Hello! I hope all is well! May I have a scenario with Germany where him and the reader are having a fight, and Ludwig started it? Thank you!
💕This is soooo long and dramatic! And it’s a whole rollercoaster. It involves a angry then absolutely heartbroken Luddy and dogs! This man loves you what can I say💕
The whole room was warm. The combined body heat of both your fuming bodies seemed to be enough to kick the air conditioner on. You swore you could hear some whimpers from the dogs as both of their favorite people screamed at each other. Your temples felt numb from holding back tears and yelling. Your mind went elsewhere as you took in your surroundings.
Your boyfriends words sounded like he was speaking to you underwater. His face was red and his strong body shook as his mouth moved in furry.
It was a new sight for you.
His icy blue eyes- that despite their color always stared at you with such adoration and passion. There was no trace of such feelings tonight though. They were seething and you thought for a moment maybe he wasn’t angry at you. There was no way he could be looking at you like that.
“Are you listening to me!” The sudden volume increase caused you to jump away from your thoughts. You leaned your back against the counter and continued to stare at him. “Are you fücking kidding me?! This is exactly what I’m talking about!” His steps advanced closer to you and you suddenly felt a little scared.
“I didn’t even do anything! You’re the one who started it!” You retorted. Your heart ached in your chest and you wished for him to snap out of the angry daze he was in. Doesn’t he know it’s you he’s talking to? The person who loves him more than anything.
“Oh Ja, because I’m always the bad guy aren’t I?” He questioned. He was so close that you could feel his body heat. If you just leaned a little closer to him you could rest your head against his chest and feel his rapid heartbeat.
“I never said you were the bad guy! I just said I didn’t do anything! I was just sitting down and you came and started yelling! You obviously want to fight and I’m not the person you should be fighting with! Why don’t you call Gil? I’m sure he would love to go wrestle with you or maybe go out for a run.” You tried to push past him but he quickly moved infront of you. He took a few steps forwards causing you to take a few steps back. Once your back finally hit the counter another- much large wave of fear crashed over you.
You could hear Berlitz barking from his place on the steps and he took a few warning steps near his male owner. You looked over at the pup and saw sad brown eyes wondering what he should do. He was trained to protect you, but not to protect you against Ludwig. Your eyes flooded with tears as the severity of the situation came crashing down. Was he going to hit you? Yell at you more? Break up with you?
More angry words flowed from his lips and you quickly retaliated. Insults were throw at one another and at this point it didn’t matter who started it because both of you were at fault.
“Enough!” You screeched. Your sudden outburst seemed to snap him out of his daze a little. You were finally able to squeeze past him and bolted up the steps the dogs quickly moved out of the way for you and quickly turned to follow you up the steps.
Throwing the bedroom door open you quickly shut it as soon as all the dogs were in the room with you. Locking it you threw yourself under the blankets and curled into a small ball.
Your headache didn’t fade- if anything it increased. Popping your head out of the covers you grabbed the tissue box and went back under the covers. Blowing your nose you cringed as you filled up two tissues. The bed shifted suddenly and you groaned thinking it was Ludwig. But the familiar feeling of a body laying on top of you caused you to ease up. Removing your head from the covers again you saw Berlitz was the one laying on you and Blackie was curled up by your bottom. As soon as you pulled the covers back Aster quickly dived under the covers with you so she was the little spoon. Smiling softly you cuddled the playful pup closer.
The tears finally fell. You began to sob. Your tears wet the Asters fur and the bed underneath you. The dogs cuddled closer to you trying to soothe your sadness. Your heart throbbed painfully in your chest and your hand instinctively went up to press against the pain. Your eyes kept flickering back to Ludwig. The way his chest heaved and his muscles shook.
It was around 30 minutes laters when the sound of footsteps coming down the hallway made your grip tighten on the puppy who sent you and encouraging glance in return. You buried your face in her fur deciding not to pay attention when the doorknob shook.
‘Oh Right, I locked it.” You thought. The footsteps faded down the hall and you relaxed again thinking he got the hint. But those footsteps soon returned and the sound of a key sliding into the lock made your aching heart drop. His footsteps seems to disappear because of the carpet.
He snapped his fingers twice and you felt two of the dogs leave. Aster stayed put- she was always the rebellious one.
“Aster.” Ludwig sighed. You let go of Aster not wanting to anger Ludwig anymore. She lept up and you listened as they pattered back down the hallway.
The bed shifted again and you closed your eyes tightly waiting for him to either continue the fight or say something. A large hand came down and rested itself on your head. His thumb stroked your temple softly, and he moved to get comfortable. He was sitting with his back against the headboard and you could feel one of his legs pressed against your back.
The small motion of his thumb seemed to help the small ache that was left over. Yet some part of you just didn’t want to be touched. You removed your head from under his hand and tucked your whole body under the comforter again. A shaky sigh left his lips and he straightened his back.
“That was a horrible thing to do to you Kätzchen.” He finally said. His breathing was heavy and rocky and you knew he was upset- not angry, just upset. “I-I don’t know why I did it. I-I can’t believe I even yelled at you like that.” He shifted again, this time laying down with his back flat against the mattress.
