Sep 7, 2023
I wonder what I’m going to look like 5 years from now. How fat and out of shape will I be? How many wardrobes will I outgrow? What will my diet look like?
Will I want to keep gaining weight?
I don’t think I have a choice on that matter. I’m wrecking my metabolism and allowing indulgence to run my life. When I want ice cream I’m getting ice cream, if I want donuts I’m getting a dozen, when I’m in the mood for fried chicken I’ll make some. I never deny myself and it’s not something I think I’ll be able to do again even if I wanted.. so though I don’t know the answers to the other questions I know I’ll keep getting fatter and fatter🧸✨