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Carmilla tardiness

I've always been late to the party. Don't act so surprised now. Lol

#jassilmernellarte #arte fantastico #gatomujer #locurafelina

Warehouse13 finale fix…in a dream

So i guess subconsciously, my mind is still upset over the disgrace of a final season we were given for WH13…so my brain decided to fix it. I swear, i just woke up from a dream where i was watching on tv, a fix to the finale. Apparently (as per the dream) the WH13 team decided that they were going to fix it for us.

SO, it started off with me in my living room with the tv on, but not really paying attn to it…there are two ppl, a man and a woman on screen….they look a little bit older…and they see to have been talking for forever. Anyways, their voices eventually grab my attention and i'm like hey, these are the voices of Myka and Pete! So I glance at the tv and there they are, slightly older versions of themselves. So this is where i start actually paying attn to the tv. Myka and Pete seem to be married (a la Helena in Boone….i think it's the same house in my dream actually), but she's telling him that she really isn't in love with him and that it's been Helena all along and that she can't live this lie anymore so she's going to pursue Helena. Pete is actually supportive and they have the whole, we were never meant to be together like this, we're best friends, buddies etc. talk, then they both leave to go track down Helena.

So they trace her to another dimension (I've just finished watching the entire Fringe series) and after going thru hell to cross the fabric of the universe to get there, they finally find her. Helena looks young as ever, she seems to have not aged in this dimension. She's shocked when she realizes it's her Myka. They sit for a bit to talk, Helena a bit unsure of why Myka is there and Myka just dying to jump into her arms and profess her love. As they're talking, Myka slides her hand into Helena's and their eyes lock. The hand holding continues (and i don't know why, but i don't think i was actually hearing the dialogue, either that or i was too focused on the hand holding…either way, i have no dialogue to go with this part), and eventually Myka leans in and kisses Helena. Their kiss is hot. like passionately hot. and i'm glued to the tv as they move to more than kissing…and more…and more (everything we've always wanted and written a plethora of fan fiction about). Somewhere around here i remember thinking in the dream that i sooo need to call my gf and tell her that they did a fix to the finale, but i never got around to making that call. Now i can't remember exactly what happened the next day (cuz i was starting to wake up at this point), but i got very bad vibes about it… something to do with Helena in a coffin and Myka trying to bring her back to life before complete rigor mortis sets in.

And then i woke up

#warehouse 13 finale fix #bering and wells #myka and hg #onceuponafarnsworth #gatomujer #lastminutegenius

How to deal with an "Outer"? (Advice needed)

Last week I found out that an old friend of mine, someone I've known since i was 11, told one of the interns working under her (who just happened to be another friend of mine) that I was gay. The conversation went something like this:

Intern (looking at a group photo my friend had and pointing to me in the pic): Hey, I know her!

"Friend": Oh her? She's gay.

WTF?!?!?! WHO DOES THAT?!!!! Thankfully the person she told already knew that but really, that could have been anyone! ANYONE!

Now what really bothers me more is how did she come upon this information in the first place? I never told her; frankly, because I never felt THAT close to her to share this detail about myself. But, she is close to my core group of friends, which means that one of them told her. And they may have innocently done so, but point is that, it was done, and now she's out there spreading the word apparently. And it's not so much the fact that it's getting out there that's really hurting, cuz I mean, quite a bit of people know, but it's the fact that she doesn't know what my current stance is on being out. For all she knows, I could already be out or still very much frighteningly closeted. But yet she just divulged this information without thought to the repercussions it may have. Unless she thought of it and decide that telling this person was worth the possible damage it could do to me. What about other personal matters? I mean, if I confide in one of my core friends and they go and discuss it with another of the core and another etc and it gets to this girl and she starts telling everyone off the street, then can i really trust any of my friends anymore? I don't even know which one of them told so it's like i have not much idea of who i can really trust! Who do i do? How do i find out which one of them is the culprit?!

I really look forward to some input on this. I'm sure it will help not only me, but others who may be faced with similar situations and happen to stumble upon this post.

#advice needed #onceuponafarnsworth #gatomujer #a-musing-munkee #lastminutegenius