You couldn’t see it but he was crying at this point. His heart pounded against his chest and all he wanted to do was beat the living daylights out of himself and hold you against him. The scene played in his mind over and over and over. The way your beautiful eyes welled up with tears. The way your eyes looked up at him with fear when your back hit the counter. The anger that quickly took fears place. His chest hurt. His head hurt. He wasn’t good with words. He needed to hold you. To show you how sorry he was and how he would never do anything to hurt you ever again. He couldn’t promise the both of you would never get in a fight again but it sure as hell would never escalated to that level again.
“I will never do that again. I can’t promise that we won’t ever fight again, but I won’t ever let it go to that level.” He spoke, you finally decided it was time to uncover yourself just a bit. You kept your back turned to him but you removed your head from the covers.
“What made you so mad to begin with?” You questioned. Ludwig seemed to relax a little when you finally spoke.
“Feliciano, was being an idiot.” He grumbled. You tsked and laid flat on your stomach, still not facing him.
“Isn’t He always an idiot according to you?” You snapped.
“He says he has a crush on you.” That came out as a whisper. A smile crept on your face. The bubbly Italian always made you smile and you were flattered he thought you were cute. When Feli has a crush on someone it doesn’t necessarily mean he wants to date you- he just thinks your attractive. Hell he has a crush on half the world. But his loving personality is what makes him so special.
What you didn’t notice though was Ludwig was able to see your face in the mirror next to the bed. His aching heart shattered as soon as he saw the edges of your lips turn, assuming you liked Feliciano back.
A loud sob escaped his lips before he could stop it, causing you to jump. Looking over at him you felt absolutely horrible for everything that had happened tonight- even though it was technically his fault. His pressed his fist against his lips to stop the sounds, as his chest heaved up and down. His face was bright red and fat tears rolled down his cheeks. His breathing was erratic and you wondered for a moment if he was having some kind of panic attack. What it was though, was complete and utter heartbreak. He tried to get up, because he didn’t want you to see him like this.
Your hands bolted out on their own, wanting nothing more than ease the pain of the man you loved more than anything. You removed his hand away from his face and pushed him back down on the bed. You practically threw yourself on top of him pressing kisses to the side of his face before burying your head in his neck. Thick arms held you tightly against him, and hands gripping your shirt desperately.
You shushed him gently your own tears spilling from your eyes. His quivering lips were pressed against you forehead and his chest shook with much quieter sobs.
“I’m sorry for what I said. I didn’t mean any of it and I know you didn’t either! I don’t care why you were upset, just please don’t take it out on me again.” You still assumed he was upset over the fight, not knowing that the reason behind his sobs was your innocent smile. You spoke some loving words in German knowing he adored it when you spoke his language. After long minutes of kissing and holding each other the both of you finally calmed down. Your grips had loosened on each other, after you both had a hard time breathing in each other’s grips. You laid on his chest as he breathed deeply in and out your own body instinctively copying his breaths.
“You like Feliciano?” He mumbled, his lips still pressed against your forehead.
“Ja.” You pulled your head away from him to look at him. Your fingers went up and traced his strong jaw. “He’s one of our closest friends, so of course I like him. I know he annoys you but you love him too.” You chuckled. He moved his head so the back of it was flat against the pillow. Your hand fell to his chest and you decided to draw small circles. Pressing your nose right below his ear you kisses the skin softly enjoying the shiver that ran through him.
“You smiled when I told you he had a crush on you.” Your heart rate sped up and you silently apologized to the organ for all the drama it’s had to endure over the past 2 hours.
“Is that why you were so upset? Because you think I like-like him?” You sat your whole body up your hips resting against his. He looked you up and down before nodding. You quickly leaned forward and cupped his tear stained face in your hands. “I smiled because it’s sweet. You know how Feli is! He as a ‘crush’ on almost everyone, it’s just his way of saying he thinks they are attractive. He’s told me he’s had a crush on you! I’d doesn’t mean what you think it does LudBug.” You assured using his silly little nickname. “That’s why I smiled! It’s always nice knowing people think you’re cute.”
Light flooded back into the Germans face at your words and he suddenly felt horribly, desperately embarrassed.
“Gott, I am so sorry my little Kätzchen. I just firgured he would be able to sweep you off your feet, especially if you already liked him.” You slowly felt as his muscles relaxed.
“I know and I’m sorry too. Let’s just forget this whole night ever happened! We are never getting into a fight ever again!” You boomed. A smile smile crept on your lovers face as he nodded his head in agreement. A sudden wave of exhaustion hit the both of you as the long night of events finally caught up to you.
You flopped down on his chest, and he rolled over with you in his arms. Letting you snuggle as deeply into him as you wanted, he quickly got under the covers himself not really caring he was still in his workout clothes.
“I love you Luddy.” You mumbled.
“Ich liebe dich auch.” He mumbled back, tucking you tighter under his chin.
