#gale coded posts

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I am currently so fucked up by my job and the general state of the world, not even writing helps (though I still love it).

To spice things up in my head, I started inserting inconspicuous Gale quotes into my corporate language. During a call with a colleague, I said "apologies, I am usually better at this" and giggled to myself.

It's not much but it works.

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There are days where I am managing stress just fine.

And then there are days such as today where all i want to do is sit down in a cozy robe (or my stitch suit), turn the music up and write down all the ways it would feel to cuddle up in Gale's lap.

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the millenial urge to create a soundfile of my favorite Gale voice line

Come here

to set as a notification sound on my phone.

And realize, my phone has been on silent for the past 15 years.

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I tried.

I tried everything I could think off, just to get him back.

I tried to bargain with the God of Death for his soul and failed.

To have him by my side once more…Gods, I….I would have taken on the Heavens by his side, if it had given him peace and made him happy.

But he decided to take his chances without me. He chose power over me.

Us.

He decided to use the Crown for himself. Without me.

It broke me, robbed me of everything I thought I was and I have tried to rebuild myself since…..