Last Letter (Long-ish)
He sits in the Presidium Commons, looking out over the lake. In front of him are two drinks, both berry teas, in case someone sits down near him.
As he turns around, Gentaro stares up into the eyes of Valyra, the sister of the Asari he loved.
"Valyra, please, have a seat." He stands up and pulls out the seat for her.
"Hello, Gentaro. How have you been dealing with things since that day?" She takes the seat with a sad smile. Ever since the day she had watched his friends save his soul, she had developed a better respect for the young human before her.
"I'd be lying if I said it didn't still hurt. But I'll get over the heartbreak eventually."
"It's a nasty thing they did to you. What are you going to do about it?"
"I'm going to move on. Sure, I might have been tricked by a hologram, but I don't have any desire to find out who was responsible." He slides the tea to her and she gratefully accepts it.
"Why not? If it was me, I'd want to know who had tampered with my mind." Valyra always wondered this about Gentaro.
"What does it accomplish? I'd be pushing myself for revenge and validating their whole experiment. Because they invented something to make me happy, and obviously wanted to see what would happen when it was taken away." He shakes his head. "No. I'm not even going to look into it. It happened, I was broken because of it, and now I'm done with that chapter of my life."
"You're a better person than me." Valyra looks down.
"No, I'm not. I'm just trying to live for the sake of my friends. They wouldn't want me to waste my life on revenge. So, besides that, what brings you here?"
He had seen through the idle chatter. Valyra's smile disappears. "I was going through my sister's strongbox and I found a letter to you. Written the night before her last deployment." She hands it over. "If you want some privacy.."
His hand rests atop hers. "No. I want you here. Aleira was your sister and you deserve to hear what she said."
He takes the letter and cuts open the envelope with his pocketknife and starts reading.
"My Dear Gentaro,
These past few months have been incredible. I have never met someone so optimistic, so willing to extend the hand of friendship.
You talk a lot about how much I mean to you. But you may never know the impact you had on me. The day I found you wounded, I was planning on giving up being a nurse. I told myself 'One more day and that's it.' But when I saw you there, those feelings faded. I saw a young man with broken bones trying to direct the nurses to the other people first. You held in the tears and the cries of pain until you were safely at Huerta.
I couldn't believe that you cared more about others than yourself, and as I looked in on you during the operation, I realized I had been selfish. I wanted to escape having to care for others with nothing in return. But you changed my mind.
I did everything I could to switch shifts with other nurses just so I could spend more time with you. I had to know you, to figure out what made you so self-sacrificing. Was it self-hatred, or something more?
I found out through your convalescence that you were the most genuine person I had every met. You never did anything for yourself, but only to benefit those around you. And because of that desire to help others, I fell in love with you.
Though my sisters never approved of our relationship, I wanted to be with you. I still remember how clueless you were. I dropped hints and asked loaded questions about your love life. And still, it took me confronting you directly for you to get it.
Thanks to you, I was able to go back into the field to help others. Even though we were often deployed to opposite ends of the galaxy, I knew I could find you again when we were both on the Citadel.
What we had was special to me, and I know it was special to you. But I want you to know this: You have a bright future ahead of you. If something should happen to me, I don't want you to mourn longer than you have to. If this letter finds you after my demise, I have one wish for you.
I wish that you would keep seeking friendship, keep bringing smiles to others. And if I don't return to you, I want you to be happy as well. Find love. Never give up on finding it. No matter what trials may come your way, you are perhaps one of the best people in the galaxy and you deserve happiness.
May the Goddess guide you to your next big adventure.
With all my love, Aleira.
Gentaro lays the letter aside and swipes at his eyes, trying to keep from showing the tears. But Valyra moves the hand away. "Go ahead. If you're going to cry, do it."
Gentaro sniffles a bit and starts bawling. That simple gesture of someone being there while he cries means so much to him.
Ten minutes later, the last tear falls and Valyra offers him a handkerchief. "I know now, that my sister picked the right person to love. And I hope you take her advice. Find someone to love, someone real, and don't let the pain from past relationships stop you, all right?"
"All right. Thank you, Valyra."










