So today, I became friendless again! Nothing new to my life really. My friend went off to Texas, for two months. I've never bonded with a girl in the same way before not even my own sister! We shared some good times, and yeah we may not have known each other for even a year yet, but this girl is my best friend and Texas is really far! Today wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be to be honest, but I think not seeing her before she went made it a bit easier. I shed a tear and got on with my day, that's all I could do really. In a way it's nice that my flat is just mine and my boyfriends again don't get me wrong it been nice having her with us but yeah you can see too much of someone! I can't wait for her to get back, so we can get dressed up and go and dance and sing our hearts out, hopefully by then I will be 100% healthy again and hopefully will have had these god damn tonsils out! But for now I'm just me again! And as my nanny always says, it's only see you later, it's not goodbye until you're never going to see them again!