#geniuss loci

[kirkshiresloss]

03.22 (original acrylic on 30×36 cotton canvas) "dualistic views)

"Blinded by the 2 things I love the most.

Sweet serenity has came

passed

and missed me all at once"

-kirkshiresloss

[kirkshiresloss]

I will always be waiting

in the same place you left.

Til the end of time

After my last breath

A place where

True love is not seen

But only felt

A man changes the Universe

By changing himself -kirkshiresloss

[kirkshiresloss]

I just don’t know anymore....The whole concept of “love” has become a twisted distortion in this world of dogmatic opportunists. Beauty is perceived through hashtags & even those fade away into obscurity as something new takes its place. They say complacency is where all good things go to die...but where do they go to live?” -kirkshiresloss

//my-pretty-little-cell//

[kirkshiresloss]

(06/2021 acrylic on 24x36 canvas) original art by me

(when the night is over)

I miss you in ways that I can't explain. Like opening my mouth to speak but not remembering a single language.

I miss you in ways I won't ever forget. Like back when love radiated from every word that left those beautiful lips. When you would stay up for what seemed like hours just to tell me goodnight, & you loved me. because I fell asleep on the phone once again.

You loved me in the purist way I'll ever be loved. And I need you to know....

benim dünyamı sevgilim...

I miss you in all ways.

always... -fated

[kirkshiresloss]

11.2021-18x24" original art "I Burn"

Fire is bright Fire is clean Never so alive Smoke is freedom Flame is mercy I am free tonight And I burn I burn Stoke the embers Cleanse the spirit A prayer in every spark Feel the lick of Bad religion The finish and the start.. -kirkshiresloss.

(Lyrics by the toadies)

[kirkshiresloss]

Picking up the pieces left me on the edge of 2 very fucked up outcomes. Neither one had you in it. So I chose nothing at all. -kirkshiresloss

//Nebula//

[kirkshiresloss]

I'm not allowed to miss you

Not allowed to see

Restricted from our memories

Life is but a dream... -fated

[[ Violet endings ]]

{07/21}

[kirkshiresloss]

On the surface of the sun is where I reside. Flames lick at my heart like a wanton lover and I can feel the heat for the the first time in ages. Where did you go? I can only catch glimpses of you floating through my subconscious. And if it wasn’t for these old videos I wouldn’t know what your voice sounded like. From your perspective I’m sure it seems like an explosion. It’s right now but we want to head towards the darkroom in search of a light that doesn’t exist. You can throw up your white flag and come out now but there will be no one there to witness it. I hope the melting of my bones brings you satisfaction and relief. This pain is new and yet I can still feel the bitterness of longing taking over. “What ifs” are only paper cut reminders of a time when you were my moon and I chased away your darkest nights.

If love were an hour glass I’d smash it to bits. -fated