Time for another day of singing my boyfriends praises
So just a reminder he goes by bug, bug is on his period, one of the worst he’s had in a while in his own words, we have also both been struggling with sleep, and he especially didn’t get a lot today. I had left my earrings at his dorm for 2 days and that was the only reason I was going over today, I was worried about the hole closing and wanted to put them back in. I had taken them out because I had a scare but it ended up not actually being an issue.
So I grab them and start trying to put them in but am struggling, and I don’t see a hole, he tries to help but fails, so he goes and gets his own earrings (mine get put in from the back and are fuckin thick, so he was getting some thinner ones) and puts a massive fucking beetle one in my ear, and it fucking HURTS, but he’s so sweet and comforts me, he then realizes the massive beetle earring that dangles is probably not a good idea for the girl who has only ever had tiny earrings and is in a lot of pain. So he finds some non sharp tiny snake ones instead and puts one in the other ear, which not only causes AGONY, it also takes longer, that makes me start sweating and nearly crying and realizing I hadn’t eaten in like 5 hours.
He being the angel he is gets me a few snacks from his stockpile because places to eat are closed, and gives me a moment to prepare myself to replace the beetle one with the other snake one. I’m trying to get him to let me not because this is agony and I want out, but he realizes that is short term desperation and pushes me to keep going (due to adhd and no desire to do stuff for long term benefit he does this sometimes and I appreciate it a lot) I am squeezing the chair I’m leaning on for support so I don’t collapse as he is trying to put it in through my shaking, and is eventually able to.
He has 2 hours between his like 10 hour day, and despite being exhausted and on like 4 hours of sleep, this sweetheart spent a quarter of it helping me in a way I wouldn’t blame him for not doing and solely for my benefit. I truly don’t deserve this angel.
Anyways at times like this I am glad we have the agreement to not look at each others tumblrs because I think I would die if he saw this. I love him so much and would do anything for him, my biggest fear is taking advantage of him.
Anyways I just remembered I haven’t eaten in the last 7 hours so I’m going to go not worry about that and eat in 10 hours!!!
