gemstuck feferi headcanons????? please????? giamt woman.....
GIANT WOMAN!!!!!
🌊 Fuschia Diamond, Pink Diamond's replacement. She was undercooked with a shallow cut, made in a hurry to fill the void that Pink had left behind - and she knew it well. Fuschia, bubbly and hopeful, so much like Pink that it was painful, did her best to keep her head and her spirits held high. It was hard at times, though, remembering that she was just made to fill in a gap left by someone else, not worthy of any value on her own accord. She was a constant reminder that Pink was gone. She was not Fuschia Diamond, it wasn't that simple - If anything, she was really "Not Pink."
👑 She had gone her whole life feeling unwelcome, in spite of the other gems worship and approval and the Diamonds' affectations and kind words, she knew that all she was, really, was something to fill the hole that Pink Diamond had left. She didn't feel real, not a real person, not a real Diamond, not a real gem. Not like Pink. Such a view of yourself can gnaw away at a gem, so desperate to find someone or something that never knew about Pink and only knew of her. Or, at the very least, could look at her and like her for who she was, instead of who she was meant to replace.
🌊 And she finds it. The other Diamonds hadn't expected Pink's replacement to follow in her footsteps - fleeing in her ship under the cover of darkness, travelling to a planet of a high interest as of late. It was an old colony project back in the day, manned by the gems of Pink Diamond's court! Troubling occurrences had apparently been bubbling up there. A ship containing a Jasper and Peridot had crash landed there, some telipads had reported activity throughout the planet, a ship full of rubies had been intercepted there. And, even curiouser, that's where the fabled Rose Quartz and her army of Crystal Gems had been vanquished, or so they say… Fuschia doesn't know what she'll find there, but anything is better than what she calls home.
👑 What she finds there is better than anything she ever hoped - a new start, a new life. And most important of all, she finds you. You had been the first to find her after her less than stellar landing. You barely blinked when you saw the ship and it's banged up passenger, gems weren't exactly anything new. Sure, she could have been a bad guy, but the urge to help the pretty gem within the hand-shaped spacecraft. And, gosh, was she beautiful, dark pink with even dark, wavy hair that reached her feet, a gem in the middle of her stomach, reminding you of a friend you know. Fuschia manages to get her bearings as you help her walk to your home, whispering reassurances to her. She feels something warm bloom in her gem as her wide eyes gaze up at you.
🌊 You… You make her feel… Real. She's real. If she's real to you, then she must be. She's not just a replacement, a sad reminder, not Pink Diamond. She's Fuschia Diamond. She watches you, unblinkingly, at all times, taking in every inch of you. She loves hearing you speak, learning all about "Earth" culture. You don't speak to her like royalty, you don't care about where she came from. All that matters is the now. And right now, Fuschia would be content to spend the rest of forever like this.
👑 But, then… You start leaving her. You start going out on walks and to visit friends. She doesn't understand. Why would you need friends when you have her? Is she not good enough? Did she say something wrong? Would you abandon her, leaving her to make something new and Not You to fill the hole you left?! She can't handle such a thought! She can't do this without you! She may be smaller than her other Diamonds, but she's in now way weak! She'll grab you, forcing you into her arms for as long as you need. You'll never, ever escape. In fact, Fuschia Diamond will make sure you never even WANT to leave her. You've shown her the love and affection and acceptance she's always wanted, accepting her and wanting her as she is and nothing more. You two are MEANT to be, and she won't let you throw that away!