#fyodor x

[moncher-ire]

i love being a mutlishipper.

fyodor and dazai.

dazai and sigma

chuuya and dazai

kunikida and dazai

ranpo and dazai

are ALLL peak argue with the wall

no cs i’ll ship anything as long as its legal snd consensual and not.. abuser x victim. (im looking at u akutagawa and dazai shippers…)

[wizardfrog69]

hellooo! I was thinking about drunk!Fyodor who reveal his real feelings to the reader and it's afraid about the reader left him and never come back...(can you write it?)

I love that idea and I can definitely write it!!! Thank you for the request! Also sorry if I misunderstood the request in advance.

'•.¸♡ Drunk feelings ♡¸.•'

Drunk Fyodor x reader

Fluff (?)

Warnings: drinking, abandonment issues (?)

Masterlist

Enjoy!

(Im writing this in a train so if something is misspelt badly, then I'm blaming the train)

A month or so ago, it's hard to keep track of time, Maybe this even happened three months ago, you had to leave, you did tell Fyodor you had to leave, "for work" you told him, you thought he would expect you home, and he did, but there was always a voice in the back of his mind telling him otherwise. "They left you." it said, "they always leave, no one ever stayed." it repeated over and over again. The only way to silence the devil was to work or drink. It was not drinking, then work. If not work, then drinking. Every day, Fyodor was tired, day by day that voice got louder and more annoying, if you could see how sick-like he was.

The day you were supposed to come back, you were a bit late. Why? God knows why! but this isn't about that. You trudged into your shared apartment. You had a long day of travelling and walking after all, but once you saw Fyodor at the table looking more sick and tired than ever, a stench of vodka oozing out of him as he sat at the lonely table your steps came back to life as you tan to Fyodor in a worried manner.

"God, Fyodor! What happened? are you okay? Do you need help? Here, let me take the bottle out of your hands, dear." Your voice was overflowing with worry and concern. A lingering of sad could also be seen more than heard, but it was still there. Without answering any of your questions, he stood up almost, falling over his own steps and hugging you tightly. The poor guy's voice was slurring more than the guy at your local pub. "Please don't leave me, I don't want you to leave, please s-stay." He slurred hopelessly and anxiously through the wall of drunkeness.

Fyodor had never expressed so much emotion in one sitting. You knew it was because of the several bottles around him, but you never knew he would go to such lengths. "What do you mean, darling? I'm not going to leave, I'm going to stay with you forever." You tried to calm him down with a soothing voice, your mind racing a million meters per minute, as if they were racing to win a race against your other thoughts.

"Forever?" Fyodor slurred once more. He was truly unresistable while drunk. "Yes, forever, now let's get you to sleep." As soon as you tried to leave to help him, he hugged you tightly like he didn't want you to leave, hugging you all the way to bed, throughout his drunk proposal and while you slept until morning, them Fyodor wasn't I'm the mood to discuss what happened.

༺♡༻ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 ⋆ 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 ༺♡༻

Sorry for being away for so long, but at the moment I'm travelling so I'll be away for another while, I've just been a bit busy.

I hope everyone is doing well, have a wonderful day/night and sleep well.

-love, Az