#gearambles

[gearthepunk]

It might be easy for some of you to go "just don't think about it"

What a nice life that must be. What a wonderful time you must have l be able to just say "don't think about it" to someone with severe anxiety, a bipolar disorder, an OCD disorder, all of which I never asked for and have been SCREAMING for help for from doctors who just. Tell me "not to think about it" and "do it myself."

I just want to disappear into nonexistence I'm so fucking tired...

"oh but stop being a baby you have to get over it"

MY GUY. I HAVE BEEN TRYING FOR ALMOST 2 DECADES.

I don't want to be here anymore..

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Why does it feel like it's been 500 years??

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Hey tumblr—

I'LL AVOID IT WHEN YOU STOP BEING A BUNCH OF TRANPHOBIC CUNTS

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why yes I HAVE fallen back down the varric rabbit hole how could you tell

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I know I complain a lot about it but MAN I gotta stop RBing shit onto the comic page, IM SORRY LOL

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Finally putting this in the queue as the last page is surreal... 10 years has lead to this. I cannot wait to keep going. :)

Thank you for everything folks! Here's to more convoluted space adventures~~~

Updates will continue twice a week with two pages every Tuesday and Thursday, starting May 20th!

Cheers!!

[gearthepunk]

HEY

HEY YOU!!!! DOWN HERE!!!

Go to your settings and scroll down to "review flagged posts" cuz apparently there was this whole thing with the site and a bajillion posts got improperly flagged! I keep opening "potentially mature content" to discover it's literally a fucking dress. This happened to me a while ago, a few posts about my comic we're flagged for potentially sexual content, and it was literally a bird lady having a panic attack.

Go make sure none of your posts are flagged and appeal them!

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Just gotta vent some personal shit somewhere I know she won't see it..

My mother is selling the house and after several years of living there with no prepared pension or late life cushion, completely drained everything the family had built up over the generations. Everything, gone. Whatever "estate" my grandparents built is gone. Because she didn't bother preparing any retirement and put all her faith in us taking care of her (spoiler alert, neither of us have any intention of caring for someone who never cared about us. We don't have the money and my sister has a child. She can go live in her tiny home all she wants, away from us).

I'm angry my mother didn't prepare for this and I'm angry that taxes quite literally absorbed my entire "family estate" (there wasn't even that much to begin with) to the point my mother has to sell.

I don't want to be here anymore...

My family, officially, has absolutely nothing. If we had anything to begin with, it's completely gone.

If you have a close relationship with your mother, hug her for me. Mine never figured out how to do it properly...