It's almost the new year again already!
Survived another year, though I'd have to say barely
Well technically I've died a few times this year, a few on purpose.
Boss is starting to get angry with me for it, even if otherwise I've been pretty productive
Me and Yoji are still together surprisingly. I havnt managed to fuck that up and hopefully I won't (at least anytime soon, though knowing me who knows)
Piv Is almost a year old and he's gotten pretty damn big. I dunno how fast goblins grow, but other than that he's gotten pudgy because Yoji keeps spoiling him with sweets.
In all honesty I have no clue if it's ok to give him certain foods right now, thought Yoji's still doing it.
Yoji also wants to keep giving him swords and I finally settled on Yoji giving him a toy sword, which all Piv does is just chew on anyways. Yoji's determined to have him be a warrior or something when he gets older.
I'm still surprised about how much Yoji loves him, considering Piv's not his kid. There's no jealousy issues over Kwik either. Yes he's dead, but memories can still cause problems too.
Yoji and Ellister made me realize though I really do need to be more careful with myself. Yoji yelled at me for being irresponsible and Ellister guilt-tripped me about losing people you care about.
It's only fair considering I did the same thing to him, and he's got a point. I just usually don't really think about it because usually the people who say they care about me and will always be there tend to disappear after awhile. Not even dying disappear because I know most of them are still around. Just haven't been around the cities or been talking to me.
Oh right. They were yelling at me because I've been really stupid lately (I think I have no clue how to handle myself when I'm not working this time of the year).
Well first I got caught in the outer blast of the Theramore bombing
Then I cut my arm up to prove a point to Elli about how he needs to practice doing his medical stuff while as a worgen otherwise he'd be in trouble when he was forced in it during an emergency
Then I get into a fight
Get zapped by shaman lightning
Somehow get convinced to a troll.. orgy? I don't know if it's orgy or foursome, but either way it was not a very good idea and I'm glad at least there was another woman to take some of the aggression or I'd probably be dead. Hell still surprised I'm not.
But then after that I got mad about how people kept grabbing my bruised butt and I went out and killed some undead and got bitten and then stuck as a worgen for awhile
So safe to say I'm an idiot.
But in other news I made some new friends besides Ellister and Sego (Have I written about her? Not going to go back and check right now)
Vallan Val and Xan, who are broth Twins (though one has brown hair and one has blonde, and they have different colored eyes. Actually don't know why this surprised me because Cardea and Sinifaie looked the same except for the color of their skin, hair, and eyes.)
And met some of Yoji's friend's, A troll named Retro Pants and his mate Juntra (See troll orgy above. Oh gods why did I agree to that I need to stop letting myself be cowed).
They're both cute of course, though Xan is really picky about his appearance and while he seems fun I havn't really hung out with him or talked much. Val is kind of scruffy looking and he's a lot of fun. He's less worried about how he looks and seems more relaxed too. Xan's probably how he is because he's a priest and a lot of them tend to be really worried about their appearance. Elli kind of is too, but he's also Gilnean.
Havent seen Gaz and Trap in awhile.
Actually I havnt really seen anyone from the old group except for Yoji.
I assume Izzei's had her kid so understandable she and Beppe wouldn't be around.
Abe is... Well I don't know, Niles tells me him and her are mated, so I know she's still alive, but she's stopped talking to me too.
I really need to stop believing it when people say they're going to stay around because EVERYTIME someone says it they don't.
I know they're not really lying to me, or don't think they are anyways, but still happens.
Havn't had much in the way of nightmares.
They're still there, but usually not that bad or enough that I usually remember them.
Like I remember parts of one from the other day where I was at home, but my home was somehow in stormwind, and it was really quiet and I was with... someone. Some friend I couldn't tell who.
Anyways I had looked out the window and I saw Father Winter flying past with some stags, but there was something off and scary about it. Like he was way too thin and tall. Kind of like a night elf, but more skeletal.
And I looked around and there was more of these shadowy skeletal-thin things walking up the street so I shut the curtains.
Next thing I know it's morning. Friend is gone and I peaked out the curtains and there was these two creepy looking girls staring at me from across the road. I peaked out another window and they were still there looking right where I was though I don't know how they could have seen me.
I yelled in the house about it and someone... I dunno, it wasn't attley or 'su but I called her mom (ew)... and she said they were usually there and they were just waiting for someone to pick them up. I was just exaggerating and I should just go outside and say hi.
And that's all I can remember. See, not that bad, just a little creepy.
Also, I sent out a lot of presents this year but only got a small handful of replies from people. Still awhile in the season to go, but I'm hoping that people receive them because it'll mean at least they're not dead.
And I forgot to make some fish-shaped cookies to send to Ziggly, but to hell with it.
Oh, and Ridly's a fucking dick. He got a kid and all of a sudden he's claiming he's so fucking mature and has to be serious and has a fucking superiority complex now.
Fuck him and his trying to act like he's better and mature. He's just as bad as he was before except now he's less a "brat" and just has a giant log up his ass.
Well fuck him.
I can be "Mature" when I need to be, and there's different kinds of maturity!
And there's no point to having a log up your ass and not having fun. You can still have a kid and be a certain way. Attley and me are both brats and we still have good morals and can be mature when it calls for it, and we know there's no reason we can't have fun considering the world sucks enough as it is!
