the only one that did needed something from me, then gone again.

And I say yeah fuck that.

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